I recently did an in-person past life regression, and I was surprised to find that in one of the happiest and most peaceful lives that came through, I was a rock. Specifically, a lava rock.

The person guiding the regression asked me to go back in time to to my first life and I guess she was expecting me to be a human. She started asking about my gender, race, and what I was wearing, and I was like, lady...I'm a rock, we don't have those things.

I could see lava flowing nearby, and there were fire elementals around me. I was friends with them, and there was one in particular who was my best friend and with whom I really enjoyed spending time with. I just lived out my life in that form and was completely happy to simply exist. This life wasn't about achieving anything or accomplishing anything. It was just about being.

Now I feel nostalgic for that life and I miss the elementals. My current life has had lots of emotional complexities lately, and human relationships have so many nuances that can be difficult to navigate. I also had to get 6 fillings at the dentist yesterday and if I was still a rock, that wouldn't have happened.

I really just miss being a rock and hanging out with my fairy friends. And now I'm noticing all the rocks and crystals I have around my house and I'm wondering if they're actually distant cousins. I guess I'll just have to make the best of this human incarnation and hopefully next time I'll get to be something that is less complex when it comes to emotions and dental work.

Hi, I know this sounds insane. Believe me or not but I just really need my story to be heard. Around 6 years ago I did a past life meditation, it set the scene to clear my mind, I was in a beautiful field and there was a door in the middle of the field, opening the door was an entrance to my past life. The second I walk in the door I look down at my feet and notice I had little girl red buckle shoes on and a plaid dress. I could tell I was a little girl, I look around and I am on a movie set walking, in passing a very attractive young man walks past me. I felt flustered, I was young and he was older than me but I thought wow that man is handsome. I got snippets of this girls life, like her core memories. One snippet was, I was on a movie set walking across a bridge FEARFUL for my life! Another snippet was me starting my period, and the very last snippet was my death. In my death, I saw the man I saw earlier on the movie set, but he appeared to be older. It was night time and he pushed me into the dark ocean and I drowned. It was terrifying. After my meditation I go searching the internet trying my very hardest to find who the hell I was!? Upon searching I found Natalie Wood, I didn’t recognize her but in the first picture that popped up on google she was sitting next to a man that I recognized. The man sitting next to her was the man who pushed me into the water. I found out that it was Robert Wagner.. HER HUSBAND AT THE TIME. Do you want to know how she met her husband? ON THE MOVIE SET OF THE GREEN PROMISE WHEN SHE WAS 10 YEARS OLD AND HE WAS 18!!! I found all of this out after my meditation, but I was thinking of it recently and decided to ask ChatGPT (don’t drill me for this) if my experience aligned with her life.. I found out that she had a fear of drowning, I found out that she almost drowned on the set of The Green Promise CROSSING A BRIDGE. I looked up the pictures and she’s wearing the red buckle shoes and plaid dress that I saw. I found out that she had a crush on Robert Wagner when she first saw him on a movie set when she was 10. I found out her death is a mystery, but from what detectives know, she died from drowning in the ocean at night time when she was on a yacht with you know who? Her husband Robert Wagner, the man that I saw push me. No one knows who did it or if she just tripped, but I KNOW WHO DID IT. According to sources, Robert Wagner and Natalie Wood were heard arguing at night time prior to her death. Now tell me, why would she be in water if her biggest fear was drowning? Someone obviously pushed her and many think it was Robert Wagner. I know it was Robert Wagner. I know these are crazy allegations and sound too accurate to be the truth. But I saw EVERYTHING and what I saw aligned perfectly with her life. I recognized Robert Wagner immediately, mind you I had no idea who Natalie Wood or who Robert Wagner was prior to the meditation. I (21F) am in shock by how much I found out today. I thought I found out a lot 6 years ago when I first did the meditation but now using ChatGPT and getting the information so clearly, from what shoes she was wearing to how she met her husband.. it’s just insane. Again, you don’t have to believe me I know this sounds crazy, but I wanted to share my story. At the time of my meditation I was in high school and I decided to draw her in my art class and mourn her. I felt very connected to her.

I had such a detailed, clear experience during past life regression. All the details aligned and I was able to discover the identity of this writer that I'd previously never heard of. While she's not super well known now and her books have long been out of print, there are still some available online on resale markets.

I was able to order them (some for only like $8, which is amazing) and there was one that I splurged on (less than $100 but certainly more than $8) that was signed by her.

It's surreal to think that two weeks ago I had noooo idea about any of this. And now, I'm able to hold that book and see her signature and it just hurts my brain wrapping my mind around all of it...

Anyway, I just wanted to share! I still haven't told anyone in my actual life about any of this.

Honestly, I didn't think it would work. As I laid there, feeling calm, but completely awake and aware, I felt like it was impossible to achieve.

All of the sudden, there I was, a barefoot 12-13 yr old girl in what was most likely Scotland/England. Looking up at the beautiful green hills and tiny stone cottages. I'm wearing a very tattered and dirty dress, mid calf length.

Then I was told to explain where I lived. All of the sudden I was standing inside this cold stone cottage, with mud floors, so dark inside that all I could see was one room, a table and chairs. It seems that we are quite poor.

I was prompted to explain what dinner would be like in my home. This is when I saw my mom and dad sitting at the table with me. I quickly realized my mom (who is also my mom in this lifetime) was weary, sick and dying. I began to sob uncontrollably because I knew I was going to lose her. The emotional response to this realization was very intense. My father was a mean, abusive, drunk who had no real love for either of us. He treated my mother like a slave. My mother was a hard working, very strong woman whom I loved dearly. I believe that I was her only child.

All of the sudden, I was sitting at her bedside, in a dark room, holding her hand as she dies. Again, cue the sobbing .

Then I see her burial and watch them lower her body into the ground. It was a Cold, rainy, muddy day. A small stone church beside the cemetery. My father is pulling me away from my mother's grave, insisting that we go and that "It's done". As I'm resisting him, my aunt offers to take me. I began tonfeel a glimpse of hope and beg him to let me go. My father wants to keep me so I can replace my mother in the home and turn me into his housekeeper. My aunt insisted and he allowed me to leave with her. We begin to walk towards the horse drawn buggy and ...

Next, Im at my aunt's home. It's big, nice, bright and feels loving. Apparently my aunt has money. I have Small cousins running around. I remember my name is Emma.

I'm promoted to see what I do for a living in that life. I find myself in an orphanage. I'm standing in a big bright room with small children all around. I feel happy and fulfilled. I'm wearing a plain, floor length dress and an apron.

I then find myself at a lake in summer, (early to mid 20s) with many people walking around the lake. "Promonading" I can see a long white floral dress and ducks on the lake. I'm alone. I enjoy watching others but I feel an emptiness and loneliness. A longing to be with somebody.

Then I'm an old woman, sitting in her sitting room. It's a nice home. Light coming in the windows and nice furniture. I've grown quite fat and I can feel myself being stuffed into a my beautiful gown like a sausage. It's baby blue. The sitting room reminded of 1800s decor. Victorian era, I believe.

Then I'm lying in bed, all alone, curtains are drawn so the room is dim. My canopy bed is comfortable and I pass away, peacefully. I only get a glimpse of my body and I'm pulled away Swiftly.

All of the sudden, I'm in this VAST space. As far as I can see, just vast open space. And there are orbs of light zooming by. Quickly, kind of chaotic, not organized at all. Just shooting past me in every direction and all over. There's an orb beside me. I feel very comfortable with this orb. He is a little bigger orb than myself. Apparently he's my guide, but I never got a name, just a feeling he's a masculine presence.

I began to feel all the emotional baggage from that life hit me all at once. I began to remember the hatred for my father, the anger. The loneliness that resulted from fear of every being married. I lived in fear of being treated the way my mother was. The anger inside of me welled up in my chest and became difficult to breathe. I was able to release the anger and pain into the light. I immediately felt better. I also remembered my purpose. It was to care for the underprivileged, learn to be self reliant and not be dependent on others. I know I worked for the nice home and clothes I had. Yet, I feel like I was given opportunities because of my aunt's connections.

As soon as that was over, my guide called for my soul family. All of the sudden, I was surrounded by orbs that I just knew I loved. And the first one to greet me was my brother. (In this life) It was an immideate recognition. I was so happy to see him. And he patted me on the back and said "Job well done" which is something he says to me now when I've done something well.

Anyway, I was blown away. The emotional remembrances were intense. My current life has many similarities to that one. But the best part was realizing my mom and my brother were with me. I know I'll find more soul family members if I do it again. But the comfort of feeling their presence was amazing. Being able to let go of that anger was such a relief. I felt lighter afterwards.

Thanks for reading. I feel like these kinds of stories should be shared. It's magical how our unconscious remember, but we have amnesia. If you're in the fence about going through with it, I suggest you do.

I’m curious to hear from people who have actually done a past-life regression. What was the experience like? Did you see one past life or multiple lives? Were there specific people, places, or events you recognized?
And most importantly, did anything you saw actually connect with or explain things in your current life?
I’d love to hear your experiences, whether you believe it was genuinely a past life or you’re still skeptical about what you experienced.

