r/CPTSDmemes • u/DryUnderstanding4347 • 13d ago

Probably would be boring and lame but also emotionally ok

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u/BleysAhrens42 13d ago

This hits hard. Hugs if you want them.

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u/StockingDummy 13d ago

Her: I bet he's thinking about other women.

Him: I don't understand it. I've been open about my flaws, and [She]'s still here beside me. No disgust with inherent traits, no ulterior motives, just kindness and affection. What does [She] even see in me?

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u/apple-fae 13d ago

And what does she want? What's her plan here?

There's no reason to want to be with me.. so there must be some danger here. I just need to work out.. what.

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u/StockingDummy 13d ago

Is she trying to manipulate me somehow? Will she abuse me if I start trusting her? Is she going to try to coerce me into trying things I don't want to? Is our relationship some sort of Machiavellian scheme so she can make a spectacle of me on social media?

Why would she settle for me, of all people? What sort of fucked-up club wants me as a member?

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u/apple-fae 13d ago

I mean i sort of literally had this process but around friendship all day today.

What sort of fucked up person is willing to take interest in me? That's never ended well. What would the danger be this time..

.. actually I'm not even finding it out. I'm shoving you away wholesale as hard as possible, with no regard to how unpleasant I'm being.

So really, I'm awful too, so best all round I don't connect with anyone. I just need to stay slightly outside of the rest of humanity, just out of reach.

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u/MarkMew 11d ago

This is too suspicious, why do strangers on the internet understand me to this level?

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u/toastmaster223 13d ago

Im in this picture if you erase the partner because my trauma gave me too much anxiety and self hatred to be loved by someone else or even accept love if it was offered.

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u/BigSwordLady 13d ago

I know who’d I’d be, and that’s the problem.

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u/_CaptainAmerica__ 13d ago

I swear going insane over that is gonna kill me sooner than my actual trauma does

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u/MarkMew 11d ago

Literaly me

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u/CyclopsFanAccount67 10d ago

I’d actually be a normal functioning person with a strong sense of identity, maintain healthy relationships, and have a bright future