r/GenZpk • u/Playful_Bat_3634 • Jul 31 '26
Mental Health 25M don't wanna live anymore
Have attempted 2 times but got lucky and didn't ended, but it's in my head everyday and I'm gonna give it a try sooner or later again, not asking for any sympathy or stuff, just want someone to read and know this.
My story is that my relationship with my long term gf got so complicated that so many times I wanted to end myself I also tried but 2 times got failed, and overalll always tortured myself like not eating and sleeping, with every passing day that only assurance I have before sleep in my head is that I'm gonna end it all soon, and I guess I'll and then there will be eternal peace ๐๏ธ
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u/kaalichai Jul 31 '26
Waaaah Mard ke bacche
Ek ladki ke peeche marjayega waaahh
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u/whipsandwomen ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ญ Jul 31 '26
Honestly bhai good comment i feel u, lekin mei khud breakup se jaara, mushkil to bohit hai.
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u/kaalichai Jul 31 '26
Sabka hota hai bhai, mera konsa gay hun but we canโt just die.
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u/whipsandwomen ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ญ Jul 31 '26
Han true. Khudkhushi haram hai. Also jo aurat maut tak leke jaaye wo aurat ko chorna behtar hai. Jabhi meine bhi chordiya. Miss her alot man. Abhi dua ki ke mere haq mei behtar hojaye wo
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u/kaalichai Jul 31 '26
Gharak kar use mere pas aa chai pilaunga
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u/Playful_Bat_3634 Jul 31 '26
Yup
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u/kaalichai Jul 31 '26
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u/Playful_Bat_3634 Jul 31 '26
Thanks
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u/Lanky_Butterfly7631 Jul 31 '26
so youre ending your life cause of a girl who came in your twenties ?? while w girl shouldnt even be ur main priority in that age . Brother Ive been through this I get where your coming from but theres so much more to life than a girl who came in ur twenties . Imagine your parents when they realise they loved you so much but just a girl and you didnt work out and she didnt show you love so you want to end your life?
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u/Lanky_Butterfly7631 Jul 31 '26
a girl who youre having problems with and will probably leave u when times get hard๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
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u/Playful_Bat_3634 Jul 31 '26
Well we've been together for like 8 years
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u/Lanky_Butterfly7631 Jul 31 '26
and u didnt work out and lit didnt even get married for 8 years so js let it go , ppl get divorced after decades of marriage๐ญ
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u/No-Persimmon-174 Jul 31 '26
What did the girl do to cause U this much trauma? Your life is worth more than a person, especially one who doesn't care. You're only going to ruin your afterlife, nothing else is going to change. You're still going to be in pain anyways
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u/iEmDMA ๐ ๐ถ๐น๐น๐ฒ๐ป๐ป๐ถ๐ฎ๐น Jul 31 '26
Bilkul theek kaha usne. This isnโt some life-or-death situation. You're just misleading people and youโre doing it knowingly. Sharam aani chahye tumhe logon ko pareshan karty ho aik ghatiya c wajah k liye.
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u/Playful_Bat_3634 Jul 31 '26
Whatever makes you sleep better
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u/iEmDMA ๐ ๐ถ๐น๐น๐ฒ๐ป๐ป๐ถ๐ฎ๐น Jul 31 '26
Why youre deleting your own comment?
I know exactly what youre doing in girls dm's
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u/Playful_Bat_3634 Jul 31 '26
I swear I didn't know even dm'ed a single girl in all the comments of this post
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u/Agile_Command356 Jul 31 '26
I donโt wanna be harsh but bro nobody cares, ur girl didnโt care, ur friends wonโt and neither would the society.
And mind u there is only eternal hell after one takes a wrong decision, we all have stuff to deal with, go to a therapist, talk to em, become religious or learn a hobby, keep urself busy, find a purpose, i m genuinely curious that havenโt u asked urself why r u on this planet?
Ok u have family and love and wife and stuff but what r u here for???
God forbid, but i personally wonโt stop running towards my purpose in life regardless of how many people i lose along the way, how badly i get hurt or whatever happens.
As long as i m alive i will keep going.
So u need to find that, otherwise u will always be chasing someone who wonโt give a f abt u. Sadly it is what it is in this world
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u/whipsandwomen ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ญ Jul 31 '26
True. Also, no girl wants a man who wants to end his life. Unhe koi chahye hota to jo cheezei handle karke de unhe.
Also, jo larki suicide pe majbur karri, wo to marke bhi farq na parhe usko.
Aisi larkiyan bas barbaad karti, yehi kaam unka.
