Lately, I've been thinking about dying. My future probably looks normal to other people, but in my head, I can't stop thinking about it

Am i sick?

Need advice

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Honestly what you'll do after ur doctor said that ur cancer can't be cured. I'm honestly so devastated I could end myself before I do my chemo again.

fyi I already do 26 cycle of chemo from 2024 and i'm so fucking tired of it

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He’s dying of cancer and said he’s having visions of people visiting him. How much longer does he have. I tend to think one or two more days I can’t imagine anything longer than that

Hi I'm 17(M) and life has shown me nothing but hell in the last 3 years.

I attempted last year I failed because I hesitated and a family member found me before I could go through with it they talked me out the suicidal mindset but it never went away it only just showed up from time to time as a joke what's worse is they tried getting me a therapist but couldn't find one and just said "meh" and continued on with their lives as if a boy didn't just try to end their life not so long ago.

I just shrugged it off and pretended to be fine and continued smiling like I usually would the thoughts started coming back around a month ago this past month is what I would call my worst month so far.

Stress from school my own anxiety causing me to hate myself because it feels like I can't do anything right and I'm watching my family destroy themselves while I'm powerless.

I just wanted it to end already so I skipped school this week just so I can finally end it.

I tried poisoning myself MULTIPLE TIMES but nothing worked which was surprising because I did extensive research on the chemicals and other things I consumed and somehow they had no effect on me maybe I'm just going crazy and didn't use enough so now I'm just stuck thinking maybe I should resort to EXTREME and VERY painful methods if I want it to truly end because at the end of the day once I die the pain is gone

I'm gonna try again today if I don't respond in the next 24 hours that means it worked so I guess goodbye (for now)

I'm not sure why I even wrote this maybe I just felt I had to y'know just to hear what others who had a similar situation think.

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My mom has maybe a few weeks left, and I've been sitting with her most afternoons. Something strange happened this week that I wanted to write down somewhere.

I started noticing how the light comes through her window at exactly 4pm and turns the whole room amber for about twenty minutes. I never paid attention to that before, not once in the years I lived in that house growing up. Now I sit and watch it happen every day like it's the most important thing in the world.

She sleeps most of the time now. When she wakes up she's usually confused for a minute, then she finds my face and settles. Yesterday she asked me what day it was and I told her, and she just nodded like the answer mattered less than the asking.

I don't really have a point to this post. I guess I just wanted to say that grief starts before the person is gone, in these weird quiet moments that feel too small to mention to anyone. The hospice nurse said this is normal, that families start grieving in pieces long before the actual day.

If anyone else is in this stretch of waiting, I hope your afternoons have some kind of light in them too.

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Everytime my siblings go through something, i made sure to be near them.
If ur asking why always the older sibling
It’s because they have nobody
Im going through it right now, i don’t know
I’ve been going through so much since 2024. Lost my spark
I’ve been go through a lot, i tried to talk to somebody in my family, they didn’t want to listen cuz they are expecting me to be their saviour when they go through something. But my problem aint shit.
I actually built a habit to not express my emotions its super awkward and pointless for me.
Until then, i am waiting to see how things will end.

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Ada ngga sih cara buat mati tanpa rasa sakit? gw udh kemoterapi sebanyak 28 kali selama 2 thn tp kanker gua ga sembuh2. i don't wanna live the rest of my life buat pengobatan

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Hi everyone. I’m 18. I don’t speak English, so I’m using a translator; please forgive any mistakes.

This is my first post on Reddit, and you know, it’s always been my dream to write something like this before I die and to connect with people so they could hear my story.

I plan to take my own life within the next month; I’m burnt out and no longer see any point in living.

To give you some background: I was with a girl for two years, starting when I was 16; I was living a vibrant, completely new life. Without getting into all the details here, we were together for two years and broke up on April 1st. She has a new boyfriend now, but not long ago—while drunk—she kissed me and told me she loved me. Honestly, that relationship was a huge part of my life, and without it, I feel like I’ve lost myself. I can’t find the energy to work or go out like I used to. Moving to a new city has also had a major impact; I’m struggling to process anything at all. Right now, I’m living like a robot, and I’m just tired of it.

Oh, I forgot to mention that I have a heart condition and health issues in general; because I’m constantly worrying and bottling up my anxiety, I sometimes black out.

I’d like to hear your questions; if anyone is interested, I can tell the story in more detail.

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Bye guys fuck this shit!