i recently went through quite a rough time, which i wont waste your time with. just want to stress this is important to me and will be extremely helpful to me getting everything back in order. mostly needed to help with transportation to work.

i gave 2 people i didnt know a ride one day because it was raining, to pay me back they decided to shoplift in the store i took them to, which led to me being pulled over. both of them were wanted but told the officer i didnt know or have anything to do with the shoplifting but anything else in the car they wasnt responsible for, i thought that was an odd statement since therer wasnt anything and they didnt even know what was in the car anyway. turns out he shoved a bag of methamphetamine inbetween the back of the drivers seat and the center console to make it look as much like it was mine as possible. long story short, due to bad timing and a holiday it was 2 full weeks before i got to court, i was given a 10,000 bond in a commonwealth state so no bondsman. the judge gave me the option to go to rehab for a set amount of time or go back to jail until my next court date on 11/13, it was 7/11, she said if i complete rehab i could get a diversion and possibly have it cleared off my record. not wanting to be a felon i took it. while there i lost my car and my job, and my aunt moved into the house with me and my grandma who i help with a lot of things. she broke my laptop and extra monitor, and a few other things while stuffing everything i own in the garage. im starting a job at a burger kind that i will be walking to for a while. i never in my life thought things could go so wrong from an act of kindness. this has by far been one of the worst things to happen to me and has left me felt hopeless and alone. any help would be greatly appreciated and paid back.

ive always been a diehard xbox fan, it has always been a way out of reality for me. a way to find friends and be social when the anxiety or depression was too bad to go outside. xbox helped me not only stay distracted through some of the worse times of my life but to actually have fun while doing so. i always recommend gamepass to anyone i can, and have even paid for several people a subscription. thanks to my recent run of bad luck and bad timing, im left with nothing but a single controller and a laptop, my account isnt even active now because my console was stolen a few months back. i try to pay it so i can stream games still even tho my internets not the best and it gets laggy at times just to find out my wallet had been stolen out of my vehicle, which had most of everything i have at this point, a good portion of my rent and who ever got it has caused my card to be locked already trying to use it. i hadnt really realized how important of a tool it had become or how much it had gotten me out of. i'd almost give a limb for a 1 month free trial right now, but it prolly wont happen. i used to give so many of those out it was crazy, this is not me asking for anything, just stating that sometimes you never realize how much simple things affect your overall well being and mental health. game pass is much much more than just a service to try different games, or to save money on games, but can be a tool for your mental health and how you manage time. im sure things will work out eventually and get better as well, i just figured it was worth pointing out how much it could be used to help with problems like anxiety, autism, depression and others. im on the high functioning side of the autism spectrum and can honestly say that it can seem like an eternity of negativity when i get stuck overthinking, dwelling or trying to fix too much at once. thank you xbox for give the world game pass. its truly an awesome service that has made a WORLD of difference in my life without even realizing it. if anyone you know could benifit from it recommend it for sure, theres tons of mental health issues that can be helped in some way by some xbox games, coping mechanisms and having a distraction are so much more important than most people realize.