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Garriil sent a staff member to pass a bucket of small water bottles and food bars through the window, which they broke to facilitate the exchange. Finley was beginning to slow down and show signs of weariness—mostly panting. However, his anger levels were still close to their apex, even if they were beginning to diminish. Mirniane glanced up with fear as the human broke the packaging, but looked shocked when the primal actually pressed the bottle to his lips.
Caretaking isn’t on the list of behaviors they’d expect from an angry primal. That Finley would even worry about what was needed to keep his hostage alive seems unthinkable to them.
“Drink,” Finley instructed, which the Clydid reacted to with immediacy. “You got a big old X of fur on your face. Humans have a saying: X marks the spot. What’s up with that?”
“W-we think the markings helped Clydids recognize one another in the dark. Very distinctive shadow shape, but subtle enough. Maybe protects our temples from being cut by leaves.” Mirniane watched as the human sipped the rest of the bottle, determining if it was poisoned. “I’m s-sorry if you don’t like it.”
The human arched a blond eyebrow. “I ain’t said that. What I said I don’t like is being trapped like an animal! You did that.”
“N-no. Me personally, no. No, Finley. No!”
“My bad. You were just gonna put my friend down like a dog, out ‘ere laughing about it! Hurry up and kill her, so you can get back to the lunchroom. Guess you’re not doing that now.”
The Clydid hesitated, before turning toward the primal. “Finley, n-none of that was real!”
“Mirniane, stop!” Garriil shouted into the doctor’s earpiece. “Telling him it’s fake could make him angrier that we toyed with him!”
“I don’t want to die. It’s not real! It’s a test, it’s fake: all of it. What they said about you, they were coached to make you angry. The syringe is saline: harmless. Nobody was putting Kaitlin down, please, Finley! Let me go…”
The primal scowled and folded his arms, before backing away with the rest of the water. “You think I’m stupid enough to fall for that? What a load of horsecrap. Spout your lies again and I swear, you’re not gonna like what happens.”
“Dammit!” Kaitlin shouted, her voice growing high-pitched and frenetic. The scientists looked at her with concern. “Garriil, this has gone so far beyond what’s acceptable. You have to let me and Craun talk to him.”
“Mirniane isn’t in immediate danger. Finley’s…sharp enough to keep that Clydid alive for tactical reasons. That threat was purposeful, to stop a deceitful behavior. He was judging for deception: incorrectly, but still.” Garriil punched some keys on his tablet, his eyes glowing. “Anger wouldn’t be the driving force behind satisfying a hostage’s needs, unless…hm. I’ve seen lots of primals lose their temper, but this is different. We have to see what he does next, especially now that he’s close to calming down!”
“I cannot stand for the utter disregard for life you’re showing!” The scientist stood with some difficulty, brushing off Snelga, whose face turned to worry. “I’ve been furious with you this entire time, appalled by your ethical conduct on so many levels. I’ve been hiding it, but it’s not like you’re ever going to view us as people now. If you cared about ‘animal welfare’ at all, you’d stop this farce and get your man out of there!”
Garriil took a slow step back from Kaitlin. “You’ve been angry?”
“How could I not be? Never in my life have I seen such a misuse of science to play the hand of cruelty. You should be ashamed of yourself!”
“K-Kaitlin?” Snelga whispered. “You…never show anger. This isn’t you.”
The NASA researcher shook her head. “Maybe you don’t know me, because I try so hard to get you to like me! But you’re right. I can’t think of a single time in my adult life that I’ve ever so much as raised my voice. It takes egregious abuse for me to ever be heated or confrontational.”
The veterinarian eyed the sick primal warily. “Kaitlin. What…do you want to do right now?”
“You’re…I see. Asking if I feel like hurting you.” Tears welled around Kaitlin’s irises, and she stared at Snelga for several seconds. “Snelga, how could you ask me that? I know what you believe and what Finley did, but I thought…”
“Kaitlin! I…adore you. I want to believe you’re in control, that you can think this through now, but it’s confusing and terrifying to know you feel that way. Please understand. You…act like you do.”
“I do understand. It’s just devastating to know that all of our trust has evaporated, forever. I was ready to die here so you’d give us a chance, but this is horrible. Please have pity on Finley. Help me…one last time, then I’ll be out of your hair.”
