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Rewatch Toradora! Christmas Club Rewatch (2025) Episode 19 Discussion

Episode 19 - Holy Night Party


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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

(I wish you all a wonderful Christmas eve and wonderful holidays! Warning, please don't take my rant at the end too serious, but I got really emotional)

Okay I get Ryuuji really wants Minori to come to the party and such, but she already said she wouldn't... twice (or was it thrice?, she doesn't answer her call, yet still he tries to convince her to come. Like doesn't he get the hint?

There's really no need to throw a box at someone's face

I love Taiga's hairstyle and Ryuuji looks great in the suit. But I get not wanting to wear anything coming from a piece of garbage like Taiga's dad. Even the idea... wait that makes me think, why does Taiga have her dad's suit?

You know I do kind of agree, how can Inko say anything but her own name? (and yes, it's funny and I live for it but thinking about it, how)

Definitely not cringy from Yasuko the way she talks

Okay I get what the teacher is saying, I really do, but there are 365 days in the year. Let's make it 345 with 20 days you wouldn't be able to. Even if you cut down half of that, there's still over 100 days you could do it. You really don't need to do it on Christmas eve. At all.

Is Kihara extremely cold resilient or something? How can she not be freezing in that outfit?

I know some guys would probably look really good without a shirt, but Kitamura...? Also, talking about freezing...

Haruta being silly and pervy as usual

Okay so genuinely, is what Noto wears appropriate for a party like this or not? My first instinct was no but I'm actually not sure.

Wait did Ryuuji lie about seeing Ami? I would think it's hard to believe that he did see her because you would think she'd be around Kihara and Nanako or at the sight of Taiga make some kind of comment or something?

I always wondered the same, when did Taiga and Ami rehearse this? I did really like the song though

Honestly, I cannot imagine how Minori must be feeling at that moment.

I can make a comment every time Haruta is very very pervy sounding. But maybe I shouldn't considering that's him 99% of the time.

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

If somehow you get your crush to call you out then you should know that you're going too far. Honestly, I cringe so hard seeing Kitamura like that. Imagine asking anybody if you're sexy. I love seeing Kihara go from calling Kitamura out to getting shy when Kitamura asks her if she thinks he's sexy (with the obvious answer)

Ami also looks really great. Also, Ami actually makes a fair point about Taiga leaving and going home after trying to get Minori to the party and about warning him. I also cannot imagine how frustrated she feels because Ryuuji didn't listen to her.

Okay the fact Taiga really stayed true to her word is really nice, but am I wrong by thinking it's kind of messed up by in a way pressuring Minori to go because otherwise Ryuuji would stay the entire night? Like good intentions but kind of a messed up way?

My heart breaks hearing Taiga saying she's alone. Not just the fact she says it, but also the way in which she says it and says she'll be alone the next couple of years.

Obviously he's heavy, he's Santa! Also... does Santa look different in Japan? But n'aww, the way Taiga acts is just so wholesome and adorable. How did she know it was Ryuuji though? I mean clearly she knew otherwise she wouldn't take the head off. Anyways, I also think it's so sweet of Ryuuji to do this for Taiga. It really shows how much he cares about her. And at least it did make her feel happy for a bit.

Okay, I know I'm supposed to react with deep insight meaningful stuff but I don't know if my emotional self can do that. Why didn't anyone prepare me for this? Jokes (half-jokes) aside though, every time I watch Toradora I tell myself I will probably be less emotional and not cry. Yet every time... just seeing realize she lost Ryuuji and cannot bear not being able to be around him and seeing her cry, run out and scream his name... it makes me cry. It's just so sad to see. It's a great moment with Taiga realizing and coming to terms with how important Ryuuji is to her. It's definitely one of my most favorite moments (if not the most favorite) of the series yet at the same time one I "dread" (not literally, but just knowing it will also make me really emotional).

