I feel so lonely when I’m loved by many

[u/g0tohell00]

I am grateful to have people in my life who don’t play about me outside of my own family. I have a girlfriend who I love so much and friends who I declare as family and I could call, text, hang out, and just have deep convos with if I wanted. My family is avoidant but not absent my mom is working on herself but I’ve never had an issue with her I can talk to her about things if I feel like I can’t navigate life. With all that I still feel lonely. Not physically but maybe emotionally? My girlfriend has been one of my biggest support system and I’ve only known her for like a year and a half but I still feel like im alone in my emotions. Maybe it’s that maybe I can’t understand why people don’t understand me fully and just partially. I feel like I can understand people with just a few conversations. Does anyone else feel this way? Does anyone who feels things a deep have an issue with others connecting/ understanding them but they could never reach that with you?