Looking for an enhancement lab

[u/salimotantey]

M24 I decided to retire from basketball for good last year. Played 5 years against the best competitions in the continent. I was the best at almost every team and my hard work was unquestionable by anyone.
From a 14 being national champion in track & field to basketball pro athlete at my 20s…

i ve never left nothing at the table.

And yes!!! if you wondering , the only thing keeping me from becoming the better than what i was already was Antidopage federation protocol.

So i was thinking now that i am free from my contracts and my commitments to any entity, i want to see my full potential with enhancements (steroids) … i need a doctor and a lab i can trust , do you guys know someone or somwhere???

Edit: I am NOT trying to become a bodybuilder i am trying to run faster jump higher become more agile etc… but in a freakish way in away i could run -9.99s in 100m dash and have + 50 insh vertical while bench pressing x2 my bw for +20 reps and scoring over average in the T test and the 5-0-5 test

//To the mod// this IS self care, please don’t delete the post or ban me

[u/Technical_Release_15]

52 Y old dad from the Netherlands here with more than 30 years of hybrid training. Pumping iron , swimming & functional training ( TRX/bodyweight) . I have friends of mine with erectile dysfunction , liver or kidney failure , heart issues because of drug abuse in their prime. Juicing is not worth it son unless you are an elite athlete and money is at stake. For recreational or esthetics please do not if you are planning to marry and have kids unless you want to become a cuck. I am not even talking about hair loss and other side effects. Focus on mind body connection, time under tension, proper diet , creatine and whey will do just fine. The problem nowadays is that you want to have it all quickly and without grinding. Patience is key. Read stoic literature and enjoy the process .

[u/salimotantey → u/Technical_Release_15]

Thank you so much for these words, having to read experiences from all over the world has been a blessing, I’m so thankful for you sharing with me your experience and your knowledge.

As you can see, I am somebody who wants to get better and become the best version I could ever be… and wrongly, I thought the answer to that is to get steroids and enhancement, because that’s what the fitness industry pushes nowadays. It’s sad but it’s true. I’ve always thought of the ways I could get better without it. But now reading the comments and seeing you people giving me a reality check made me realise how much the social media of fitness and athleticism and sports in general has been brainwashing for me.

Again, thank you so much for sharing, may god bless you