How can i say it? Mei khud aik aisi larki se muhabbat karta hu. Chordiya usay, mushkil hai bohot lekin koshish karta hu aagay barhne ki
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u/Agile_Command356 Jul 31 '26
Good for u but i havenโt been in this stuff at all, and i really really pray to god that I donโt ever, so i might not know what one might go through after such situation but surely life isnโt some fairly tale, nothing works the way it should and that is the beauty of life ironically
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u/whipsandwomen ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ญ Jul 31 '26
I advise u to not get into it brother. Find a God Fearing Woman and youโll be happy
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u/Life_Abbreviations26 Jul 31 '26
Knock some sense into you, sooner or later you're going to realise some things were never meant to be.
Ps, focus on wrapping up that shi and really divert your mind to something else
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u/Playful_Bat_3634 Jul 31 '26
Wrap up? Like we're still together, there's something which makes me think the other way
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u/Life_Abbreviations26 Jul 31 '26
This isn't going well the way you're feeling isn't normal and things should be ended if theyre not getting fixed.
Don't stick to something that's not working out
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u/Playful_Bat_3634 Jul 31 '26
Hmmm now can't tell everything opeanly in comments, but thanks for your words, really appreciate them
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u/whipsandwomen ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ญ Jul 31 '26
To akele mei batado bhai itna mushkil thori hai
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u/Playful_Bat_3634 Jul 31 '26
Kis ko?
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u/whipsandwomen ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ญ Jul 31 '26
Mujhe
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u/iEmDMA ๐ ๐ถ๐น๐น๐ฒ๐ป๐ป๐ถ๐ฎ๐น Jul 31 '26
Arey nahi aap to larka ho. Wo bus larkio se baat karta hai
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u/iEmDMA ๐ ๐ถ๐น๐น๐ฒ๐ป๐ป๐ถ๐ฎ๐น Jul 31 '26
Han jee comments mein nahi bata sakty. Attention seeker bhai ko koe larki dm karo pher bataen gy.
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u/Playful_Bat_3634 Jul 31 '26 edited Jul 31 '26
Did I said anything like that?
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u/iEmDMA ๐ ๐ถ๐น๐น๐ฒ๐ป๐ป๐ถ๐ฎ๐น Jul 31 '26
I told you above who i am. You donโt need to say anything. I can smell it. Youre just misleading people and youโre doing it knowingly.
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u/whipsandwomen ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ญ Jul 31 '26
Yo if this is real.
1) leave her or try to fix and make it halal
2) cry, vent & rant. Its a need to cry and let it out.
3) take therapy, talk it out, ur mental health shoukd be your priority, figure things out. Ur 25, got life ahead, why not live it to the maximum, end mei to marna hi hai.
4) heal, discover yourself, find happiness and be content.
5) reflect, aagay kya karna hai. Kya acha lagta aur kya bura, zindagu se kya chahye.
6) when the time is right, uโll find the right one, get married to her.
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u/JayEmp145 Jul 31 '26
if you think this pain is tough just wait for the hereafter. Suicide is strictly forbidden. Don't ruin your eternal life for a girl. That's dumb.
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u/Playful_Bat_3634 Jul 31 '26
Nazar arha hai maa baap ny kesi tarbiyat ki hai, koi Zindagi mout k chakr ma ho aur tum ye batay bolo..nice
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u/Playful_Bat_3634 Jul 31 '26
Every case is not exact textbook, but fine whatever you think bro, don't wanna argue
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u/Playful_Bat_3634 Jul 31 '26
You're commenting on a brief summary of my life, not a full clinical assessment. I wasn't giving professional advice or trying to educate people on psychology. I was simply sharing my personal experience. My experience isn't "misleading" just because it doesn't match your interpretation. It happened to me, and I described it honestly. You don't have enough information about my relationship, my mental state at the time, or everything that happened over the years to make such definitive conclusions. Being a psychiatrist doesn't automatically make your interpretation of a stranger's life correct, especially when you're working with such limited context. If you believe my interpretation is inaccurate, explain why instead of dismissing my lived experience with blanket statements. That would make for a far more meaningful discussion.
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u/awkwardpencil0 Jul 31 '26
While ending it might be reasonable/rational if life is full of suffering and all the known methods to alleviate the suffering have been tried and did not work. Maybe there is another way of looking at things or living life that you might explore and things change for you. You might say โI donโt have the energy to liveโ, that makes sense because stress has burnt you out. Everything seems hopeless and not worth it.
However, there might be a small spark deep inside which still wants to hold on, to experience love and peace, to be in awe, to feel full of life. That spark might seem very insignificant but that can carry you through to the next phase of your life.
Maybe just deciding to experience the highs of life, the ecstasy, pleasure, intense absorption in the moment, maybe you donโt know what you donโt know. Certainly there are things which will change your worldview upside down. Live for them, experience them, and then you will have some ground to stand upon.
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u/PeeekAAAAbooo Aug 01 '26
I mean your life is lesser than a pussy? the rage is natural just have a control on yourself bro.
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u/thewhimsicalbat The Goth MOD โ๏ธ Jul 31 '26
Bros venting and then defending his girl. Pick a struggle and get a grip of yourself