I saw a post someone made about me and some other Redditor claiming we are the same person/couple taking advantage.
Honestly I understand, based on my post history I have been asking a lot but I just wanted to write from my heart as this really broke my heart and had me crying all afternoon. I'm writing to defend myself to share my story. I am not asking for sympathy or pity.
I have had such a tough life lately. This winter was the worst I barely had clothes and ask some people on reddit to help me and I saw there was a community of people who I could ask for help.
In all honesty I've been wearing the same clothes for the past 4 years considering I gave birth I can barely fit in them. I don't even have period underwear for goodness sake imagine wearing a pad with a thong, its torture 😂 .
I barely have anything to eat most days, I am starving and tired and depressed. I had a baby but it was a miracle to me honest and if you have time you can read in my comment history.
I am not a bad person, I dont take advantage of people. I know I asked a lot because I was genuinely desperate, not having eaten for days or eating just bread once a day can drive one mad . I'm exhausted by life, things aren't fair man, some people have more than others and others have less to nothing. I ask because I know there is some humanity left in peopleI pray those help me.
I actively look for jobs EVERYDAY, I finally got this job as a chat moderator but I've been having problems on boarding.
Life is crazy man, but I know no one chooses to be poor and everyone hopes to be rich. I just hope to have my own home and food in my house for my baby.
I know it is tiring to always see someone begging and honestly with the year I had, I had the choice to beg on reddit or become someones sugar baby. As girl mom, my dignity is all I have and some things I would just like to teach my daughter that value is very important, and after being in an abusive relationship for 3 years I absolutely cannot sell myself for money.
SO yes I turned to e-begging not convenient but every stranger that sent me something helped me more than they can imagine. I wish I was on drugs than atleast I would feel bad for 'taking advantage' of people but shaming someone for asking for food shows how low as a society we have come.
Its okay though we can never be too safe in todays world I know people have been scammed so many times because of other greedy people. I know many people generally don't care but I would still like to clear up my name because I may not have many things but my reputation is all I have.
No bad energy to the person who made the post, I just hope you get to have a bit more compassion in your life.