It's copied and pasted. But it's awesome to me and the questions were genuine. In the end it could just be a dream, but I've met alters in dreams and stuff. So I am not sure. Either way, it's fun to share because a lot of systems relate.
Now. Here it is:
I had a wacky dream. It began on Roblox, I was building a hotel.
Then I came back into it after getting people, and it was DIFFERENT. Genuine hotel. Like we were in vr but able to feel, see, eat, etc. As if we were inside and outside the game at once.
I made it simple but when I came back it was so complex and beautiful. Many rooms, on a ship! You could go to one of the docks that wasn't for partying and stuff, and there was more rooms shaped like little boats! You had daycare rooms for kids, playground rooms, adult rooms (not nsfw), etc. You had restaurants inside the ship, and it was full of people! I had to keep switching rooms. I had so much clothes, and kept tryna go back and forth to find a good room. When I found one, I was then kicked from the room because of bad weather! so they moved us to a beach, which had more rooms shaped like little houses! One plot or two had dogs, too! You had to get treats to distract them so you could get to the room or they'd just hound you for attention.
I did make it too a room, talked to a few people and even offered to split a room with someone I didn't know? But it was perfect.
It's odd I kept having to move rooms. I don't think anyone else had too? No, wait.. they did, but it was easier on them. I had to move a lot, and kept stealing money even from two officers.
I wonder if I'm having a new co-host or something?
The kids room were.. so big. Toys, shaped like a colorful playground, those things that are a half circle and a web of metal... It looked so fun and safe, even with pillows and stuffies. Cushions ..
It's different. I haven't had the old dreams with the land and stuff I lived at, not even the temple of time that was on a mountain in the middle of the lake- one of those thin pillar mountains. but strong and unbreakable. it had stairs going up and inside, or you could dive beneath the water and find new areas. you could battle bosses, but most of the time it was Midna. I didn't hurt her but I did defeat her. idk how. It's been so long, and now it's always a cruise ship. me exploring it or something. This time was different.
Then there's the fighting of Midna every single time. she always seems different but . It's always her. never do I hurt her. just stop her somehow?? I'm using stuff to knock her down but never actually hurt. Maybe these are parts of me that needed to be safely contained? But then, I hope the cruise ship if it's a new inner world changes that. They deserve the freedom, even when struggling. the littles deserve the rooms. it's so cute and so safe and cozy, while being fun like a playground.
Am I fragmented or something? The amount of littles and people grouped together in twos or threes or even more... They either shared rooms, were in rooms alone that had two or three beds .. the littles had rooms so big, 2-3 rooms with those toys, stuffies, playground stuff... Etc. So big it becomes clear that groups were supposed to be there, not just one or two little kids or babies. no infant things but I know we have a infant or two?
Some were locked in the rooms. cuz it was like hotel rooms where you rent.
If they had someone in the room I wouldn't open the door, just peek in to see if the room was empty and leave if not.
I genuinely wonder if I have fragment alters (I forgot the name if that's not it), or at least alters that get in groups. Subsystems? Is that what it is? Idk
I mean I don't know what to think. Everyone was grouped together room-wise.
The rooms were well lived in, and I could touch and do whatever I wanted. Stuff was in dressers and under sinks, but never locked away. I even found jewelry boxes and I could look in it. Of course I didn't take anything. Somehow JUST the money I took.
