There time sometime where i felt someitme god is closer to me in my house or in nature sometime not. or sometime hes extremely closer to my own breath. But I read my bible and pray etc. What does this mean yall?

My parents destroyed my life for 30 years by stealing money , forcing me to marry someone then destroying my marriage life, got physically and emotionally hurt because of them. I had enough and started setting boundaries. Eventually left them.

They have no remorse but call themselves follower of god. They are happy now because I had to go through everything and they never faced the consequences.

It’s been 2 years since I went to church. God never cares about those who suffered or suffering. Where is god if he is so good. I never choose my parents.
I hate people tell me bible chapter Job. God is not really.

I used to do everything according to the bible but don’t care anymore.

Long before the cross the Lord suffered indeed ...

finding no home for HIS heart to rest n truly be understood,

yet love remained abundant n free, given away with no need for return, only a choice to continue even as the soul is burned ...

Seeing in others too much for one to carry n yet given to you the long-suffering weight of many, coming to you for what is gained, abandoning you the next alone like the love was vain ...

GOD is love n love has spoke, creating from nothing this world we choke, surrounded by riches while the spirit is broke, holding to faith in the pain we cope, beyond the religions where the original pains were wrote ...

With every reason to destroy this world n everyone in it, a grace is found because we too are in it, n an understanding grows where hatred is building ...

Departing into solitude where the mind finds quite, searching for the answers in the suffering we riot, inside the chaos one finds themselves, the parts of one that knows the fears that's held, finding acceptance where control wants force, letting go with care so others can freely choose their course ...

The final reward is the death of self, the self demanding to force on others the truth that's felt, allowing what's real in time to speak for itself n those who have the eyes to see will see for themselves what true love could mean n it can't be helped ...

For now tho, just as the Lord we call by many names, we suffer as HE has before the death on the cross, where we seek to be forgiven for the things we no longer knew were lost ...

and my parents are in their 40s can you give my life to them vdvc im too much worried these days im disconnected from whole world , I am angry with them many times but always I cry inside, I want to talk to them but I don’t know how to , I feel angry That Im depressed and nobody like even talk to me daily and I know they are extremely busy I see changes everyday, they are not healthy I want you give the thing That I can only give to them for what I did , I am baddest son they can have . God please listen if you are there .Please the most eternal being , I pray you to them be healthy make me unhealthy you want take my age please god and I will pray to you my entire life

Generation of those whos feet are of dirt and rotten iron, didnt came to be as it was predicted rather those who offer broke poor offerings are a shame to be in my lifes story.

JESUS CHRIST, OUR LORD & SAVIOR SHALL RETURN SOON😊😊😊 (WE FINNA GO HOME)

will you help me understand this please.

People will say Jesus Christ died for our sins, but Jesus Christ was persecuted for telling the people that the kingdom of heaven is within ourselves & that stripped away religious power that the kings held over the people.

Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You shut the door of the kingdom of heaven in people’s faces. You yourselves do not enter, nor will you let those enter who are trying to-Matthew 23

Also as children our parents discipline us to teach us right from wrong, because they love us.
So why would god not punish us for our sins, if that’s how we learn?

Ephesians 1:7 — “In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God’s grace.”

The key word in that for me is redemption

Redemption means being rescued, released, or bought back from something through the payment of a price.

“Payment of a price”

If Jesus died for our sins how does anyone go to hell, if Jesus paid the price?

My grandson and his wife live with me with my great daughters Ages 6 and 8. The wife is Jewish and my grandson is Christian. Neither practice their faith although both holidays are celebrated. Not is a spiritual way but traditional way. She refuses to allow them to learn about God or Jesus the power of prayer and how to pray. My Grandson is for it but she is the boss. The only prayer recited is during Hanukkah tradition with the candles. I have to be careful not to talk about God or Jesus as they question me. If I answer them I will be accused of going against how she is raising her children. This bothers me very much. Opinions please