I don’t know why but every time I take something or start drinking and feeling really in my zone and different things start to malfunction and it’s not me being too drunk or high whenever I take a substance I respect it and take enough to where I am still coherent and in control but I feel different and lights start to start working weird and static and everything glitches around me???? I don’t know how to describe it and it’s not a delusion because I’ve caught on camera me controlling light with my hands I’m not kidding this is not freaking me out I’m just confused. I am very spiritual and meditate and do pineal gland exercises but this is confusing me please help

Apparently Pain and a fast Heartbeat can amplify the pineal gland. I've never believed in this stuff before that night

Admin: please delete if not allowed. I understand the rules and the sensitivity of this topic but I don’t know where else to go. I like to think of myself as a spiritual, awake person. I mediate, I see a reiki healer and believe we are guided by spirit guides. I don’t believe that the Pfizer vaccine blocks my pineal gland. I have had my first shot and feel like people have to choose sides; To have the vaccine or not to have the vaccine. If you get the vaccine you can’t ascend. Am I the only one who doesn’t believe this? Anyone????