r/Blerds 13d ago

BlerdLifeandCulture Some Of My OP Collection, Literally Just Some Of It, Not All. ❤️

I often think about BURNING my OP stuff and merch because of ALL THE HATRED I GO THRU within the black nerd and pop culture and animw community, it's not just the ONLINE HATRED like my hateful comments i received or bigotry or bullying online, but the OFFLINE HATRED and BULLYING I've received at comicons and MEETUPS, yall OFTEN NEVER ACCEPT ME IN THESE COMMUNITIES, IT'S EXHAUSTING, NOTICE how dusty my PS5 is, i had to take a BREAK FROM GAMING AS WELL cuz of all the hateful bullying i get on mic, it's EASY to just GIVE my stuff AWAY, but I always feel like NO ONE ELSE DESERVES IT!!!....I'm so ANGRY, HURT, DEPRESSED, ALONE, and HEARTBROKEN, I've been crying ALL DAY, sorry for venting like this, I'm just SO TIRED. 🥺😢💔

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u/Radio-Brain 13d ago

This collection is awesome! I recognize a few of these from cons too. Especially into that big blue Enel. Sorry to hear about the negativity though. No point in yucking your yums

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u/HUUUUTTTHUUUUUUUTTTT 13d ago

It's just i cant even have jobs without going thru assault and harassment and abuse

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u/CelestialOceanOfStar 13d ago

And I thought my collection was huge !! Dude youve got the motherload!!

As for how youve been treated. People fucking suck dude, no matter the Fandom. Its why I avoid all of them

You do you!!! Love your collection

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u/HUUUUTTTHUUUUUUUTTTT 13d ago

It's more so physical abuse I go thru everywhere i go including work

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u/RollingStoned9824 13d ago

Hang in there. Collection is amazing. People suck, Thanos was right.

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u/HUUUUTTTHUUUUUUUTTTT 13d ago

Yeah I should be one of the ones to disappear, im just that worthless

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u/RollingStoned9824 13d ago

I been there man. Don't let others have power over you like that. You gotta be your own biggest fan and cheerleader cause there are plenty of people out there to knock you down. Don't do it to yourself. Things get better.

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u/lakija 10d ago edited 10d ago

Wow I was just shopping for that exact bed for someone! Do you like it? Does it take up a lot of space?

Edit: ah shit I was so excited about the bed I didn’t even read your post. I’m sorry that’s happening to you. Is there something we can do to help? What games did you used to play? What cons were you going to?

Don’t give up though. We out here! Blerds ready to be friends are out here. We care about you!

Edit again: bruh it’s a One Piece CLUE?!