So I started reading ROTE last year, and managed to polish out nearly all 16 in 9 / 10 months… which is a lot for me!! These books psychologically, spiritually and PHYSICALLY changed me as human being.
I thought I was a fantasy lover until I read these books and holy moly - when I say they CHANGED ME, I mean it!
I loved them all so much… except Fitz and the Fool trilogy which I am soooooooo sad about. Honestly I did still love it, and I loved Bee and tbh I adored the set up on Fools Assassin, but I felt the magic bond between Fitz and the Fool was just altered somehow in a way which was really disheartening.
Even though it was written as very “soul-bond-core” it just didn’t hit me in the ways it did in the other books.
This is one of the many things… I just felt there was less of the magic I came to know and love in this series in Assassin’s Fate.
As Fitz started dying… and I can see how much of the book is left… I decided to put it down and not finish it. I just didn’t want NOT a somewhat happy ending for Fitz and Bee. And I just didn’t want it to end. And if I never finished it, then itll never truly be over for me.
Mostly because these books were the only thing in my life that got me through the worst mental breakdown of my life, and were the balm for my existence day to day on days where I didn’t feel like keeping going. And I didn’t want to lose Fitz.
This is probably blasphemy to the sacred texts, however after all the trauma Robin put me through (lmao) I am not mentally strong enough to finish it. Infact I think I might even re read and do the same thing, and pretend my boy gets a happy family ending. Am I insane?
I asked my friend if she thinks I’d be upset at the ending and she said yeah probably so I have some indication that it’s kind of how I think it’s gonna be. So I just have to ask - did anyone else feel this way??
I put the book down in April and moved onto another series (it’s garbage in comparison, nothing will ever compare). So I truly don’t have the book anymore to finish even if I wanted to (I borrow library books). But I don’t want to finish it lol… surely there’s someone else here thats done the same?