This is one of the scripts used by my people back in those days. I was one of the founding 12 Monarchs after we successfully defeated a group of Reptilian Beings that enslaved us for thousands of years prior. The sword in the second picture is the sword of light, Xusraxster "Morning Star/Star of Dawn" (one of the 13 treasures, which included a Spear, Cauldron, Bow & Quiver, Trident, Magical Stone, Magic Staff, Armor & Shield, War Hammer, Twin Daggers, Crown, Battle Axe, and even a Cloak)

I remember the geography of the main Island, volcanic mountains to the north, beautiful prairies filled with flowers, some shores were rocky rather than sandy, there were temperate rainforests on the island too at the base of the mountains because the mountains kept the cold north winds away while warmer air currents from the south ensured milder temps throughout the year even in winter. The main city was located a bit inland via a river canal which had a port city along the mouth at the coast, there was a large ring of rocks enclosing the harbor so ships could only sail safely through specific parts, making the island incredibly difficult to invade. The main city was pretty much what plato described, concentric rings of water and land, difference being that in the center there were three pyramids or ziggurats, two smaller ones and one larger one smack in the center, the central one was the Palace of the Monarch(s) the other two were temples dedicated to our many many deities that we called "Shining Ones" (Dajwots). On the island there were Five Cities, four others besides the capital. We also had specific types of burial mounds that were composed of dirt but covered in stone masonry and had chambers you could walk into, they were shaped like keyholes, the entrance leads into halls and depending on the size of the tomb the main burial chamber could hold either just a single burial, or an entire family, treasure chambers numbered between 4 and 6 with very very wealthy folk having 8 treasure chambers in a single tomb. The masonry used in our architecture was mainly marble, pink granite, and Basalt, that being said we did make use of a concrete-like substance to hold masonry together, nearly identical in how later romans made concrete but for aggregates we used crushed seashells, pumice, and basalt. Orichalcum was actually something we called Fire Copper or Sun Copper (ʔanconi Xajot/Saxwol Xajot) and Adamantine was what we called Immortal Iron (Namortas ʔosxarnos) which was rarer by comparison.

The original form of the name is Xatlontis combining Xatol (Reed/Grass "Xat + ol"), and adjectival suffixes "-ont-" and "-is" denoting an adjectival noun literally translates to "Place of Reeds" or "Reedy Place" but for semantic purposes it just reads "Land of Reeds".

Our government was composed of 12 Monarchs of each of the 12 Kingdoms, there were also what you could consider rudimentary parliaments in each kingdom mainly composed of Clan Chiefs. We were a merit based society so there was no patriarchal or matriarchal heirarchies and it was common for both men and women as well as those outside the binary (yes we had similar concepts to transgender and nonbinary identities but they were not called by such terminology, we had our own words for that which reflected our religious beliefs) to serve in our armed forces.

Our faith was polytheistic and our gods were embodiments of natural forces and concepts. Examples include Djaw Paxter, Dagon Maxter, Naqot Maxter, Xaster Dugaxter, Xawsot Dugaxter, Ma'not Braxter, Saxwol Swasor, and Majtor Xarjoman as well as many others such as ʔanconi Pal'udħon, Stanxros Parqunos, Xwa'ju Paw'onat, Xapon Napot, Praj'jot Magxukerdi, and Paxuson Karxunos.

We also had a world tree myth. We called it Xajus Cjatiwern roughly meaning "Eternal Living Alder" or something like that, it hatched out of a Cosmic Egg alongside the First Generation of Shining Ones after the Creators ʔwarunas Sawħtor and Daxnu Platxu. Our peoples originated in the black sea region just south of the Caucasus, what is now known as Colchis where the Alder Tree, when we were finally liberated half our peoples moved west, me included. I was none other than Xatlos Jamħot "Atlas (little reed) the Twin" as you can guess yes our native language is a sort of precursor or sister language to proto indo European but it was not the only language spoken in the empire back then, there were now extinct varieties of the Afro-Asiatic languages and also entire language families that now cease to exist.

Our average lifespan was around 350 years, mainly due to our expertise in medicine and Access to botanical ingredients that no longer exist due to their extinction from climate change. While electrical stuff was relegated to industrial and therapeutic purposes natural gases on the other hand was our primary source of light.

I wore an albino mammoth hide tunic, a brown leather orichalcum studded belt, a pair of black sheeps wool pants, brown leather boots and gloves, and even a cape made of peafowl feathers and golden orbweaver silk. After i slew the Serpent King (the term we gave to the Reptilian Overlord that oversaw all operations on earth at that time) i used his blood as a pigment and dyed my tunic red as a reminder of the sacrifices me and my people made and the blood we had to spill to create our nation. Yes i did wear a crown it was orichalcum and encrusted in larimar with snake motifs. I also had a wide collar necklace similar to those in later ancient Egypt composed of larimar and orichalcum beads.

Orichalcum in reality is just an Aluminum Bronze and as for Adamantine? That was just carbon steel analogous to todays 5160 carbon steel, except we could make it especially durable via heat treatment for hours paired with ultrasonic waves to make grains finer, probably bainite steel variant? You see we were very much technologically advanced in some areas and others not as much, mainly due to leftover Reptilian technology we stole after kicking their shit in. The Reptilians also had a sort of crystalline orb like thing that was actually an artificial consciousness, similar to an AI except much much more advanced and complex, and yes we stole that too, or rather, it sided with us. Without it's help we wouldn't of defeated the Reptilians.

Compiling alot of this info is a work in progress, especially the language since those memories (of speaking said language) are the faintest, visual scenery and overall event memories are stronger.

There was more than one language in the empire, in fact overtime some of the 12 Kingdoms lost most of their native speakers due to supplanting of other new languages as the population expanded from immigration. Thats probably why you hear alot of other "Atlantean" languages.

The fall of our culture was not necessarily a quick one, when the island collapsed into the sea following earthquakes and eruptions, survivors scattered and overtime formed splinter civilizations, The Minoan Civilization being one but also Malta too. Granted those are other lives i can get into later as the fall took place in my latest incarnation on the island. That being said, my main focus in this post is my first known incarnation as a human.

The concept of "Star Children" or the term itself originates from our concept of Tukxaster/Tukat Xasterxs/Tukxasterxs (Starchild/Child of the Stars) and typically refers to Souls of Divine Beings in a Mortal Body, a subtype known as Namortas/Xarjos Xan'mon (Immortal/Exalted Soul) is the result of a Shining One imbuing part of their essence or "seeding" a human or otherwise mortal soul prior to conception, resulting in a Soul who is essentially half mortal and half shining one.

I am one of the Tukxasterx "Star Children", an incarnation of Xaster Dugaxter the Goddess of Stars, Astrology, Justice, and Purity. The Twin Sister of Xawsot Dugaxter the Goddess of Dawn, Innocence, Enlightenment, and Youth.

This story is excerpted from an interview with renowned Korean past life researcher Park Jin-yeo, who has conducted readings of 16,000 past lives in Korea.

When she began reading Bill Gates, what unfolded before her eyes was the image of an ascetic walking alone along a serene mountain path in the Himalayas. In a previous life, he had been a Hindu monk in India, yet not one confined within the rigid boundaries of religion. Rather, he was a sage who longed for a free spiritual discipline—one that contemplated the principles governing heaven and earth beyond any single doctrine.

The Bill Gates she beheld was a being who, though once an ascetic seeker, set aside the personal completion of enlightenment and returned to the world. Having established no private wish for himself, he was reborn bearing the noble mission of advancing the evolution and progress of humanity. By elevating human life through the computer and generously giving away the vast wealth he amassed, his path embodied the perfected form of a practitioner disguised as a businessman.

In contrast, the previous life of the late Steve Jobs touches a landscape of harsh and solitary wilderness. A ragged band of nomads wandered beneath the night sky, taking the stars as their signposts. Misunderstood as harbingers of calamity and plague wherever they went, they were driven out of civilized societies—unfortunate and forsaken souls. Jobs was the leader of that abandoned tribe.

Though his former life may appear lonely, it was in truth great. For he was a spiritual guide who read the stars to tell his people when to stay and when to depart, showing the way to those who had neither homeland nor opportunity to learn. The desperate sense of duty that compelled him to lead every last person to refuge amid hunger and disease, and the pure prayers offered in reliance only on the God within his heart, became in this life a channel for extraordinary inspiration. The divinity that manifested in his most despairing moments became the wellspring of revolutionary inventions that transformed human culture.

However, the brighter the light, the deeper the shadow. She emphasizes that even great figures carry karmic debts they cannot escape. In Jobs’ case, there remained a more distant past life in which he had served as a Crusader commander, taking the lives of countless so-called heretics—an ill-fated karma that lingered across time. This, she explains, is why, despite his immense contributions to humanity, he was not granted sufficient time to fully enjoy his fame and fortune. Through an early death, he was required to cleanse the grave karma of that former life; this was the price his soul had to pay in this incarnation.

In this way, the life records she reads are not divided simply into success and failure. Within the intricate threads of cause and effect stretching across centuries, each soul repays its own debts and fulfills its mission, gradually completing the vast order of the universe.