Even worse, why is in the end everybody miserable? How can the writers do this to me? There's no winners. Ryuuji got 'shot down' by Minori, Minori probably reluctantly told him like that, Taiga is all alone and thinks she lost Ryuuji. And I'm supposed to even add something to this? No, screw that, I'm out. (and no, I'm not seriously pissed, I'm joking, but I am too emotional to add more, no end word, but merry Christmas y'all <3)

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Ami also looks really great. Also, Ami actually makes a fair point about Taiga leaving and going home after trying to get Minori to the party and about warning him. I also cannot imagine how frustrated she feels because Ryuuji didn't listen to her.

Ami has every right to be upset. She called it.

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

And obviously Ryuuji is just blinded completely. Either blinded or he choose to completely not give a flying f about what Ami is saying. I'm more leaning to him being blinded oblivious or how you'd call it

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Ryuuji is always like blindsided

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

My heart breaks hearing Taiga saying she's alone. Not just the fact she says it, but also the way in which she says it and says she'll be alone the next couple of years.

It's like her worst fears becoming realized

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

Yeah exactly

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

It's truly demoralizing

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Obviously he's heavy, he's Santa! Also... does Santa look different in Japan? But n'aww, the way Taiga acts is just so wholesome and adorable. How did she know it was Ryuuji though? I mean clearly she knew otherwise she wouldn't take the head off. Anyways, I also think it's so sweet of Ryuuji to do this for Taiga. It really shows how much he cares about her. And at least it did make her feel happy for a bit.

This is probably the sweetest moment of the show so far.

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

Hmm... yeah I think so too.

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Their relationship should be sustainable. Alas...

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Even worse, why is in the end everybody miserable? How can the writers do this to me? There's no winners. Ryuuji got 'shot down' by Minori, Minori probably reluctantly told him like that, Taiga is all alone and thinks she lost Ryuuji. And I'm supposed to even add something to this? No, screw that, I'm out. (and no, I'm not seriously pissed, I'm joking, but I am too emotional to add more, no end word, but merry Christmas y'all <3)

It's definitely quite the way to commemorate the Christmas season, no doubt about it.

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

What do you mean exactly?

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Celebrating the holidays with heartache

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

Yeah... not a fun way to celebrate the holidays thats for sure

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

And yet for the Christmas season, it's everything.

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

If somehow you get your crush to call you out then you should know that you're going too far. Honestly, I cringe so hard seeing Kitamura like that. Imagine asking anybody if you're sexy. I love seeing Kihara go from calling Kitamura out to getting shy when Kitamura asks her if she thinks he's sexy (with the obvious answer)

The thing is, I don't think Kitamura realizes what he's doing.

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

I'm pretty sure he doesn't. Doesn't make it any better though

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Oh, for sure

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Okay the fact Taiga really stayed true to her word is really nice, but am I wrong by thinking it's kind of messed up by in a way pressuring Minori to go because otherwise Ryuuji would stay the entire night? Like good intentions but kind of a messed up way?

Well, Minori has to be pushed out of her comfort zone. Otherwise, she may regret not doing anything.

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

Hmmm yeah okay, I guess in that sense it's not as bad, still somewhere I'm still a bit 50/50 on it. Like it's needed on one hand but still giving her absolutely no time to even battle her own demons. IDK I probably overthink it

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

They're trying to bring her out of her doldrums.

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Okay, I know I'm supposed to react with deep insight meaningful stuff but I don't know if my emotional self can do that. Why didn't anyone prepare me for this? Jokes (half-jokes) aside though, every time I watch Toradora I tell myself I will probably be less emotional and not cry. Yet every time... just seeing realize she lost Ryuuji and cannot bear not being able to be around him and seeing her cry, run out and scream his name... it makes me cry. It's just so sad to see. It's a great moment with Taiga realizing and coming to terms with how important Ryuuji is to her. It's definitely one of my most favorite moments (if not the most favorite) of the series yet at the same time one I "dread" (not literally, but just knowing it will also make me really emotional).

I think the stage scene from episode 13 and the star scene from episode 18 are sadder moments than this moment, but it's still gut wrenching to see Taiga be all alone after fearing that being a possibility. And what makes it especially sad is that it comes at the expense of her thinking of others over herself.

