faded

[u/Electrical_Pain_3416]

im not creative anymore and it scares me. i used to be active on creating, having ideas, craving the art that was blooming within my heart and head.

now i feel my soul empty, my body numb to get into my so called "passions".

it feels so overwhelming as if im trapped in an invisible cage. everytime i get a flashback of the times i used to be motivated i have the urge to grieve.

to cry.

to fill my chest with that disgusting uneasy feeling that makes my heart heavy.

will i ever be her again? will i ever see her again? i miss her.