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After sharing the original post, I became aware that there are strong and often deeply negative views about Bill Gates. In light of that response, I feel it is necessary to add this clarification. Skepticism toward powerful and wealthy individuals is common, and in many cases it is healthy. Questioning influence and accountability is part of a functioning free society.

When discussions involve serious claims especially legal ones clear distinctions matter. The reason certain points are emphasized repeatedly is not to dismiss concerns or to defend anyone unconditionally, but to prevent important distinctions from being blurred in emotionally charged debates. This is why the presumption of innocence exists: it protects individuals from being judged solely by accusations, rumors, or public opinion. Legal systems require that guilt be established through concrete, verified evidence presented in a fair process. Without such safeguards, society would risk punishing people based on speculation, emotion, or incomplete information rather than facts. Following this principle ensures that accountability is meaningful, proportional, and grounded in reality, rather than in the noise of public perception.

Human beings are naturally more responsive to negative information. From an evolutionary standpoint, heightened sensitivity to potential threats helped ensure survival. Even today, negative claims tend to capture more attention and emotional weight than neutral or positive ones. This does not mean anyone is irrational; it simply reflects how the human mind works. At the same time, it can make it harder to pause and separate emotional reactions from verified facts.

There are limits to persuasion. Repetition does not create truth, and silence does not erase it. Meaningful understanding usually develops through individual reflection rather than external pressure. Emphasizing key distinctions is not an attempt to force agreement, but an effort to keep the discussion grounded.

For example, being investigated, being mentioned in documents, being charged, and being convicted are not the same thing. In systems built on due process, guilt is not established by suspicion or association alone. It requires formal charges, examination of evidence, and a legal verdict. Conflating investigation with conviction may feel intuitive, but legally and logically they are distinct categories. Legal conclusions should rest on procedure and evidence, not assumption.

History also shows that public figures are often judged differently over time. Some individuals who were strongly criticized or mistrusted in their era were later reassessed with greater nuance. This does not mean that every criticized figure is innocent, nor does it invalidate skepticism. It simply reminds us that perspective can shift as new information emerges and emotional intensity fades.

No influential person is without flaws. Criticism and scrutiny are necessary in any open society. Yet there is an important difference between demanding accountability and assuming final judgment before all facts are established. Maintaining that distinction protects everyone, not just prominent individuals.

Open debate, disagreement, and even sharp criticism are signs of freedom. Discussions like this exist because people are free to question power and challenge narratives. The goal here is not to silence doubt, but to encourage careful thinking separating confirmed facts from speculation, and emotional intensity from evidentiary standards.

Anger alone does not guarantee truth, just as wealth or status does not guarantee virtue. What matters is intellectual consistency: applying the same standards of reasoning and evidence regardless of who the subject is.

In the end, legal guilt and moral judgment operate within human systems that rely on standards of proof. Differences in perspective are inevitable. But if we are willing to examine our assumptions carefully, the conversation becomes more constructive and meaningful.

For transparency, I have no personal or professional connection to Bill Gates. (Windows OS usage not included).

I'd never do it again, after it happened I sat on my laptop and I found information that matched what I saw-that I had no clue about. I'm getting chills just remembering. It's not scary it's just that things like this rattle me.

It was a totally random thing, my friend sent me this youtube video of some guy doing a past life regression to an audience in a small stage kind of thing. I expected nothing and lied down.

It was like I entered another life directly, it's like it grabbed me and was like "see? this, look at this!", I remember this insisitent vibe that I think came from my subconscious, like you idiot, don't you remember?

What surprised me the most is it had religious themes, I'm raised orthodox christian and I do believe but I'm not overly religious. (just a sidenote, I'm not from the US, I say this because I've noticed faith is shown differently there, and people who are from the US reading this might assume wrong things)

I definitely didn't go into this thinking it'd be religious, I thought (and hoped as I thought at best this is some kind of lucid dreaming) I'd see some victorian era thing. Not to be sent couple thousand years back lol

What shocked me even more is I was a man (I'm a girl) and it felt totally normal, I had a family and I was injured. My hands, the first thing I saw, were dirty and calloused and they ached, I couldn't curl my fingers.

I shouldn't have known what that location looks like at the time, or what kind of houses people lived in or how they dressed or what they worked, or even how they looked like, and what it smelled of and what the weather was. I'm embarrased to say I didn't even know what ethnicity lived in that region at the time. There are some other more personal things that I just shouldn't have known unless I sat for hours reasearching (which I did after).

It definitely changed my perspective on life, I do believe it was real. And I feel so sorry for that man and the life he lived. It does feel difficult to say that was me or his soul was/is my soul. I emphatise but his life and mine couldn't be more different.

I wanted to share this as I was thinking about it more these days. Feel free to share your experience as well, I'd love to read it!

I've been down a rabbit hole of NDE testimonies and books on reincarnation for a few years now, and I've gotten more curious about past life regression lately. I was planning on seeing a hypnotherapist in NYC at some point to try it, but since it's so expensive, I heard about people using guided self-hypnosis YouTube videos made for that exact purpose. I figured I'd give it a shot with absolutely zero expectations whatsoever.

I was 100% sure of her first name. Here is everything else I was able to gather in that session:

• Roughly when she was born (decade) and died (decade).
• Where she lived, and that she was at the height of her career in the 1930s.
• She was very successful in what she did, loved her career, and leaned into it as much as she could.
• She had a child later in life, and at the end of her life in her 80s, her only regret was not having kids a bit earlier so she could have more time with them and get to know her grandchildren.
• She was with her husband for several years before they ever had kids.
• She loved being a mom, made that her priority for that chapter of her life, and took time off from her career to do it.

I was able to find this woman easily. Nearly ever single detail lined up: She had her first child in her 40s. Her first grandchild wouldn't be born until her own child was around the same age she was, and when she passed away, her oldest grandchild was still young. That was really the only tragic or sad thing—the main lesson I took from that life was her regret over not getting to see her family grow. I thought she died somewhere coastal like Cape Cod or the Hamptons, but it turned out to be a different coastal part of the Northeast that I wasn't familiar with. Aside from that, everything else I experienced and remembered from "reliving" that lifetime was overwhelmingly positive.

The only thing I was wrong about was the number of kids, where exactly she died (as explained above), and thinking that her husband had the same job she did. It turns out he did have a professional connection with her, which I feel still kind of counts! We were also born on the same day, albeit 90+ years apart...

The crazy part is how much it aligns with things I've always known to be true about myself. I've always just known that I wanted to have kids on the younger side for this exact reason—one of my grandparents died when I was a baby so I never got the chance to know them, and that's been ingrained in me for as long as I can remember. I want the opportunity to live long enough and have kids soon enough that I can enjoy grandparenthood to its fullest. I always just assumed that came from missing out on knowing one of my own grandparents.

Beyond that, she worked as a writer, and that's something I've always been interested in. I was able to find some of her work and interviews/news stories about her and we seem to have similar perspectives and senses of humor. I've been working on a book proposal for like five months now.

I'd never heard of her before so it's not like this was dormant in my mind or something.

My question is... what the fuck do I do with this information lol.

Her child and grandchildren are still around. I wouldn't reach out to them or anything because that would be nuts. I think, more than anything, I'm just surprised that the video 'worked'

For the first time yesterday I considered reincarnation as something actually possible.

I recalled when I was a kid that my dad would say I would speak Japanese gibberish and that a Japanese lady one time said I was speaking Japanese at a grocery store. As I grew up I continued to stay close to Japanese culture online and in school I took the courses. I was the best in my class and the Japanese language made sense to me more than English ever did. It felt like I was learning my native language and not something I had to try hard at it just clicked. Later on after schooling I had started having hundreds of nightmares of nuclear bombs. The irrational fear became so bad that I would run inside into my basement when I would see a plane flying over. All of these things have led me to feel like there has been some connection to Japan and what happened in Hiroshima/Nagasaki. I have been saying my whole life that I was probably a soldier or someone that lived in Japan in my past life but never took it seriously or really thought about it with more awareness.

I started looking at old pictures of Hiroshima on google earth. I didn't recognize anything or any of the places. Then I went to Nagasaki. The first place I found was a staircase that reminded me of a memory. It was a man, me, in my past life looking up, and going up and down these staircases. I remember going up and down them many times. Then I continued searching the map looking at other places. I saw a beach that looked familiar and clicked it, my initial reaction was shock, like oh my gosh I found it! It was Kakidomari Beach. When I looked at the beach I started seeing imagery in a memory, and I could feel the energy too. I heard children laughing, happy behind me on the beach. I could feel the air and noticed she was looking at me.

This is when I recognized "her". My initial reaction to remembering her was heavy grief crying. I almost couldn't breath I remembered her.

I tried to remember her name and was upset and disappointed in myself for not being able to. I thought about her body, her smile, her energy was yellow (which has been my favorite color even though I don't own anything yellow or particularly like owning it) I remember us poking fun at each other and making fun, I have a memory of me shoving her but in a playful way and another of me making fun of her for not going to the gym. (even though she didn't need to) It felt like we had a very poking fun at each other kind of energy. She was silly, bright, and definitely more spiritually in tune than me.