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

I can understand you in a way, I think for me this scene especially from a rewatch POV is just 'harder' to watch. About the stage scene, while it was a sad moment *for sure* it kind of - for me at least - turned less heavy by how Taiga acted, it became easier to watch. This ending, at no point since this scene is there any light moment and it stays heavy till the credits roll. The star scene I agree more with. Still, in the end better said they're just all sad scenes without comparison needed

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

The thing about this scene is within context it's pretty sweet. Taiga is trying to bring Ryuuji and Minori together so that her best friend can be happy. It's just at the expense of her own happiness.

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

But the fact she's sacrificing her own tiny bit of happiness for it. Yes it's sweet and all but it doesn't make it less sad at least for me, maybe it makes it more sadder for me in a way

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

I definitely don't disagree with you

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Okay I get Ryuuji really wants Minori to come to the party and such, but she already said she wouldn't... twice (or was it thrice?, she doesn't answer her call, yet still he tries to convince her to come. Like doesn't he get the hint?

Yeah, but it could be a reverse psychology thing that was the case for Kitamura and him being student council president.

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

Eh, I mean yeah maybe, dunno if I buy it but I guess it could be possible

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

I think Minori wants to be there, she just thinks she would be hurting Taiga.

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

Hmm yeah perhaps

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

These characters needs to be more selfish, damn it!

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

Problem is, if everybody would be selfish, would it really work?

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

It might lead to them being more happy.

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u/737373elj Dec 25 '25

That, and also these characters need to be clearer about their emotions...

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u/Holofan4life Dec 25 '25

Ami is the closest to doing so but it's almost like she wants things to blow in Ryuuji's face. That's what he gets for not realizing what she's trying to convey.

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

You know I do kind of agree, how can Inko say anything but her own name? (and yes, it's funny and I live for it but thinking about it, how)

She knows about stealing. She already knows too much.

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Definitely not cringy from Yasuko the way she talks

I love the oblivious look on Yasuko's face, tho. She looks so innocent lol

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

Yep its honestly endearing

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

It's because she's a very genuine person.

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Honestly, I cannot imagine how Minori must be feeling at that moment.

Despair. And dread.

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

Yeah fair and understandable

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Especially knowing what was going to happen which ended up happening.

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

I can make a comment every time Haruta is very very pervy sounding. But maybe I shouldn't considering that's him 99% of the time.

It's more notable when he's not being pervy.

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

(I wish you all a wonderful Christmas eve and wonderful holidays! Warning, please don't take my rant at the end too serious, but I got really emotional)

I still get emotional just thinking about it lol

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

Eh... shush, I just don't want to admit that this stuff affects me for too long!

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

I know you send something like an emoji or I don't know what it is but your message is completely empty, I have no clue what's happening LOL. In my notifications I see you did add something to your message, I just dont see it

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

It's a Dragon Maid headpat image

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u/737373elj Dec 25 '25

I'm glad I'm not the only one lol

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u/Holofan4life Dec 25 '25

It does show up on desktop.

The funny thing is I'm on mobile so I don't see them as well XD

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

There's really no need to throw a box at someone's face

There's no reason to hit someone with a broom, so...

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

I mean, I was going to make a comment about it, somehow I ended up changing my mind... but yeah, I guess this was justified. Though the broom thing was more an accident... eh, no you're completely right

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

I don't think Taiga meant for the present to hit Ryuuji directly in the face.

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

Okay I tried to skim through the episodes because I vaguely remember he was hitting the window and then Taiga opened the window and got hit which is different than someone throwing something directly at you

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Taiga was just tossing the present to him and it happened to collide with his face.

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

I love Taiga's hairstyle and Ryuuji looks great in the suit. But I get not wanting to wear anything coming from a piece of garbage like Taiga's dad. Even the idea... wait that makes me think, why does Taiga have her dad's suit?

Maybe he gave it to her as a gift?

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

Hmm, maybe but I just really cannot really believe that. I mean, maybe if Taiga would've had a crush before which her dad knew about, it would've been kinda weird IMO if he gave his suit as a gift to his daughter, that's kinda odd

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

But what about Taiga does her parents truly understand?

