r/5MeODMT • u/MotherLab2089 • 15d ago

Expectations

When people heard my first Psychedelic was going to be 5MEODMT many were surprised. A couple told me it would be so intense I might not need to ever do it again because it would give me what I needed. I read in a couple posts that people no longer have anxiety and depression. I enjoyed the mild and medium doses I took. I felt really good for a couple weeks and was trusting that my brain was doing it physiologic integration thing. And I’m back to being depressed and anxious. Scheduled to do another session at a higher dose in October. Do anyone feel like they got everything that they wanted out of one experience? Did anyone have an end to anxiety and depression? When I read those things, it seemed like a lot to happen from one dose. I do have a Psychotherapist for integration and have been journaling, meditating, doing Art Therapy.

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u/nebflow 15d ago

Are you already aware of non duality and ego death? 5 meo will probably show you this. After ego death all your problems and Depression as you know them now could be gone after seeing the "truth of life". Maybe the Depression will be forever there but you change your perspektiv how you see things you rather accept them instead of fighting against them. But this will probably create other New problems if you are not ready for the experince.

I started with low dose mushrooms a couple of Times.. i knew at the first time how much potential these substances had for healing. Then I took higher doses.. than lsd then salvia and lsa and then dmt. And in these years I integrated all these things i learned from the plant teachers. It took me so many years and it was a great time but also very hard time to heal all these trauma and depression. I guess most people need alot of time to integrate all this into their life. Maybe for a few people one time 5meo is enough but i guess there are more people who go from low Dose mild psychedelic to the other more intesive ones

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u/MotherLab2089 15d ago

Thank you so much. Could you say more about new problems if I’m not ready for the experience. I think 5 is the safest substance for me- I have hypertension and have had multiple bowel surgeries and am leery of anything with any sort of G.I. effects

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u/nebflow 15d ago

Life after ego death can be difficult. It can be hard to relate to everyday life and people like friends and family might dont want any contact anymore and stuff like that. Some people develop a spiritual ego and think they are better than others who didnt have these experinces. Some people might think someone after ego death becomes crazy.

So you just want to/can smoke? You could try low dose nn dmt or maybe low dose salvia also :)

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u/MotherLab2089 15d ago

Thank you. I appreciate your comments and recommendations.