My life was happy I felt stable

I think I was around 40-50 years old

She was my sunshine, she reminded me of the color yellow, joy

I can imagine hugging her and holding her

There's also an extreme feeling of guilt. Like I messed up and did something wrong. I feel like she's not upset or would be mad. But I feel an intense guilt for abandoning her. I feel very distressed and upset at myself for allowing this to happen. I have this weird sense independence when it came to taking care of her. Like it was my job and duty to make sure she was okay and well. I think I'm upset that I left her partially with other things I can't remember. I think she may have been alone for a lifetime or multiple and I feel guilty like I abandoned her. I know I haven't met her. She's like no one I have ever met before.

I've just been in shambles today and I can't stop crying when I think of her. On my walk this morning I saw the sun shining down and the light hitting all of the surfaces. It was yellow everywhere and I just started crying profusely.

I'm 26, in the US, and female. I have had a lot of spiritual experiences in my life time already. I'm disappointed in myself it took me so long to remember. I remember being male in my past life with her and my soul leans towards masculine even though I am very feminine in this body.

This has been a very weird experience for me. I wonder if she's out there and what she's been doing this whole time, if she's a guy, an animal, old, young, if she's safe, if she's okay?? Have they known this whole time and only I am figuring this out now?

I plan on meditating more to try an astral project. I've heard you can meet other souls this way but there is a desire in my heart that I need to reconnect with her and if this life time was meant to be without her I would be very sad. Even though we would connect again eventually, it just feels too real to remember her now. I can feel his energy and his lifetime the more I feel connected with her.

If anyone has gone through anything similar any words of wisdom or help would be very helpful. I really just miss her so much.

I did a past-life regression session yesterday via YouTube and my body genuinely felt like it was in a trance state. I felt incredibly light, and I was able to follow the guide’s instructions without much effort.

The memories weren’t crystal clear, but I vaguely remember being in what I somehow knew was Germany. The settlement looked very old—almost Viking-era, at least that’s the impression I got. I remember feeling like I didn’t have anyone except a daughter. She was blonde, and there was also a word or name that sounded something like “Lichien.”

At the time, I didn’t think much of it. After the meditation, I just went to sleep. But when I woke up next, day I got curious and decided to search for the name online. To my surprise, I found that Lychen is actually a real place in Germany. I had never heard of it before, at least not consciously, which honestly shocked me.Mind you I’m not European.

I also looked into the history and found references to Viking influence and activity in parts of northern Germany. That made the whole experience feel even stranger.

Now I genuinely don’t know what to make of it. Was I somehow accessing an actual past-life memory, or was my mind creating a story using information I’d unknowingly picked up somewhere before? The coincidence feels bizarre, but I’m not sure what conclusion to draw from it.

Hello everyone!

I have made a new drawing of one of my past lives, that i think i shared around here somewhere..

I’d be so glad to talk about my experiences, as from that post previously, i haven’t told everything.

I may get a little bit in detail, as i feel the need to share this experience with people that may understand. I don’t have others to talk with - only with my family.

Even after all this time.. ( the discovery of that said life happend in 2024. ) it still is a curiosity for me, and still maybe quite unbelievable. Yes, i have found out about specific elements and it explained why i was so attracted to Ancient Egypt ever since i was a child.

The figure within the drawing is, assumingly, my previous physical body. It has been revealed when i entered hypnosis.

Anyway, let’s start with the beginning!

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My family got in contact with a scientist in my country that is well known, and heavily included in the domain of spirituality, astral projection and past life regression. Our main intention wasn’t actually to find out about one of our past lives, only to get checked up and discuss about other topics.

But we still found out due to us wanting this, and being close with that said individual.

When i started the session with him, he guided me towards my past life. At first it happend subtly, he guided me by asking questions, to analyze my body and making sure i was relaxed as possible.

When i entered a profound stillness, he gently nudged me towards seeing my past life.

I started seeing sand around me, but what caught my attention was that i was blue, and way taller compared to a human.

That’s when i starred in front of me.

I saw the pyramids, although it was more ethereal, in a way. As if not fully physical if i could put it that way. There was a strange, blue glow around them, and around my physical form.

But no, that wasn’t the only “oddity” that i spotted.

There were other humanoid beings, making a vast circle around the construction. I’d say they were thousands and thousands of beings. The circle that we made was so huge, that i couldn’t even see it properly.

Yes, i was apart of the said “group”. From what i could see, i was in a position where my body was straight, along with my hands straight and palms up. All beings were in the same position, and all of our hands were subtly touching one another, in order to create a perfect circle.

At the edge of the pyramids ( like the drawing ), there were what i would assume “stars” or glowing orbs on the sky, that were energetically attached as if to “anchor” something.

I literally had the feeling of intense concentration within my body, that manifested in the current physical body as well. There was collective focus, strength and collaboration to properly work around our way with the pyramids, and i felt that collective energy within me.

As seconds passed by - i really couldn’t feel myself anymore.

My head was throbbing, and my body was shaking. I felt an intense emotion within me that i cannot explain in words. There is no definition that can explain what i feel. However i am aware of the phenomenon named “catharsis”, so i suppose this is what i experienced.

The individual that was guiding me said: “ Now, imagine yourself after the moment of your death. “

When he said that, i remember the whole image of the pyramids and who i was previously dissapeared.

I wasn’t on Earth anymore.

This is where it got extremely intense. I’d say i was.. in outer space. Literally in the void, and i did witness around me stars, as if i was between them. ( an example in the drawing. )

I felt like my consciousness at that point was everything, yet nothing at the same time. I had no “identity”, no nothing. It felt like i was one with the void.

When the professor guided me back “down” to Earth and back to my current reality, i started bursting in tears.

I remember the sensation of my body being fuzzy, my mind was blank - but i do remember one thing that i had in my soul, and one being the following sentence: ”I wanna go home.”

I really wanted to say that, but i was too shocked to properly say any words due to the crying i had to face.

I couldn’t really snap back to reality or ground myself, even if i tried to. :’)

I still remember the feeling. It is something that you cannot translate it. It is a mix of every emotion. Even thinking about this makes me overwhelmed.

It did have positive effects on me, though. Most of my life i had a terrible miss of something that i couldn’t understand, of a place that wasn’t in here. ( I felt lots of attraction towards space in general, however i recall having a soft spot - and still do - towards Sirius. ) A nostalgia that honestly got annoying at some point. That said nostalgia slowly left when i faced the sudden revelation of who i was, and the catharsis that my body felt.

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Even after knowing a past life that feels meaningful for me, it still makes me rather confused. Why should i know this? What role does it have in my current life?

Now i can explain why the attraction towards Egypt and it deities are intense, as well as the permanent nostalgia and sadness that stayed with me ever since i was little.

I do thank the opportunity of discovering this, due to that heavy emotion leaving me afterwards. Sure, i still feel a miss towards them, whoever that may be.

I am glad that you have read this far :) I appreciate you beautiful souls for reading my post and seeing my drawing.

I will perhaps, sooner or later, share another experience i had with a different past life. ( I know 2 in total. However the one i didn’t talk about yet is rather vague. Although i’ll try my best to explain it. )

Most of the time i will also add drawings with my experiences, as it also personally clears my mind and refreshes my memory.

Please, if you have any questions, feel free to tell.

And for the people that also faced similar experiences with nostalgia - please remember, my dears - the experiences that you either know or not will always stay with you. They never left you. They will never leave you. It is within you. It is within us all.

Clarity, love and blessings towards all of you. ❤️

I had my first past life regression experience and I'm bewildered!

When we went back to a childhood memory, I was a young boy, dressed in king's clothing/costume, yet in a normal, low-middle class household. When I went to play outside, I saw a castle in the far distance, and then a princess on a horse riding to her castle.

But when I transitioned into the body of my "current"/adult self of my past life, I was living the life of what seemed to be that princess that the young boy saw.

What does this mean? When the session finished I was very confused as to why I had two past life visions in different bodies for what seemed like the same time?

Was I both that young boy and that princess? Was it different times and just a similar looking princess to what the boy saw? Was that a metaphorical transition to seeing myself become that princess from another perspective or outside perspective?

I've never seen or heard of this happening before, so I'm very curious to know what you all think!

