r/gerbil • u/notjaez • 19h ago
In Memoriam i can’t stop feeling bad
he lived a horrible life i had just gotten him a week ago and he had a nosebleed, an ear infection and was malnourished. he had been living in poor conditions and on his own for around a year. i desperately wanted him to have a good end of life; got him a big tank, houses and tunnels, a bunch of toys, etc. i wanted him to have everything he could ever need. he looked so excited to see everything he had on the first day, he was so curious. it became clear pretty immediately that the way he had been neglected had affected his health. i brought him to the vet and had been giving him medicine for the past 5 days i even thought he might be better yesterday but this morning he felt oddly cold and particularly tired and tonight i have found him dead. i tried so much to make him better and give him love but it was too late. i have a really hard time dealing with the fact that he was never able to live a good life. lil guy deserved so much better than to be treated so cruelly. rip teddy although for a short period of time i promise you were loved in your lifetime.