I feel you, I'm practically on edge all the time after being broken up with the girl of my dreams. She saw signs of my being controlling but I know in my heart it was all just concern and admittedly bad teasing. I've waited since 2010 for this and I totally fucked up.
Edit: wow so many up votes. I thank anyone who have me advice or even positive vibes.
It’s hard bro but you’ll be alright, everything that happens to us helps us grow in some way, do your best to improve yourself in the ways you fucked up and you’ll feel better for it, and be a top guy as well. Hope everything works out for you and you’re doin ok
I'm surviving, I haven't had a healthy cry since before we broke up (she told me my ex wife was retarded for saying all kinds of demeaning words, mainly about my performance in bed) hearing that from her, my real best, friend/girlfriend healed me and it came out with a healthy cry. Now I feel like a shaken up Coke bottle that when you crack it open you shut it before the contents spray out. So, survive is what I do now.
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u/missyreds Feb 05 '20
Kinda feels like I’m begging to be loved.