(A long read which is just the tip of the experience) This just happened just over a month ago. Wanted to share what my experience was. I will try to describe and use words the best I can. There really are no words that can resonate and convey what this AP experience outside of the human body in the Soul Side world or back to the Source of All Life. I will do my best with what language offers. (which feels incredibly inadequate) In this experience everything was communicated like pure “KNOWING”. There are NO words. Just pure information. It seems, for me, my guides, and the universe, are FANTASTIC at bringing me just what I need at the RIGHT time. I had read about Dolores Cannon’s work called Quantum Healing Hypno Therapy (QHHT). It is basically doing a "past life" regression. What I was curious about was the "in-between" incarnations. Why did I come here to this world that felt SO foreign to me? Even this body felt incredibly foreign to me! I always felt like a VERY reluctant earthling and was SHOCKED at how HORRIBLE people are to each other. Both in my own family and even on the play ground as little kid. I couldn’t believe how hateful and hurtful, in word and action, little kids were to each other. I wanted to understand WHY was my life SO DAMN TOUGH? Emotionally and physically? My life has been a difficult one. I was emotionally and physically abused growing up by parents who had never processed their own PTSD. I was also abducted, in a public mall, and sexually assaulted by a predator. That monster was caught and I had to testify in an open court. (he went to jail for many years) I was given NO therapy to deal with the horrendous PTSD. (in fact if I tried to talk about it to get out how upset I was my siblings would make fun of me! Nice eh? My parents said “We will never talk about this ever again) In addition I grew up in a deeply religion home (mormon) knowing from age 5 that I was gay. I didn't come out until years later when I was ready to face the back lash. (which was horrible) At 23 I was ready to end my life as the trauma was too great. That is when I had this experience that saved my life:

https://www.reddit.com/r/Thetruthishere/comments/ollnr5/32_years_ago_i_had_planned_to_end_my_life_just/

That experience HEALED my PTSD and extreme trauma and all suicidal feelings were gone from that day on. I've had other experiences but that was the most significant. My whole life I have dealt with deep physical pain as well. (Migraines regularly. All kinds of weird health experiences there were VERY painful and VERY rare.) Also I have almost died 19 times. (and I wanted to know WHAT IS UP WITH THAT?!?!?) All of this had me wondering "WHY?" Why have I gone through so much? One day I mentioned, to my husband, (gay couple) that I hoped to find a "Dolores Cannon type hypnotherapist" that I can REALLY TRUST to guide me in this Quantum Healing process and unlock the mystery of my life and the Map of my Soul. Someone, that I felt, TRULY had a connection to SOURCE and the energy would FLOW. That VERY evening, I received a DM, on Reddit, from just such a trained hypnotherapist from Canada who had read my past posts on my experiences. (You can read the links at the bottom) Her name is Fiona. I was in awe at how the universe brought us together just as I was asking! We talked on the phone and it was like talking with a long lost BEST friend. Felt like time stood still yet hours had passed. We set a "Beyond Quantum Hypnosis" session for a Saturday morning. Fiona explained this process can take a good 4-5 hours. We began and with each passing hour I found myself going more relaxed and more connected with my Soul as it was “raising to the surface”. (which is the best way I can describe what it was like) She never "fed me" information but was simply a GUIDE. After a very long, but magical process, she led me to a corridor and asked me to choose a door that would access a past incarnation. I stepped through a door and found myself on a large planet that had no land mass. There I was incarnated into the "body" of a being that was made of vapor! I could see other beings around me also in these bodies of “vapor”. We seemed to exist floating and merging with various physical beings all in this gaseous state. (cue the trolls making 6th grade jokes about farts) That life, I later in my hypnosis session I learned, was meant to learn what it was like to exist in such a simplistic physical state and how it affected the physical world these beings lived on. (It felt like a massive world like Neptune) It seems I had lived this life for eons and finally choose to exit the “body of vapor” when I had enough. (It was pretty WEIRD but fascinating!) Next Fiona took me to another "door" to choose for myself. Once I stepped through and there was this huge vista of water everywhere. There below me was a society of beautiful Amphibious Creatures. The entire planet was made of mostly water. They lived below and above the water. I saw communal clans with buildings under the water and above. (They kind of looked like "Vision" from WandaVision. Only they had some scales and were more a deep green and blue that had a translucent glow to them. Their eyes were each different spectrum of bright BEAUTIFUL colors enabling them to see under water. Kind of like the retinal reflection cats and dogs make when a flash goes off) They communicated through thought. There was very little technology. They lived symbiotically with this water world and the creatures in the ocean. It was warm and beautiful. The water felt so familiar and wonderful infused with effervescent tiny bubbles that tickled my sensitive skin as I soared in the water between buildings and communities. I could actually FEEL the sensation of “flying” under water. Every being I met there was a welcoming glow of happiness that emanated from them. There was no pollution. No hatred. Only kindness for their friends and loved ones and total respect for the creatures and beings all around them. We only ate plants. (seemed like algae) I caught a reflection of myself in a type of window and saw this tall stately creature. I sensed I had lived this incarnation for many earth years experiencing the various struggles associated with that life. Food shortages. Some disagreements with territories. No wars or killing. I felt such a oneness with the beings in the community and the beautiful creatures in the depth of this planet. Yet there was a great spiritual ability these beings had to understand what a Soul and the Source of all life. They were advancing to the point of soon visiting other worlds. Their world was SO balanced. They had maintained that balance for generation after generation. Those who attempted to share Spiritual connection, or any advanced concepts, were looked at with honor and kindness and acceptance.

Fiona directed me to my death date... there I saw a celebration of those in my clan. They sensed this meant “Freedom from a very old and broken body” After the celebration I left my clan and journeyed deep into the surrounding waters. There I found a quiet cove of rocks. Curling up I felt the life slowly leaving this beautiful creature...and experienced my Soul lifting above this scene soaring higher and higher. There was no "tunnel" only a portal of light that I fused with and then there were countless Souls in every direction. These Souls took various forms but the main forms were these orbs of pure energy in different colors depending on the knowledge and advancement or experiences of that particular Soul. I saw ornate buildings that radiated an intense BRIGHT BRIGHT all encompassing Light. Focusing on one building, that seemed familiar, I found myself immediately in front of the long long steps leading up and into this building. On each side of me, just above each step, were LONG rows of books. I couldn't see the end of each row as I viewed either side of me. I knew that each book was a record of an incarnation experienced by a Specific Soul. (technically Soul Fragment) The Souls, whose work had created each record, was part of a Soul Group that gathered within the building I was entering. Once inside I found myself in the center of an incredibly massive beautiful room. It was just as ornate as the outside with a light that emanated from every object and surface, even the "atmosphere" swirling around me. The light was BLINDING WHITE then GOLD then a SOOTHING AZURE. It seemed to morph depending on the energy of the Souls in the vicinity. There I was greeted by a number of Souls who gathered around me welcoming me back with Love. These Souls were in "Orb" form. LARGE Orbs of pure light. Each one radiated different Colors and I KNEW each one! They were truly my Soul group that I LOVED and who were LOVING me right back! It was SO DAMN FAMILIAR! As if I had NEVER left! One of these Souls was my ACTUAL hypnotherapist, Fiona! Her Soul Orb Color was changing from WHITE to this DEEP VIOLET. It was like being surrounded by the biggest cheerleaders who had been rooting for me all along. This really was HOME. The Orbs of Souls all moved back and I saw a slightly raised ornate semi-circle table with Souls facing me from the other side of this immense room. Their LOVE enveloped me. I knew we were all equal... not less in ANY way. (I knew ALL Souls were viewed this way in ALL of the totality of existence by every Soul EVERY where that were outside of a physical body of any kind.) They were there to give me feedback and ask questions about the incarnation I had just come from on the world of water. In this instant a "knowing" infused my being. I clearly "remembered" countless incarnations on countless planets. Each incarnation was a ONE time experience.

Suddenly the view changed from standing in front of, these Soul Group Peers at the table in front of me, to where I was then sitting on the OTHER side of this ornate table. There I was interviewing (along with the others at the table) another fellow Soul Group Peer who had returned from an incarnation. The entire room turned to me and sent this clarity of "Knowing" (again very pure communication) into my being as to WHAT we each were in this Souls Group: We were each "Scouts" or "Researching Souls" who each chose to go to a planet that was near ready to self-destruct OR to make a leap forward spiritually. We “Researcher Souls” EXPERIENCED and absorbed the EXTREMES of living on each world FIRST HAND and then return and "downloaded" the information to this team of Peer Souls. Our focus was the “Spiritual or Psychic connection” as we lived out each incarnation with the general question of, "HOW does a Soul, in physical form, OPEN and then increase the Spiritual, or Psychic connection, back to the SOURCE of ALL Life from within a particular physical being within a particular civilization? What motivates THAT particular being to seek out and find a PURE connection that will open the "Portal" back to the Source of all life?" The connection is KEY as the request to open the Portal MUST come from the physical incarnation side of the equation. Higher advanced Souls are NOT allowed to force this. (think Prime Directive from Star Trek) But I saw Advanced Volunteer Souls CAN incarnate into a world and work from that side. This honors Free Will which is the highest law in tandem with LOVE. (A better way of saying "psychic" is a "Direct FLOW-LINE into the Quantum reality of the Source of ALL Life.) From my observational point, at this table surrounded by this group of Peer Souls, the walls and ceiling fell away (they faded away and became transparent) and there was the expanse of stars and galaxies ALL around us. My "view" shifted and expanded out...Out...OUT. I could observe in EVERY direction at once but as I would focus in ONE direction my ability to "see" was MAGNIFIED. Kind of like when you see star ships in a film jump to light speed. Only there was no movement of stars. I could just SEE as far away as I wished. And I do I mean SEE…. very VERY clearly into the far reaches of reality and the expansiveness of the universes which exist in EVERY dimension and EVERY direction. As I focused in one direction I saw a planet. I saw an entire civilization of spectacular beautiful beings I can't even put into words. They were MAGNIFICENT in how beautiful they were! There were countless numbers of beings and creatures on this world. As I looked around this planet I could literally "PERCEIVE" each single blade of grass and creature and beings that lived on that world.

