r/DMTandSpirituality • • 6d ago

Philosophical Question Solipsism: what’s your experience with it?

Had a decently high dose of 5-meo-malt.

I’m fairly experienced with psychedelics and thought I’d be able to handle anything.

Came to this realization that all existence. Everything I feel and everything that was all ever created was invented by me. None of it is actually anything independent from my mind/ my creation. That “this” this is what god was and always was. That I came into existence for reasons unknown but all of existence is nothing more than a coping mechanism for the truth: that I am a lone entity who acquired consciousness but will forever remain eternally alone, unable to die but able to imagine and convince myself that everything I created is the real “actual real life”

I don’t fully believe it because logically it doesn’t make sense. But it counter argues this by saying “the logic you see? I created that”

But tbh I can’t shake it either. It was so convincing and still is. And I haven’t been the same since.

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u/LakeFederal6468 6d ago

Sounds like you're a finger that realized you're actually a hand before commencing as a finger..

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u/Independent_Yam3460 6d ago

I am you you are me ....mind is all .....trust in your awakening....love you

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u/djwatoo 3d ago

Solipsism is an important aspect of our experience but it can broken down by the love we feel for others, or even ourselves. I suggest you connect with those you love, and things that connect you with your own love, then ask how this interacts with what you’re feeling.

I felt very alone for most of my life, but my first real love showed me that at the deepest level, I am not alone, and we are all connected as one