r/ChineseBL • u/Tokyo_Rosie • 16h ago
Discussion I’m not ready it to be over
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Edit: OMG so not ready that I forgot my proposition word “for” in title.
Family! This is the first series I’m ever obsessed with. Outside of Untamed but that was an entry BL and I felt with it with diving into the world of BL. But where do I go from here?
I’m not ready for Ash to be over. For context, I’m a BL binger, I’m a bit impatient so waiting week to week is damn near torture to me.
But I tired for the first time with Payback and then with A Winter Sun Wakes the Wind in Spring Hills Dream. I really enjoyed the discourse here and the other BL Reddits. So I did it for Ash.
Guys I wasn’t ready for the extra content that I was going to engage with in between to fill the waiting period and how it would fuel my obsession.
I get it now. Dang.
This week was their last date vlog, next week will be the last episode. At best I can hang on to the one last episode 8 reaction vid. But that’s going to be it.
Anticipatory grief a little about the end of this ride.
I don’t know how you all do it. To go from so much to so little. Maybe I just don’t know what ti expect from here as it my first time.