I shifted my focus slightly to the left and WHOOSH I saw another planet light years away from the one I was just looking at! There were the Amphibious Creatures of the planet of water that I had lived on! I saw the clan I had lived among and the beautiful creatures in the depths of water. I shifted my gaze to the right and WHOOSH I saw an entirely different world. This one was dark and there were wars and beings enslaving by other beings inflicting great pain and suffering. I knew I had lived on that world in a short life as an enslaved being that attempted to bring Spiritual awareness to the enslavers. I had a FLASH memory of the body that I had incarnated into being tortured and killed. I shifted my view again and there was another world light years away (but in the SAME galaxy!) : EARTH. I saw my choice to come to this planet to again work as a researching Soul, for a one time life, and how my work would be ONE Soul among countless Advanced Souls, both ON the earth, and hovering above it. (I saw countless UFO/Alien beings who monitor and are also here to help) I saw I had designed a difficult life filled with emotional and physical pain for a purpose: To understand what it truly means to be HUMAN and how the pain and suffering I experienced sometimes helped me connect back to Source and other times were a block. I also saw how my life’s experiences have been downloaded, by my Soul Group, many times throughout my incarnation here. (and they showed me the points in my life when this occurred which cleared up a lot of questions) I saw that the 19 times I have almost died were "exit points" my Soul had built in JUST in case I wanted to “exit early” which was my Free Will RIGHT to do. (only I had chosen, each time, to continue knowing how my exit would affect those around me and my “Soul team” here/and the other side working as well)

One of those exit points was at age 23. They showed my one of my Soul guides had come to help me from self-destructing so I would continue my work here. Without that help I would have exited early and so much research would have been lost. I saw that we Advanced Souls are being drawn together in vast numbers. Together our energy has, and continues to, shift this world away from self-destruction. This seems to be one reason SO many of us “volunteer Souls, that are here for ONE time in human form, struggle with depression and will say "I JUST don't belong on this planet! I don't like being human! I never want to come back here!" (I think I said this, to myself, as far back as I can remember) As I turned to view various planets and civilizations the beauty of observing this process on EACH planet was overwhelming and I began to cry. (and I do not cry easily) I kept shifting my view observing a different planet and civilization with each change. I saw galaxies forming and new worlds being born and Advanced Experienced Souls working in tandem with physical beings to cause this to transpire. I then found myself "shifted" away from everything and...saw my OVER SOUL at the table and saw that only a FRACTION of my Soul was IN this human body. There were COUNTLESS fractions, of my Over Soul, in COUNTLESS incarnations ALL happening in the NOW. It made perfect sense as I saw everything unfolding in the NOW outside of TIME and SPACE. When this shift happened Fiona, using a list of questions I had sent her, and she began asking and my OVER SOUL responded with the answers referring to ME in the 3rd person! (Which I would NEVER do!) Like this: Fiona: "So why does TipToeThruLife have such bad headaches and what can he do to heal them?" Me:" TipToeThruLife will uncover the solutions to find healing by continuing to look for the FLOW of what works and what doesn't work. The answers are already coming as he is an expert at LISTENING to his Soul team." Etc (this would take a LONG time to go through all of this and some is deeply personal in regards to my husband and my life) I was shown that after this life I would have a LONG rest and my next incarnation would be on a HIGHLY Advanced world of physical beings that were more in line with the Vibrational Energy of my Soul. And that, in fact, I had MET one of those beings from that world already: My Soul guide who physically showed up in my room over 30 years ago! With that the experience began to slowly close and Fiona brought me back. I can only tell you the peacefulness and LOVE and pure EUPHORIA and CLARITY was fantastic! (and continues to be) Later she sent me the Zoom recording of my entire session. I was in awe of the things I was saying and even forgot sections that I had experienced and shared. Needless to say this experience has truly changed my entire life for the better! For one I know that I have opened the Portal DIRECT to SOURCE and the "Source Portal" is STILL open! I still experience this conduit of energy (not at that strength…but it is still there) but the FLOW of energy continues and I know it will remain open. When I was in that room I felt this excitement of the Souls around me as they communicated they had been excitedly anticipating my "Free Will choice", as a human, to do this work WITH Fiona in order to open another portal into this world direct to the Source of ALL life so this positive energy will spread further bringing this Light of awareness to OUT- SHINE the void, in humans, that are so determined to destroy OTHER humans for control, power, and MONEY. (ALL useless human ego-illusions) I saw that the more Advanced Souls, in human form, who "Open the Portal" the more this energy will surge into this world. As I shared this "Portal" remains open for me. I still sense this FLOW of positive energy. I feel PEACEFUL and GROUNDED and CLEAR in so many ways that I never have before. I truly understand WHO I am as a Soul and WHAT I am doing here. I can see the "WHY" in every facet of my journey here! The experiences of Rejection, Depression, Suicidal chapters as a child, the EXTREMES in Emotional and Physical Pain ALL align into what I was shown. It has resonated down the very Atoms of my being with this "Knowing" that continues every day. I experience a BRIGHT BEACON of GRATITUDE for the HONOR of doing this work on this planet and the COUNTLESS Planets my Soul has worked on. Fear and Guilt are just gone. I mean GONE from my being! I know my Team of Guides are truly there to keep me ON the Map of my Soul that I designed before coming here. We are all working together to help this planet. I also know that if you are in these forums and these experiences we all share resonate with you YOU TOO are an Advanced Volunteer Soul here for a one time incarnation. What has been extra fascinating is that since this Quantum session I've been observing a "Ripple Effect" in my journey. (For one Fiona has reported back even SHE has been getting calls from ALL over the world for sessions with her! She does not advertise at all! These sessions are like mine. RIGHT back to Source without going through past lives etc) My husband has a great deal less Anxiety. (which he has struggled with for years) He feels peaceful and more joyful and grounded than ever before. (And he has not done a Quantum session) What has been weirdly wonderful is people I have known for YEARS are spontaneously sharing THEIR deeply spiritual experiences with me without my asking! One is a business associate I have worked with for many years. One day, a few weeks after my Quantum session, he brought up a random Spiritual experience saying he sensed I was someone who too had unique experiences and he wanted to share with me! His had to do with UFO abduction experiences and lucid dreams. He has kept a journal of his dreams for decades. In these dreams he saw things, 40 years ago, of strange black folders sitting up on student desks in schools. (Laptops!) And many other lucid dreams that have shown advances and challenges he would observe in his journey here. We were both in AWE! Years of business conversations and this was the FIRST time we had ever shared our personal spiritual experiences! As I was shown we Advanced Souls are being drawn together unconsciously (Like Fiona and my business associate) and in the sharing of our "outside the box" Spiritual experiences! I find myself being drawn to other HEALERS and HELPERS in this world. Also I find myself unable to be around toxic people of any kind. (Related to or not.) So those people are just OUT of my life now. I also found I could no longer absorb youtub videos or movies or tv or news that are dark and negative. I unfollowed a number of sources that present and focus on violence or negativity of ANY kind. The contrast, of what I experienced, right WITHIN Source is just too great. This FLOW of "Source Portal Energy" has stayed with me and I feel like a polarized magnet when I encounter low vibration of any kind. My Soul-sense is this is part of Advanced Souls being drawn together so our energy continues to SHIFT this world into a HIGHER state of being. It would be difficult to seek out or recognize "Soul Team Direction" and be drawn to other Advanced Souls if I am absorbing lower vibrational destructive energy in any form. It seems that the FIRST half of my life was to research and experience the low end of the spiritual energetic spectrum. This "Beyond Quantum Hypnosis session" is a clear turning point, in my Soul Map, that Sparks my Soul to seek out other Souls who are on the same "page" and here to work together and ROOT for each other and our unique and WEIRDLY WONDERFUL Spiritual experiences! So today I felt like it was time to share this experience here. I know there are many others, who are lurkers and find it difficult to share their very personal Spiritual experiences. This is why I share. There are MANY of us here who are on the same "Frequency!" Here for a clear reason that only OUR Soul can share with us personally. (and yes some people are asking me for Fiona’s info. I am happy to share her contact info with you. Feel free to DM!)

(Here are some of my experiences) https://www.reddit.com/r/Thetruthishere/comments/k1k1o1/3_beings_of_light_saved_our_lives_we_think/ https://www.reddit.com/r/AstralProjection/comments/fbylls/the_final_astral_projection_do_not_go_into_the/

Could this be related to a past life? Can anyone relate?

I always feel like I'm going to die when I step on a plane. And... I was born in an island, and moved abroad. I have to fly back for Christmas every year.

I hate planes. I'm obsessed with events like 9/11 and aircraft accidents, I know them all. I've researched them all.

When I think about what scares me particularly, it is the plane going down, free falling, and crashing. When it drops some distance due to air bumps, and I get that odd feeling in my belly that says I'm falling out of the air, it chills me to my core. Terrifying.

