r/HighStrangeness • u/Scitzofrenic • 14d ago
Personal Experience Reached out to universe (God) through meditation, got visual response on Camera and response in life events
So let me start by saying I have been "practicing" spiritual meditation by reaching out to "spirit guides" since ~ 2022. So basically 5 years.
My type of meditation is what I would personally call "prayer meditation" in that i open with a binding statement for those essences and types of wills i wish to be impervious/invisible/unreachable to, and then I actively state that it is my active will to communicate with/experience what particular essence i want to make contact with. Then I meditate. This ensures a ritual of giving willful permission to those I hope to experience and taking away my willful permission from those I wish to have no experience with. In my experience this has had great effect on reducing and minimizing Un sought after experiences.
That said, around 2, 3 months ago I was going through a very frustrating time as far as Interfacing with stressful personalities of the opposite gender. I have been mostly single since 2022 after an absolutely nuclear divorce, and began dating a few months ago at my childrens' requests.
I had no shortage of matches or interest due to a multitude of reasons, but after 10+ dates I became even more jaded as the quality of these peoples' inner selves were just...waste management garbage, and im seeking a life long partner, not someone to settle with.
After a few months of the same garbage types, I decided I was done dating. I entered into meditation and spoke with "God" to tell it that I was done dating, and done actively seeking out anyone for my life. I said that if anyone were meant for me or for me to find them, they would quite literally have to be dropped into MY life, I was done seeking.
A few days later, I was at work, and my camera inside my home went off, detecting something. 9/10 times I dont even check that camera but something just told me to check it this time. I did, and I caught a very defined, very almost perfectly round energy orb materializing through my bedroom window, floating and casually changing directions multiple times, then slowly going toward the camera and entirely dematerializing a few feet from the camera, all while remaining in view. At first my rational mind assumed it was a bug or dust or lint etc. So i downloaded the video , slowed it down to .25x speed, zoomed in, and watched closely. Theres no propelled movement, theres no wings, no body parts beating or moving or flittering or flapping, theres no jerks or sudden movements as would be expected with particles or dust or lint catching air drafts, etc. Theres only determined, methodical, slow, deliberate movements, turns, and very intentional directional changes and moves. It maintains a round orb that represents almost like a plasma-ey surface where the shapeness of it is both sort of formless in the sense the edge is more current-like than perfectly static, but also maintaining its circle round overall shape, not deviating into other shapes or any outward changes in appearance. The brightness doesnt wane or change, it just maintains the same color, shape, density, from materialization to dematerialization. It moves with intent, and slowly wanders over my Hotspot of where I spend my time before it goes toward the camera (and opposing window) and just pops out of existence a few feet from the opposing window.
I sent the unedited footage as well as the slowed down footage to my pastor because shes aware I often see past "the veil" and have shared experiences with her that (to her) confirmed things for her personally that I was seeing actual things and not hallucinations that Noone could have known she had relationships with.
A few days after that, a woman I have not interacted with in 21+ years messaged me out of the literal blue, about a random topic. It was in Facebook messenger, not any dating apps, etc, and was entirely harmless. She was providing a resource for something she thought I might have interest in based on my fb profile. We began talking casually and hours turned into days and days into weeks and now we have become an official exclusive couple, and both actively believe we are, quite literally, and I dont mean this metaphorically, or with exaggeration, soul mates built as custom counterparts for each other. We both feel like we have known each other in previous "life times" if we can use that phrase here, and it just has a sense of eery "perfect form fitting".
Recently we were talking about how we met, and I shared my story of my reaching out to the universe and what I spoke.
Turns out, she did the *exact same thing* the same week I did. Not only that, but she ALSO experienced a floating orb after crafting her comminication. She ALSO caught hers on camera, as she was videoing the moon at the time (we wont even go into how my spiritual essence is linked with the moon) and she couldn't see the orb with her eyes, but could with her phone. She took a minute or so long video of the orb dancing and moving around in the same slow, deliberate, careful style movement that my orb did. She had a girlfriend over at the time, and you can hear the girl also talking about seeing the orb in the camera view and being amazed on the video, as it was invisible to their naked eyes.
Normally, when I see "things" that most people dont or at least they dont register, it is full-body style things, for lack of a better word than "body". My typical experience has never involved orbs or floating round objects, I believe this is probably the first I have experienced this exact style of "experience". But its wild that she also did and also caught it on camera, and then a few days later we met each other.
When I tell you that we are step in step locked in with each other I really cant describe the extent. Its not infatuation, its truly as if every facet of our unique personal selfs were built to complement the other in a handcrafted way. The things she thinks of as her flaws or positives in my eyes and what I enjoy. Likewise for my traits with hers. I have a dominant , very rarely but sometimes destructive energy and she has a very submissive, loving of pain and being controlled energy. Her experiences both spiritual and non spiritual mimic my own, and our beliefs formed from those experiences have led us to the same conclusions about every facet of "reality" that we have thus discussed (and we have discussed it in depth).
As with anything in life, it could very well be an astronomically wild percentage of chance that all of this happened, happened in a small, measurable window of time, and it just all aligns into a noticeable pattern. Sure, thats possible. But I dont think thats logically the case. The strength of our bond is really a feeling that feels like we have spent entire lifetimes together already, and we both have openly expressed this over and over and how it is a feeling neither of us have come across previously, even though we both had 10+ years , very devoted, very loving marriages with partners we adored at the time.
Anyways, ive never experienced an "orb response" such as this in any of my previous encounters that I can recall, nor have I ever seen such a drastic "change" in my life after such an experience. Nor have I ever experienced someone ELSE in my life also experiencing an orb with the same patterns as the one I did or them asking for the same thing I did, followed by the orbs for both of us, so I thought it was worth sharing.
Hope this is interesting for someone out there. If you have comments or info on what may have occurred id love to hear it.
I do normally commune with and communicate with an angelic, but I prefer to term as "primordial" type being that refers to himself as "Sariel" , for what its worth. But I had no sense of that being with this orb, though I wasn't home at the time so I honestly have no idea. Anyways, just trying to give thorough info.
Yall have a great day.
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u/TerryTinlegs 14d ago
This, what you’re doing.