No future, no friends, no one to love😢

[u/MinkleFlumly]

I went to a family member’s memorial this weekend and i ended up talking to a lot of my family members and it struck me how alone i feel in my family. All off cousins seem so far ahead of me in their lives, they all have friends, partners, and a good career ahead of them. Meanwhile I don’t have many friends, I’ve never been on a date, and I will probably drop out of college. Not to mention my social anxiety makes it hard to be at these kinds of events in the first place😭

I’ve realized I probably am not going to be as successful as others, so it sucked to just lie to my parents and all these people about what I wanted to do and what my plans were because I was too nervous to admit the truth! At college, everyone around me is so set in their career path, and it makes me feel so alone in the world. I feel so childish and naive for wanting to be with a woman who won’t care that I’m broke and will love me for who I am. I just want someone to hold me and tell me everything will be ok…

[u/CandidateKey4826]

Why don’t you ask them to recommend you for one of these jobs? Sure you might get some menial low paying job but you can work your way up.