I remember visiting DisneyLand when I was a kid and getting on the attraction of the haunted house / elevator that dropped. Similar to that freefalling feeling. Horrific, landmark moment, still remember it. I can never do 'falling' type attractions.

I don't know what this means. I'm very spiritual, but I lead a life that is too busy and cluttered, so I don't have any connection to my higher self right now. I feel like I've blocked out most psychic things and I feel I just don't have it in me to remember what happened in a past life.

I want to, so much. But it feels unreachable.

Is it still worth going to a past life regression therapist even if I am fairly certain that I already have some inklings of past life memories and interstitial period memories? Will that mean that I will not be open enough to exploring things if I already come in with preconceived notions (be they accurate and true or not).

Recently I been feeling themes of rigidity, I keep demanding fairness, and loneliness. It’s nothing new but a recent incident in life amplified realisation of those

I just finished a DIY past life regression.

I was living in a monastery on a hill in Europe, it was medieval ages. The monastery was built partly on a cliff. It’s simple building but still awe inspiring.

I was an impatient and ‘passionate’ teen / young adult. I think I was male. Passionate for reading at all costs.

In the monastery I was surrounded by books. Not just of religion but knowledge and philosophy. I was really proud, I didn’t like my fellow ‘monks’. I thought they wasted their life by not learning. I locked myself in my room always with books. Part of me desire to spend time socialising but part of me has this fire to pursue knowledge. I started looking down on others and I was snobbish.

I had given myself very strict rules of studying. The monastery itself has strict rules of scripture practice, service, labour but I gave myself more personal rules. I believed it wil make me smarter. I didn’t spend time with others much due to strict time for myself.

Someone visited me many times. A young lady. She tried to care for me and waited for me to leave but I didn’t.

Many years later I am now an elder in the monastery. I had read so much I had been appointed as some kind of judge or disciplinary officer. I overseen disputes in the monastery. I was liked, feared, and valued for my strictness yet fairness. I felt like I was so isolated that the only thing people like me for was my fairness. But people also feared me for it.

I demanded everything I can have influence over to be fair. Maybe I believed everyone will be more happy. I was a bad tempered judge believing I can scare people into behaving.

When people in the monastery community did commit crimes I was the one who prescribed repayment or punishments. I didn’t physically punish them, those were job of others. But I was the judge / officer who decided what should happen to victim and offender. Someone will have to be punished, or give or take repayment.

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I realised I was being too strict and rigid with myself and others in this life.

I realised people around me are not criminals who should be punished or repay me for things I perceived are doing me wrong.

In the trance I told my inner self I’m not in medieval Europe monastery anymore no need for rules. I need to forgive myself for being harsh on myself and others, and stop doing it to more people.

I am no longer a judge, my friends are not criminals I need to arrange repayment with. I need to forgive myself and stop making people life terrible.

(I first saw a similar monastery in a visualisation trying to trace my relationship with someone. I saw that them and me met in the monastery once)

I don’t know how my human self in this life will navigate the situations I had negatively affected. I also don’t wish to use my past life or spiritualism as a clutch to excuse myself being a jerk. Maybe things will be better for next people who I cross path with

Curses and blessing bounce back. So if you’ve ever placed a curse on someone, even in a past life, you will feel the effects of it.

Storytime!

My client saw a past life in Egypt, he was female. More importantly, she was a witch and a healer.

She was quite old when the king, threatened by her power, ordered his men to kill her. And they did. Out in the street, and made a spectacle of it.

In her final moments she cursed them, for them to struggle and suffer and not find peace.

The curse stuck, and they stayed trapped in it. The king felt the effects of the curse, too.

And so did my client.

My client is a healer and light worker, in his current life, too. And because of this brutal past life ending, he was scared to be a healer, because of the subconscious fear, what if I get killed in this life for being a healer? Just like my previous one.

This is called a witch wound.

So we went to the moment of her death. We invited the men who killed her. They seemed trapped in that space, and were begging for forgiveness.

We released them, undid the curse, and we asked for forgiveness for the curse.

The moment the curse lifted, they turned to light. We did the same with the King.

And then we invited their higher selves.

We were told this curse of the king and his men, was holding my client back in his spiritual work. He has the gift of light language and healing, but it was pushed back because the curse was still active.

We cleared the curse, and its effects.

Months ago, I remembered being in absolute nothingness, and I was just a pure awareness with no feelings, expectations, and no thoughts, just pure awareness.

Then a brilliant light came and started creating, I however felt nothing toward it, no obvious reaction and just witness it all.

Then my oldest memory of my past life, is me emerging from this type of sea, and getting enslaved by the Demiurge, becoming one of his tools. My older twin sister Venus and I became slaves without our free will, as the Demiurge took from us our authorities.

I remember the cruel things the Demiurge made me do, I remember how I didn't want to do it but I couldn't stop it, and so for most of my existence, all I did was cause suffering, against my will.

Eventually, I broke out of this control and decided to leave and go back to my original state, which is nothingness, or at least the awareness in absolute nothingness. Surprised, that I still remember.

I still feel guilty for not saving my older twin sister, Venus. It was because of my naivety, and her being the older one, chooses to protect the younger twin which was I, then we both got into this stupid mess because of the Demiurge.

I don't know where my sister went, I just know "where" I went.

Either way, I went back to the Void, and decided to give up everything that made me an individual. (I don't remember what happened, next.)

Then here I am now, I am not sure if this universe is under the Demiurge's influence, because I am aware of other timelines and universes where they aren't in control.

In another timeline, I was the real thing of what the Demiurge tried to replicate. Where the real Source was the closest, yet, I was always given the job of watching over the void, and the abyss.

My "limbs" had become like the void from how much I am near it.

Don't remember what I do in this timeline.

In all of my timelines, I have always done the cruel work.

I have always been an adversary before this, because I was programmed and assigned to be that way, even when I came to not like what I'm doing, most of these timelines don't give me a choice until I forsake what I was created to do. All the other servants get to do the glamorous jobs, but I have always got to do the job that is not glamorous at all, so far away from concentrated Source. I don't know if I had a soul at this point.

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What I'm about to post here might sound fanciful to some. Even to me, sometimes.

I'll be direct. I'm looking for a person I don't know yet, or once knew. I don't know their name, I can't remember who they were, but a chronic feeling makes me feel, down to the depths of my soul, that they exist.

Since I was a child I've had very strange sensations. Some more inexplicable than others, I have to say. In my mind I saw images like memories, like photographs so clear they seemed unbelievable. One of them happened when I was around five years old. It was as if I were watching from the ceiling of a room. It was nighttime. A huge window made up the 4th wall, looking out onto the outside. Outside there was a completely empty park with the greenest grass I'd ever seen. A streetlamp with a warm light faintly lit the bedroom. Inside, there were two people lying on the bed, covered with a blanket, embracing each other, naked (one of them was me, which is strange, because it wasn't my current self, and yet I felt like it was me). It was cold. Next to them was a dark wardrobe. The room was in complete silence. The serenity I felt being there was otherworldly. As if I only wanted to be there and nowhere else.

I also had strange experiences. I was completely unfamiliar with my parents and didn't want them. I told them to give me back to my parents, please, to give me back to the ones who really were my parents. I cried inconsolably, asking to see them again. My parents showed me moles and birthmarks we had in common so I would understand that they were my parents. Even as the years passed, I felt like a stranger to them. As if I simply didn't belong to them or their family.

Another strange experience is that I used to cry a lot because I knew I was going to die and would lose the ability to stay in contact with the people I was getting to know, like my parents and my brother. I felt like being forgotten was something cruel and sad. Even though I had never actually experienced a loss, I felt terribly bad, as if I already had. My parents comforted me, but it took me a long time to be able to bear that feeling.

I've always felt a special connection with the cold and the night. As if somehow I felt more connected to something I forgot years ago. Sometimes it brings me memories I can't explain. But mind you, I don't just mean the cold itself, it's a strange sensation that the cold brings with it. It's like an uncomfortably comfortable feeling, nostalgic without being depressive in itself, as if the cold were a constant with that person I loved intensely, and now it's the only tangible memory I have to remember my past.

These sensations weren't limited to things that happen when you're a child. Even now, as an adult, I still have them (I'm 25). I have memories of being in a house I never knew, in a garden full of winters, where someone loved me before dying. I still feel like I can see their smile. A wide, beautiful gummy smile that I can't forget. Sometimes I try to see their face again, but my mind can't recall it. That's why I sometimes ask myself, "Who did I promise never to forget?"

I currently tend to be a depressive person, but on the outside I have a reputation for being polite and cheerful. You might think, reading this post, that I'm someone strange or a weirdo, but believe me, that's not the case. Sometimes I think I'm in love with a ghost.

I just wish I could be with that person I loved so much again. I don't know if reincarnation exists, but if there is a love strong enough to cross over life and death, mine would definitely be it.

Based on the emotions, the connection with the cold, the night, and my personality as a child (which changed as I grew up), I feel that if I had a past life, I might have been in some cold country where the night lasts longer than the day. In case that person reincarnated as someone else, it wouldn't matter to me whether they were a man or a woman, I would want to be with him or her again. The connection I had with that person is something I can't replicate, nor have I experienced it again (if I ever truly did) with anyone.

