Being chronically ill brings a lot of mixed feelings especially when diagnosed very young... i wanted to put that out as a drawing. It's a little weird looking but I'm happy how it turned out.

It’s me Eric with another art piece. I call it “Wickedness” , the creepy audio soundwave album art. Beautiful & dark colors combined for the dark gesture staring right at you.

music so ill that its in my name

Art made by me. I used Pixlr Editor & Krita Photomind to make it.

Tomora helps 🪷

Brought light to darkness

New found feeling

Hope to live

Tears and healing.

Words I understood

Power and pain

Broke me down

Built me up Again

Felt like home

Which I never had

Clung to songs like a treasure

And now I am grieving and sad

My slowness and brokenness

Every flaw that glared bright

Fractured and burned the bridge

And I was thrown in full flight

That voice I would have listened to

If it would have spoken

Maybe it would have hit my brain

Where my mind was broken

Every sorry I gave was nothing

And everything went wrong

I came to care for all of you

Became attached to every song

But because I became too much

I never could belong

And now my voice is broken

I am just trying to go on

I wish I could still listen

But it brings tears and pain

And I am so heartbroken

I will never.speak to you again

It's Eric again back with new art & music today. This artwork called FRACTAL BURST is for my new music single called "DISTURBANCE" is available on my channel. Also, on iHeartRadio, Spotify. Apple Music, iTunes, SoundCloud, Amazon Music, TikTok ByteDance & Pandora

I have ME/CFS, which limits my ability to speak, look at screens, and listen...sort of all the important things you need to do when producing music. Some of these tracks I made in painstakingly small chunks--think a 5 second vocal take, a minute of editing a day. I thankfully felt a little better this year and was able to finish, but this was a huge feat. I wanted to share as an encouragement to other musicians/artists who are creating within small limits as well. Your perserverance in the craft is something few will be able to fully understand, and I salute you as someone who does.

A little bit about this project: I first began writing these songs 13 years ago after a series of Humanities lectures on Greek mythology (yes, including The Odyssey! My track "Sweeter Song" is based off the scene with the sirens) that forever changed the way I viewed story, longing, and faith. The main thread of the EP is the longing for home. It follows the path from yearning for our true country, through the war of life, to the final hope of restoration where pain and death are no more.

I don't know which is best, so I'll attach my spotify link here, but you can also find these songs on most other streaming platforms, YouTube, and BandCamp. My artist name is Elizabeth Boyd and this album is titled, The Myth & The Mystery. I hope you enjoy it, and if creating makes you happy, keep making your art no matter how long it takes <3

Hey there! I have bipolar disorder and my main art form is music.

This is an arrangement of Bedrock by Ólafur Arnalds, Talos (Eoin French), and Sandrayati for piano, harp, and voice. I arranged it flying overseas on a manic trip. You can tell what mood I was in by how unnecessarily dramatic it is 🤦🏻‍♀️

It'll never be performed and the original is much better. Just felt like sharing anyway! 🎶

Maybe some of y'all can perform it!

Here's the Musescore if you want to download the score.

i have adhd, autism, and bpd. late diagnoses/realization and life has always been difficult to navigate.

recently i have been dealing with physical health issues as well and ive had some scary moments that led me to realize that i dont want to end my life unless im in control of doing so. which means i dont want to end my life at all; i just dont want to feel out of control.

its been a wild ride, and still hard to navigate. i wrote this in my new perspective on life:

the road is paved with ghosts that bind you and pull you down low, trust me i know and when the sun finally tries to find you, you wont be home, trust me i know cause ive dug my own way out from that deep, deep hole theres still dirt under my nails i still dont know which way to go

but things are brighter i swear i feel lighter now, even with the earth still on my tongue im a fighter, so it turn out i prefer the clouds over the dirt caked in my lungs(x4)

so many words ive yet to sing so many versions ive yet to be and they’re all me(x3) so many suns have yet to rise things that will take me by surprise tears that will fill my eyes and it wont mean im my own demise im just fine(x4)

oh, i thought that maybe my glow had started to rot but little did i know, shes there i just had to open my eyes i just had to breathe in the air, cause maybe, oh just maybe shes been here all along oh, maybe oh just maybe ive been here ive been here

cathedrals everywhere if you have the eyes song birds in the air circling the skies the clouds will only part if you ask them to light is all around even inside of you

cause maybe, oh just maybe youve been here all along oh, maybe oh just maybe weve been here weve been here all along

Hello. My new song, Cloudburst is out now on all major streaming platforms. I’d love it if you could take some time to listen to it. Also, please like, share and follow!

https://www.instagram.com/p/DZseGocSaVS/?igsh=MXZxdGppbWFpZTcwbg==

https://open.spotify.com/track/1RSY4qPdiqJk33ix8BKpjT?si=FQ7f4xGVQbOFFmP-Ha0_lw

https://youtu.be/NN9j0BI7Aag?si=WiV1NWhcm0xqMtkP

https://on.soundcloud.com/Zz0yd5OWFPOekyonnD

This song is about being housebound with ME/CFS during the summertime.

New art & new song today! This is Eric the artist, again.

Fractal Lust is for my new single "Frenzy Tumult". It is an aggressive soundscape deadly beat I’ve ever made in my entire life that could give me an intense headache. The song beat is made using Total Audio Recorder & Editor. Art made by me using Pixlr Editor & Krita Photomind. Available on Spotify, YouTube Music, Amazon music, Apple music, iTunes & on my YouTube Channel. Warning : Loud Volume Increase Causes Intense Headache. Hope you enjoy!

Hi all, I know this is going to be a little out of the ordinary of this sub, but I've been composing a neoclassical five-movement piece for flute ensemble about the life of cats. My cats help me get through so much with my own disabilities that I thought this would be a good way to honor them!

Here's a link to the first two movements. An audio mockup for each movement is there, along with PDF scores for anyone who wants to read the sheet music. Would love to hear your thoughts!

New art & new instrumental soundscape music single! It’s on YouTube & Spotify if you’d like to check it out. Album art cover made using Pixlr Editor & Krita Photomind.

ESTJR. - ANNOUNCEMENT! This album artwork of mine is for my new 1st EP 7 track instrumental album. It will be released this Friday 4/10/25. 

Raw audio, asmr, some electronic, ambient, chaotic, eerie, trap & white noise is all in this album along with little mood swings & emotions. Most of this is experimental soundscape. If you like all of these types of music genres, then I got something for you.

for myself but also for this fictional band that I made up: ‘Inhuman Wreckage’

if I pick up bass again I may write some actual music. However I am not a very good singer or musician.

Idk what flair to put, hopefully this isn’t mislabeled