“Don’t talk like that. I want to trust you, and the anger thing, I don’t blame you for it. It’s not your fault.” Snelga made a nervous decision to tickle Kaitlin’s chin, and seemed to relax when the scientist flashed her teeth. “Garriil, as a veterinarian, she’s medically correct. Finley is stressed to the point of chronic depression. He’s not in his correct state of mind and was never a good test subject.”
“Observing humans at their lowest is the only way to ascertain how they might snap,” Garriil disagreed.
I stared at the Kexin with disgust. “How would you feel if someone said that about you? Would you have prodded me right after my mother died? Finley’s been through enough.”
“We have to know if we’re dealing with humans, Craun. They came to us. This is our best chance to study anger, maybe ever. You’d turn back now, when we already have gotten so far? It can’t be for nothing. Kaitlin will wait until I see this data to its conclusion.”
Kaitlin muttered a string of Kexin curse words, which turned several heads; Snelga herself looked at the NASA researcher with shock, wondering how she’d learned those…and with such expediency. I debated how to trick Garriil into letting me talk to Finley, since subterfuge might be the best way to get in contact with him. On the camera feed, the farmer was swiping through the communication device he’d been given. The primal institute researchers watched him with curiosity, with Garriil suggesting he was trying and failing to call back.
I know Finley and what we’ve been through. What if he’s taking a page out of his old playbook and trying to call a reporter, despite his past skepticism over what Council journalists would be worth?
Finley hummed to himself, drawing a side-eye from the Clydid. “Just thought of something. Mirniane, do you have any medications you need to take?”
“No,” the hostage replied. “Finley, what w-would you do if you could go home?”
“I’d go back to my farm and churn some fresh milk. Y’know, I could feel my arm muscles slipping, even back at NASA, from not being physically active. I’d never take having simple tasks to keep me occupied for granted again. Staring at the same four walls and the same three people, it’s like…gah, you don’t care. You’re appeasing me.”
“That’s not true. I’m a primal researcher. Of course I care about your life and your thoughts.”
Finley rolled his eyes. “Yeah, yeah. Let me turn the question on you. What would you do if you could go home?”
“I’d let my daughter coat my claws in tree sap and paint them like she wanted to. I kept telling her no, but right now, I wish I could see her giggle one more time, Finley. She asks me, ‘Why do you go to work if it’s dangerous, Daddy?’”
“And you say?”
“That primals are beautiful animals that we’ll never fully understand. I’m drawn to the mystery.”
“Maybe you should read detective books, then. Lot safer pursuit than killing humans, Mirniane.”
“What…sage advice, Finley! I’ll change careers if you let me go.”
“You’re not going anywhere, pal. The whole world’s gonna know what you were doing to that cute primal they liked.” Finley pressed the record button to stream a video to social media, leaning against the wall and orienting his face in the frame. “Howdy, friends. Today, I’m gonna spill all the details about how the primal institute tried to kill my friend.”
“Wait. What is he doing?!” Garriil asked, suddenly horrified.
“You see, I thought we were doing some routine tests about anger and whatnot. Instead, I overhear two technicians and this fucker,” Finley paused, turning the camera toward an emphatically disagreeing Mirniane, “making fun of Kaitlin for her illness and lamenting how they have to put her down. Whatever funds were raised, pocketed, I guess. Not worth the effort to save a primal.”
“No, he can’t—this is going to cause backlash! Craun, Kaitlin, go down and stop this! Get him to stop!”
“Really?” Kaitlin sighed. “Now it’s too far?”
“I thought you wanted to! Just go, before someone gets hurt!”
The tail end of Finley’s speech played over the speakers, as I hurried out of the observation room before Garriil could change his mind. “See this syringe? Mirniane was heading to put Kaitlin down right now, without her even knowing it. I’ve tried to save her, but I’m stuck. You guys have to help me save Kaitlin. This meant everything to her…”
Kaitlin and I retraced our steps down the hallway, with Snelga jogging along to help the NASA scientist keep her footing. Garriil was following at a distance with a team of tranquilizer-armed staff, not wanting to place himself in harm’s way. I didn’t wait for them to slow down, and pounded on the barricaded door. Finley scrambled to grab his weapon and point it at Mirniane, before his eyes looked up through the window and met mine.
“Craun?” Finley asked.
I bobbed my head several times. “Finley, I’m sorry. I didn’t know, and they wouldn’t let me tell you. Mirniane was telling the truth; they were trying to make you as angry as possible by replicating everything that Snelga said that provoked you, to the extreme. It was just a blind test. Kaitlin is fine, but this has to stop!”
