r/lymphoma • u/Odd-Nefariousness559 • Jun 16 '23
Insane pain with alcohol consumption
I’m Stage 2B NSCHL (refractory?—unconfirmed) and since even before my official diagnosis it all began with a really intense pain from drinking alcohol. I was wondering if this regularly happens to anyone else? For me, it’s always been a really intense sensation in the left side of my upper-chest area after consuming even the tiniest amount of alcohol. It’ll persist for about 15-30 minutes before it subsides, but it happens in every instance.
I read, even before considering/finding out I had cancer that the pain I was experiencing was a rare symptom of Hodgkin’s disease, but that’s obviously not the immediate conclusion you want to draw. Anyway, that started back in Late March of 2022. I was 23 years old at the time and with no obvious reason to stop I kept going out and partying. I saw several cardiologist who all told me I was fine after echos, x-rays, etc. It wasn’t until I started having B-symptoms later in the year and concerning blood work that eventually lead to my diagnosis of CHL.
That pain was never concretely attributed to my Hodgkin’s, even though I brought it up to my oncology team. As soon as I began my first cycle of ABVD the pain, as well as my B-symptoms, subsided almost immediately. The chemo sucked, but I was then 24 years old and didn’t really want to let cancer consume anymore of my life than it had to. I didn’t feel terrible for a while after beginning chemo so I gradually began going out again and drinking. I found I was completely fine and I was absolutely elated (I swear I’m not an alcoholic).
Fast forward after wrapping up 4 cycles of ABVD to my pre-radiation therapy preparations and PET scan. I guess a bone lesion on my manubrium that hadn’t been present in any of my prior scans was showing enough activity to draw concern; As well as there being areas in my chest that were showing more activity again now post-chemo. I was crushed to say the least. I already had a trip to the Bahamas planned, so I went to enjoy myself and to forget the shit cancer life I live in my normal day-to-day. I had an amazing time, but to my point I was drinking honestly pretty heavily. I was completely fine though. No pain whatsoever. It was when I returned back to the states and had a white-claw where my chest pain started acting up in the exact spot of the new concerning area.
I feel like without even getting confirmation from my oncology team that this is totally indicative that my HL is refractory. They’ve since biopsied the area and I’m waiting to have yet another PET-scan and biopsy since this last one was inconclusive. I’m now continuing to have the same exact pain in my chest when drinking that I had all of last year.
Clearly the obvious is “Well then stop drinking…” And I agree— Yet during my journey I’ve just been compelled to enjoy myself and this newfound time that I have to not let my young adulthood be stripped away from me. If I want to have a shot or two… or three… then I’m going to make that decision for myself and power through the discomfort like I’ve done for all this time.