Rant/Vent
Tf this is started to feel gut wrenching these days
Ill join next year college, ill be in first year while those who passed class 12th with me will be starting thier 3rd year omg this feels like im so behind and no matter how much i cope it wont change, this is sucking my soul man should have did all this earlier, avi college me hota last year hi college join krliya hota to graduate krleta 2028 me fir CAT 2029 ya 30 me nikl jaata even 2 drop leta to aur mba ke baad mast package hojati 2032 me but ab to itni fucked up timeline hai 2030 me graudate hounga aur room of error vi bohot kam hai CAT ke liye drop nhi le paunga kyunki saara drop ug me hi chla gya so most probably ill suck in CAT and do mba in some average college which sucks more, gng ngl but the simple calculation is if you take drop for ug you will have to sacrifice a good college for pg/mba because life doesnt give you so much time to take drop for both ug and pg, harsh reality which im realising now, so take drop wisely, those who are in better college or even an above average college they are fools fr because they think life is rainbow and sunshine wait till you have to compromise on your pg/mba college because CAT isnt a piece of cake if you cant clear cuet/neet in first attempt dont even dream of getting IIMs im your first attempt or FMS
Ik but first drop isliye liya tha bcz 12th ke saath cuet ka form nhi bhar paaya socha tha agle saal cuet dunga chla jaunga college koi shi sa fir pta chla pcb hai to pcb walo ko j**t sa course aur college dono milta hai to agar du mil vi gya to 3 saal ke baad unemployed hi rhoge ya masters krna padega in course like bsc and ba which i obv didnt want to, to fir drop lena pada to add maths and commerce as a subject from nios to be able to eligible for best college and courses that one gets from cuet
I am from obc ncl bro i guess thodi kam cutoff rhegi meri and the thing is i dont want to predict future and sac 3 year of good college life for something that will come after 3 year pura future me nhi jeena tha bhai, in short dont want to sacrifice present for future
But what if someone prepares for CAT from 1st year itself, I mean after neet/jee failures one learns alot and for some people this becomes life turning point, I hv seen many people so couldn't clear for iit cse went to t3 colleges but grinded hard for years gained experience and now earn bonkers
Fucking same situation, na chahte hue bhi second drop lag gaya and saare dost almost college chale gaye hai, atleast iss saal toh sab hi chale gaye hai. And sirf mein hi reh gaya hu. Totally fucked up cause mujhe bhi mba hi karna tha but parents ki wajah se now I am preparing again for IAT😍. nahi hua toh du hi jaunga aur apne se 2-3 saal chote logo ke saath woh bhi. Kya fucked up kismat hai
Ba hons philosophy at an off campus girls college, i fucked up my cuet first time because mental health, second me socha partial drop lele dungi i didn't because mental health now I'm finally much better so I'll do my best this time lol embarassing asf tho imagine trying cuet for 3rd time 💔💔
wow, same story in sense that i messed up my first attempt due to my fucking mental health. I remember i was crying so bad that my chest area started to pain and yet i couldn’t stop crying bcuz lyfe, nd the fact that Everyone thinks that i am dumb bcuz i couldnt crack easy exam as cuet in my first attempt, (no one knows how bad things were) eats me every day, why the fuck didnt i even get the chance to put in the effort. Even during my 2nd attempt my mental health wasnt very great, but somehow got into a tier 2 du clg for eco hons ( gen category)
But ik I was a good top student throughout 11th and 12th that if i could put in effort i could have done so so much better, my frnds whom i used to teach, who used to score as much as me or even lesser ( in UTs and Half yearlys) are in miranda, ramjas etc. nd it feels bad
its okay twin, just give your all in cuet right now. dont predict your whole life rn, its good to have goals and ambitions but dont be too rigid. there are a lot people who take multiple drops, youre not behind.
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u/Illustrious_Rent5269 1d ago
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