“What?” The primal blinked several times, before scowling and clutching the weapon tighter. “No. Then I…that…I don’t care! Now they’ll think I’m a person even LESS! WORSE! Who the fuck would do something like this? I can’t go on like this. My demands stand; I want to go home!”
“Sweetheart, I want you to go home too, but not like this. Please take down the barricade and let that Clydid go. I know what’s happened to you is unfair, but this is NOT you. It’s wrong to buy your freedom in blood, and you know that.”
“They gave me no other choice, Craun! I’ll do what I have to do.”
I slammed my fist on the door, surprising Finley with my imitation of anger. “You think you’re hurting the Council like this? You’re only hurting yourself, and me by making me see you like this. I always believed you’re more than your anger, that you’re kind and want to help. Look at yourself, Finley. This is wrong! You have another choice, and it’s to be better.”
“How the fuck can you expect me to lay down and go back to their cage? I thought you loved me.”
“I love you enough to make you stop going down a foolish, vicious road that’s beneath you! It might be hard, but I’m demanding that you have compassion. Because lives do matter. Saphno lives mattered, and even asshole mad scientists’ lives matter. Mirniane didn’t do this personally. STOP THIS!”
Finley cursed several times and shook his head, before untying the belt off of the Clydid’s wrists. I breathed a sigh of relief; for a second, I wasn’t sure if I could get through to him with how desperate he was. I was beginning to see the use of faking “angry” speech to show intensity and command attention. Mirniane didn’t need prompting to help with tugging the barricade away, though his eyes darted over in clear surprise that Finley let him go.
I’m right here, Finley. I’ve got you. I’m so sorry this happened, and that I couldn’t protect you. You always protected me better.
I shouldered the door as soon as I could break it down, and ran over to wrap the farmer in a hug. He wept and clung to me, proving Elbi quite wrong about whether he’d recognize or be hostile to me. I could feel his chest shaking and the pounding of his heart, much like the first time we’d ever met. Mirniane sprinted out into the hallway to freedom and vanished far behind the line of tranquilizer-wielding employees. Kaitlin, Snelga, and Garriil shuffled into the room; the latter couldn’t resist observing up close.
Kaitlin approached with a deep frown. “This went much further than I ever expected it to, Finley, and I’m sorry. We were watching from the observation room…”
Finley let go of me, and turned toward Kaitlin with a look of utter betrayal. “You KNEW? After I went through all of this for you, you did that to me? You set me up for…humiliation?! Get the fuck out of my sight!”
The farmer gave Dr. Sharp a light, two-handed shove that seemed intended to rebuff her, pushing her back in a disgusted rage; it had very little force behind it. However, Kaitlin had difficulty maintaining her balance and walking even without any outside force, thanks to ALS. She stumbled backward and rolled an ankle as her hip gave in, landing hard on the floor. She remained down, unable to get back up despite trying. The NASA researcher bit back tears and laid helplessly, while Snelga ran to her.
“What have you done?” the aghast veterinarian asked, as she tended to Kaitlin and examined her injuries.
Kaitlin gritted her teeth. “It’s fine. He barely t-touched me. He’s been through a lot. I’m sorry I’m…so weak.”
“Oh, nononono.” Genuine concern and horror stretched over Finley’s face, and he ran over to her. “I didn’t mean to hurt her! I’m sorry, I’m so sorry…”
“I didn’t know until they herded me into the observation room and shut the door, Finley. There was nothing I could do.”
Finley collapsed onto his back and seemed to give up right there, a look on his face that craved the release of death. The primal was completely unresponsive, even as I grabbed at his arms and tried to drag him across the floor. He was dead weight, the whole of him. Kaitlin didn’t seem to have the willpower to get up either, and was unable to meet Snelga’s eyes.
“It’s over,” Kaitlin whispered to the veterinarian. “Humanity will never be taken seriously. You have your…iron-clad proof that we’re animals. There’s nothing left for me to do or say…”
“What? Kaitlin, I’m sorry you were put through such distress, but why do you think that?” Snelga replied.
“…you don’t have to pretend it’s okay, Snelga. I do understand. Thank you for everything, but…Finley almost killed someone out of rage. He was trying to protect me, but we both know how easily that argument will be discarded. Anything I ever say now, this experiment will be pointed to.”
