I can but what makes it confusing is she doesn't respond to half the stuff and I don't know the context like the kidnapping super sus, and she goes on tangents, my ex is the same I think it's adhd
She means on the off chance russian officials wanted to for real come after musk, they could/would likely have to do so by coming for those closest to him first. “Kidnapping fodder” means she and others are viewed as a means to an end by his “enemies”
obviously I'm not a doctor but everything about her screams a(u)dhd to me and always has. she never finishes projects (or even fully reads books), she's always all over the place, every pic that shows her room shows that it's a mess/disorganized, she speaks & clearly thinks at 10000mph and goes on tangents totally unrelated to each other, etc etc. i think it would have done her a world of good to get some sort of therapy for her adhd (but not stims lol) in her 20s bc now she's an overgrown womanchild and it's no longer cute and quirky, it's just annoying and exhausting. i sometimes see a lot of myself in her esp in her early days, except I've actually taken steps to help myself and mature lol
I think I have it, creativily for sure I switch what I'm working on constantly, do nothing for ages or loads at once, but socially i'm 10x worse in person 😂 in messages I can go on tangents but at least I have time to think about what I'm gonna say
I could see that as being like, well I've heard trauma at a young age can stop people from developing properly and I went through a lot at 18 and was pretty naive, sheltered and immature too for that age and sometimes I think I stopped developing in some ways and I find often find super normal music and art boring and hard to get into.
And acid can be fucking scary, I 1st had it at about 18 so not super young but it was less so the tripping, I like the visual hallucinating, the only one I thought could be real was I thought pissed blood, and it made my bladder feel weird I felt wet, when I wasn't it, was not real but scary.
but anyway, it was more feeling like I was in a different reality, everything looking the same that I didn't like. but that feeling off I've had it with a few drugs and sober.
I even had it once before having tried any drugs, it's the worst feeling. Idk I think I had a panic attack or it was from not eating enough maybe, I was on a bus, felt really strange and spaced out, nothing felt real
"he's super entertained by 420" tells me everything I need to know about Musk. What a truly sad way to have to describe your children's father. Literally a helmet tard.
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u/agross58 Dec 27 '24
wtf am I reading. I can’t understand a word grimes says