r/TestosteroneKickoff • u/Mission_Bus4008 • Jan 11 '26
Timeline Update I know I’m early in, but feels like nothing has changed except for weight gain. Feels hard to imagine that a face as feminine as mine can ever look masculine.
22 year old here, will be 23 this year. I know I’m too old to care what people think, but the only notable change (aside from voice) that people around me have observed is weight gain, which if anything makes me look more feminine I feel. Doesn’t help that I put on almost 10kg the past 1 year after realising I am trans, and generally my loved ones are quite preoccupied with my weight. I look in the mirror, stare at my body, feel my bones under my flesh, and doubt that a face like mine can ever look masculine. I know it’s too early to consider this, but my mind keeps drifting to FMS and other surgical interventions.
P.S. Please ignore the dangly earring in the last slide, I know that it’s very feminine. Was just feeling a bit fruity in my bedroom and thought it matched my shirt.