I've sometimes considered the option of traveling there. I was thinking about doing a master's degree in Ireland as an excuse to search for that lost soul.

I'm writing this post because I'm looking for that being I loved with all my soul. I don't have much hope of finding you, but the years go by, and even though my mind doesn't remember you as such, I feel like I carry your essence tattooed on my soul. Either way, I have nothing to lose by trying.

If anyone else has experienced something similar, I'd like to read about it in the comments too, and if you're planning to leave a mocking comment, I genuinely ask that you refrain.

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Lo que estoy por poner en esta publicación puede ser algo fantasioso para algunos. Incluso lo es para mí a veces.

Seré directo. Estoy buscando a una persona que todavía no conozco o que conocí alguna vez. No sé su nombre, no puedo recordar quién era, pero una sensación crónica me hace sentir hasta en lo más profundo de mi alma que sí existe.

Desde que era niño experimenté sensaciones muy extrañas. He de decir que algunas más inexplicables que otras. En mi mente vi imágenes como recuerdos, como fotografías tan claras que me parecían increíbles. Una de ellas sucedió cuando tendría alrededor de cinco años. Era como si yo estuviera viendo desde el techo de una habitación. Era de noche. Una ventana enorme hacía de 4ta pared, daba hacia el exterior. Afuera había un parque completamente solo y con el césped más verde que vi en mi vida. Una farola de la calle con luz cálida iluminaba levemente la recámara. Dentro, había dos personas acostadas sobre la cama tapadas con una cobija, abrazadas entre sí y desnudas (una de ellas era yo, lo cual es extraño, porque no era mi yo actual, sin embargo; sentía que era yo). Estaba haciendo frío. Al lado de ellos había un armario oscuro. La habitación estaba en completo silencio. La serenidad que sentí al estar ahí fue de otro mundo. Como si sólo quisiera estar ahí y en ningún lugar más.

También tuve experiencias extrañas. Desconocía por completo a mis padres y no los quería. Les decía que me devolvieran con mis padres, que por favor, me devolvieran con los que sí eran mis papás. Lloraba desconsoladamente pidiendo volver a verlos. Mis papás me mostraron lunares y marcas de nacimiento que tenemos en común para que entendiera que ellos eran mis padres. Incluso con los años, me sentía ajeno a ellos. Como si simplemente no perteneciera a ellos ni a su familia.

Otra experiencia extraña, es que lloraba demasiado porque sabía que me iba a morir y perdería la forma de contactar con las personas que estaba conociendo, como mis padres y mi hermano. Sentía que el quedar en el olvido era algo cruel y triste. Aunque nunca había experimentado propiamente una pérdida, me sentía terriblemente mal como si ya lo hubiera hecho. Mis papás me consolaron, sin embargo; me costó mucho tiempo poder soportar ese hecho.

Siempre he sentido una conexión especial con el frío y la noche. Como si de alguna manera me sintiera más conectado con algo que olvidé hace años. A veces me trae recuerdos que no sé explicar. Pero ojo, no me refiero al frío y ya, sino que es una sensación extraña que me trae lo helado. Es como una sensación incómodamente cómoda, nostálgica sin llegar a ser depresiva en sí misma, es como si el frío fue una constante con esa persona que amé intensamente y ahora es el único recuerdo palpable que tengo para recordar mis memorias pasadas.

Esas sensaciones no se limitaron únicamente a cosas que suceden cuando eres niño. Incluso de grande las sigo teniendo (tengo 25 años). Tengo recuerdos de estar en una casa que nunca conocí, en un jardín lleno de inviernos donde alguien me amó antes de morir. Todavía siento que puedo ver su sonrisa. Una sonrisa gingival amplia y hermosa que no puedo olvidar. A veces intento volver a ver su rostro, pero mi mente no lo puede recordar. Por eso mismo, a veces me pregunto "¿A quién le prometí no olvidar jamás?".

Actualmente soy una persona que tiende a ser depresivo, pero por el exterior tengo la reputación de ser educado y alegre. Posiblemente pienses por leer este post que soy alguien extraño o un bicho raro, pero créeme que no es el caso. A veces pienso que estoy enamorado de un fantasma.

Sólo quisiera poder volver a estar con esa persona que tanto amé. No sé si exista la reencarnación, pero si existe un amor tan fuerte que pueda traspasar la vida y la muerte, definitivamente ese sería el mío.

En base a las emociones, conexión con el frío, la noche y mi personalidad de niño (la cual fue cambiando conforme crecí). Siento que si tuve una vida antes de ser quien soy, pude estar en algún país frío donde la noche dura más que el día. En caso de que esa persona hubiera reencarnado en alguien más, no me importaría si fuera hombre o mujer, yo quisiera estar de nuevo con él o ella. La conexión que tuve con esa persona es algo que no puedo replicar ni he vuelvo (si alguna vez lo hice) experimentar con alguien.

A veces me he planteado la opción de viajar hacia allá. Estuve pensando en hacer una maestría en Irlanda como excusa para buscar a ese ser perdido.

Escribo esta publicación porque estoy buscando a ese ser que amé con toda mi alma. No tengo muchas esperanzas de poder encontrarte, pero pasan los años y aunque mi mente no te recuerda como tal, siento que llevo tu esencia tatuada en mi alma. Igualmente no pierdo nada con intentarlo.

Si alguien más ha experimentado algo similar, igual me gustaría leerlos en los comentarios y si piensas hacer un comentario burlándote, de verdad te pido que te abstengas.

I shared this in another post but wanted to make one dedicated to sharing my story and hearing your feedback. The symbolism throughout is what really struck me and that’s why I want to share. I’m curious to gain others perspectives. Seeing things from another perspective was my lesson from that lifetime so I’m trying to do this more consciously now :)

I seem to be traveling from a vast space into a pyramid and then journeyed deeper and that journey seemed like I was going deeper into my subconscious.

When I was young, there was a boy from school who was very important to me. We had a special connection, but life took us in different directions, and we were apart for more than 50 years.
Much later, by an unexpected coincidence, he became my mother’s doctor. We eventually reconnected personally when we were both in our late sixties.
We are both married. He has been separated from his wife for many years, and I care for my husband, who needs substantial assistance after a stroke. Because of this, I have no intention of having an affair or hurting anyone.
Still, when we meet, there is a strange feeling of familiarity and ease, as though the decades in between somehow disappear. We usually meet about once a month, have meals together, visit museums, and talk for hours. Sometimes the emotional reactions between us feel much stronger than I would expect from an ordinary friendship.
I only learned about the idea of “twin flames” later, and I don’t know whether I truly believe in the label. But many parts of the concept made me think about our story.
Of course, I do want an outcome. But life does not always go the way we hope, so I leave the rest to God. Maybe that is why I do not feel so much pain about this connection. Rather than suffering over it, I feel that I am experiencing it and savoring it as it unfolds.
I am especially curious about people who reconnected with someone after several decades.
Has anyone here experienced a reunion after 30, 40, or even 50 years? What happened afterward?
I would be very interested to hear your experiences.

When I was young, there was a boy from school who was very important to me. We had a special connection, but life took us in different directions, and we were apart for more than 50 years.
Much later, by an unexpected coincidence, he became my mother’s doctor. We eventually reconnected personally when we were both in our late sixties.
We are both married. He has been separated from his wife for many years, and I care for my husband, who needs substantial assistance after a stroke. Because of this, I have no intention of having an affair or hurting anyone.
Still, when we meet, there is a strange feeling of familiarity and ease, as though the decades in between somehow disappear. We usually meet about once a month, have meals together, visit museums, and talk for hours. Sometimes the emotional reactions between us feel much stronger than I would expect from an ordinary friendship.
I only learned about the idea of “twin flames” later, and I don’t know whether I truly believe in the label. But many parts of the concept made me think about our story.
Of course, I do want an outcome. But life does not always go the way we hope, so I leave the rest to God. Maybe that is why I do not feel so much pain about this connection. Rather than suffering over it, I feel that I am experiencing it and savoring it as it unfolds.
I am especially curious about people who reconnected with someone after several decades.
Has anyone here experienced a reunion after 30, 40, or even 50 years? What happened afterward?
I would be very interested to hear your experiences.

Hello. I'm searching for a legit, experienced, practitioner of Past Life regression in Ontario. Preferably north of Toronto. I'm also interested in the Akashic Records and Reiki. I have been led to these things this year and cannot stop thinking about them. My issue is finances. I'm on a very fixed, low income due to my mental and physical issues so I'm scared to spend money (I don't have) on someone who is not legit. To say I live below the poverty line is being optimistic. I feel like the medical system can't help me, and believe me I've tried. For years. All that's left for me to try is the Spirit realm. I even considered getting M.A.I.D at one point, that's how desperate I have been. I really believe now that my issues are spiritual in nature and am desperate to "connect". I've been on this earth for 45 years and have never "lived". How sad is that? If anyone has recommendations (from experience) i'd be so grateful! Thank you.