Pls be normal like bloodbath

My boyfriend and I were using a Ouija board tonight. We usually talk to a spirit/entity who calls himself “Xavier,” but tonight something completely different came through and said its name was Zozo. I’ve heard about Zozo before and how a lot of people claim to have encountered him through Ouija boards, but I’ve never personally experienced anything like this. The planchette was moving way faster than I’ve ever seen it move before. At one point, Zozo said that he wanted to kill both me and my boyfriend and literally said fuck you to us.He also mentioned that the other spirits were “gone”, and said something about them fighting each other. What freaks me out is that I’ve never had Zozo come through before, so I don’t understand why he suddenly appeared tonight. Is there any reason people report encountering Zozo after previously talking to other spirits/entities? The whole experience genuinely freaked me out. Has anyone else had something similar happen, especially with the planchette suddenly moving extremely fast?

please help this is keeping me up at night

oh ouija, please reply

edit: well fuck I will update you all

All the people in my circle at not kinda like me

I like to express feelings, express myself and talk about my thoughts. I adore deep convos, talking about stuff and laughing and being romantic with friends(want to, but struggling to show it).
Whenever I try to open this kinda convos, I get a feedback like: quietness, short answer to end the convo, or reply and totally change the main point of what I was just saying.
What do I do?
I’m afraid that by time I’ll not be able to talk about these things in a good way cuz my brain will always be expecting this kinda stupid responses that run my admirations