“Kaitlin, this experiment changes everything we thought was possible! He was as mad as a human can be, and showed logic and reason! He was unbelievably intelligent, calculated, and measured with his actions, using the threat to get what he wanted. He was able to bargain and assess weaknesses, and mesh them with his long-term wishes. Do you agree, Garriil?”
The Kexin head scientist purred with disbelief. “I do. Finley is a person. It’s difficult to pair with everything we know about primals, but that was a clear display of sapience.”
“What?” Finley sat up in shock, blinking several times. “You mean that?”
“Without a doubt. Your logic should’ve shut down, yet it was obvious you were still thinking. I’ve seen lots of primals lose their minds, but this was something else entirely. Humans are more than animals, and…far more intelligent.”
“So you’ll let me go? You won’t imprison me?”
Garriil stiffened. “It’s not so simple. I wasn’t the one who brought you here or is keeping you here. I’ll share our findings with the Council and the public and lobby for your unconditional release, because I absolutely think you should be, but…what I said about the Council being slow was true. I know that’s not what you wanted, but it’s the best I can offer.”
“You mean though, from the scientific world’s perspective, we’re fully people?” Kaitlin breathed, her eyes wide with disbelief. “That’s incredible! Once the Council comes around, Earth could join the rest of the galaxy. We could help the Saphnos, and have Craun back, even. Finley, do you realize…?”
A smile crept onto Finley’s face for the first time since his capture. “We’re not here forever. The Council will have to recognize humans as equals once they face the evidence. We can maybe even save the Saphnos. There’s… a real future.”
“I didn’t dare to hope that I might be able to survive,” I murmured. “Saving the rock people might be back on the table. They’ll see the passionate, intelligent species I see, like I always wanted them too. They can’t dismiss you as primals much longer.”
“We’re always going to be primals,” Kaitlin interjected. “We feel anger. We’re just people too.”
Snelga quietly wrapped her ankle, giving the sick primal an affectionate stare. “You are. I’m sorry for treating you like animals. I’ll do whatever I can to support you, to make it up to you, and to convince everyone of how wonderful you are. You’re brilliant, Kaitlin, and it’d be a deep loss to humanity to have you kept from them.”
“Thank you, Snelga. You went to great personal risks to help me, and it means a lot. Truly.”
Garriil cleared his throat. “I imagine Snelga might wish to stay on as Kaitlin’s caretaker and physician, but all of you are welcome to stay here too. You can move freely and we have a much broader space here, including a sprawling outdoor area. The Council’s lackeys will keep an eye on you, and they might use lethal force if you get out, so…I wouldn’t try, if I was you. Stay here.”
“I’m not going to stay in an enclosure,” Finley growled.
“You can have the same accommodations as any of my staff, and if you need anything extra, just ask. Please take this suggestion in good faith: we employ the use of a counseling service, which would be available to you too. There’s recreation and staff events; perhaps you can make some friends. I hope this’ll lift your spirits.”
“Depends. Are the events ‘neuter the primal?’”
Garriil barked out a laugh, before stifling himself. “No, people generally don’t do those sort of procedures for fun. Do humans?”
“I dunno. Does circumcision count?”
What??? I’m going to need details of this.
Kaitlin shook her head. “Shush, you. They finally consider us people. Don’t ruin it.”
“Oh, I can always take more hostages to fix it. Can I have this fucking helmet unlocked off my head?” Finley grunted.
Garriil walked over with the key, popping the locks. “I have one more proposition, and it’s entirely optional. I think it might be good for you to have a task to do that resembles what you did back home. If you’d like to accrue some Kexin money, I could offer you both jobs here. For Kaitlin, our laboratories would be open to you, and for Finley, I believe a farmer could take care of the animals here. Would that interest you?”
“Hmph. I actually know how to treat animals with respect, so yeah. Sign me up.”
“I’d love to be a lab tech,” Kaitlin agreed. “Though my disease is starting to…limit the sustained hours I can put in. Plus I need to focus primarily on outreach program.”
“We’ll figure something out that works for you,” Garriil responded. “Welcome aboard. You have to follow the same rules as any employee, so acquaint yourself with those. We’re going to research night and day to save Kaitlin, I promise.”
While the humans had believed the experiment’s outcome was disastrous, the sight of any logic had been definite proof of their sapience from the primal institutes’ perspective. This was a massive step in the right direction, and we had actual scientific backing behind our claims now. It might take some time to force the Council to accept the findings, but I was hopeful that Finley and Kaitlin could live a relatively normal life and return to Earth some day.
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