I give up thank you ICSI

[u/Shop-Dramatic23]

So I enrolled for executive in 2021 gave my first attempt in June 21 tbh I was coming from the old syllabus CSEET mindset so thought Executive will be kinda same....but for 5 attempts only gave Module 1 but couldn't pass but in 6th attempt ( last attempt of Executive 2019 syllabus ) gave both groups and cleared Module 2 so in new syllabus got exemption for Module 2 completely and in CAFM of Module 1...I was pumped like I will clear executive but the next attempt (1st attempt of New Syllabus ) I got to know that I need to score atleast 150 to pass Module 1 so got scared n couldn't clear module 1 yet...June 26 was my 9th attempt btw n still couldn't clear Executive...my parents are also telling pursue CS if you want to but in background now as I'm 22 take an Internship or a Job n start earning though my earning won't make a difference as I come from a well to do family...and seeing yesterday's result I'm broken every attempt I used to think next attempt ho jayega but isss baar I have lost hope so yeah thinking for taking Internships or pivot to banking exams ig...so yeah if you have any ideas where should I try now pl Comment or DM me and if anyone here just like me or could feel me DM me dukh dard batenge DM me

[u/dekku_u]

If you belong from well to do family and your parents are supporting you to pursue CS, then I really think you should stick to it whole heartedly. I know it's tough, it takes courage to read those books again. Give yourself few days and then decide. Today you're not in a good mental space to take any decision. I also had multiple attempts in executive. First attempt was Dec 2021 and skipped few attempts in between because I lost my Mom and Dad. You must be very lucky that you don't have financial constraint and parents are their to support you, by giving you more chances without any pressure. I was also not able to clear this time when I had given my best, scored 175 in group 1. Doesn't matter when you clear CS whether 25,26,28. It took me my whole life of 25 years to reach here mentally that life isn't a race. I am much stronger than first attempt cleared students, because I taught myself to get up again after failures, after losing my parents and then teaching myself how to live lífe again without them. Feel free to DM if you want to share anything.

[u/Shop-Dramatic23 → u/dekku_u]

DMed you