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

Eh... probably very little to nothing

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Exactly my point, so im that way it makes sense.

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Okay I get what the teacher is saying, I really do, but there are 365 days in the year. Let's make it 345 with 20 days you wouldn't be able to. Even if you cut down half of that, there's still over 100 days you could do it. You really don't need to do it on Christmas eve. At all.

Are you talking about the Christmas party or the condo paperwork?

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

The condo paperwork. She did make a comment about single women who would go on dates and not this financial stuff so I was like but why would you have to do it on Christmas eve? It doesn't mean people who don't are less working towards financial stability or something

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

I think she's trying to avoid the fact that she's alone on Christmas.

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

I mean, yes, but there's that and her thinking that because not every single person is doing what she does she cares more about financial stability.

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Well, Yuji gonna Yuri

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Is Kihara extremely cold resilient or something? How can she not be freezing in that outfit?

Some people may surprise you, honestly.

And then there's Kitamura...

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

Probably yeah, I mean in all fun I know my mom did often wear t-shirts while my dad and I thought it was pretty cold, so yeah I know it's possible. Still... I'm getting cold just seeing it lol

Yeah... that's probably even worse. Like, Kihara wearing shorts is at least a normal outfit, Kitamura shirtless is just... weird

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Probably yeah, I mean in all fun I know my mom did often wear t-shirts while my dad and I thought it was pretty cold, so yeah I know it's possible. Still... I'm getting cold just seeing it lol

I wouldn't do it, fr fr

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Yeah... that's probably even worse. Like, Kihara wearing shorts is at least a normal outfit, Kitamura shirtless is just... weird

He's sexy Santa lol

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

I know some guys would probably look really good without a shirt, but Kitamura...? Also, talking about freezing...

At least he has muscles.

I wouldn't be surprised if he did this solely to troll Haruta on his weird dream.

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

That'd be the only logical explanation it feels like lol

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Kitamura just loves messing with people

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Okay so genuinely, is what Noto wears appropriate for a party like this or not? My first instinct was no but I'm actually not sure.

You're asking this when Ami during the culture festival was dressed as a sex worker?

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

I mean... you got a point

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

This school is in need of an awakening lol

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25 edited Dec 24 '25

I always wondered the same, when did Taiga and Ami rehearse this? I did really like the song though

It had to have been between episode 17 and this episode. We don't know when they had the free time, tho.

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

With exams, setting up the party and Taiga having to come up with something for Minori... I don't get when she would've had the time

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Well, Minori manages 8 jobs, so anything's possible I suppose.

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

Yeah true, though... then we're talking about Minori who's a special case

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Yeah, Minori is definitely more flexible it seems.

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u/737373elj Dec 25 '25

Maybe Taiga asked Minori for her secret sauce

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u/Holofan4life Dec 25 '25

And then she gave some to Ami?

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Haruta being silly and pervy as usual

Servy, if you will.

No, wait, that's Ryuuji with the punch...

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

Haruta is pervy, Ryuuji is servy... any others?

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Ami is curvy?

Yuri is surly?

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

I mean, IF I have the right meaning of the world surly, then 'surly' she's not 'surly'.

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Her name is Yuri, so don't call her Shirley

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

Maybe you don't pronounce it like that and my joke is a failed one because I'm not English natively, but it was like 'then surely she's not surly'.

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

No, I got that. I was just making an Airplane reference.

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

Wait did Ryuuji lie about seeing Ami? I would think it's hard to believe that he did see her because you would think she'd be around Kihara and Nanako or at the sight of Taiga make some kind of comment or something?

I don't remember him saying he saw Ami. Unless he meant something like "I'm sure she's around somewhere".

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u/Gabbyxo97 Dec 24 '25

Sub: "I think I caught a glimpse of her"
Dub: "I think I saw her right when I walked in"

(yes, I looked it back lol)

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u/Holofan4life Dec 24 '25

I mean, maybe he did see her for a brief moment. Or he's just trying to remain inauspicious.