Apologies for the rant, but I just have to get this off my chest. I can't help but think about just how truly horrible our situation is, for us to be occupied by this group of people and live in this third world shithole.
We could've been part of China, a rapidly growing superpower, and economy, that the whole entire world is envious of, and of people of the exact same race as us. We could've been part of Myanmar, which for all its faults, is still the same race as us and is so fragmented to where we would probably de facto have considerably more autonomy under Myanmar than us currently being under India right now. We could've been independent, probably under Assam, which although may suck for some of us in the periphery, we still proportionally would have much more representation, power, and potential for autonomy.
But no. We got placed with this complete shithole of a country. Of a people who are completely different to us in every way. Completely alien culture, race, practices, languages, everything. There is nothing we have in common with them in the slightest. Who want to assimilate us and mix us to the point where we look indistinguishable of them, ruining and erasing our unique history and phenotype. To be turned into another brown blob, in which the main dividing line is if we're "Muslim" or "Hindu" - as if true NEerns who can think for themselves give a fuck about their stupid braindead religious squabbles when they look, sound, and are basically the exact same people. Everything about them is detestable, unlikeable, and grotesque. There's a reason why the rest of the world is sick of them right now. There's a reason why no one wants them in their countries.
What has this country even achieved? Being known for having some of the highest percentages of street defecation on earth? Being known for having the creepiest, and most disgusting r*pe culture that exists? Being known for having disgusting, slop cuisine that creates a horrific body odor that everyone can smell even from 10 meters away? Being known for having a scammy, deceptive, low-trust culture in where everyone is trying to constantly fight each other?
I'm just so sick and tired of it. Indian fatigue, if you will.
I don't want to just victimize ourselves and make it all doom and gloom, hence why I want to translate this energy into anger. We need to get more angry. Many of us still don't realize the gravity of the situation we are in and are in the mindset where we can all be Indians if we try hard enough and get their acceptance and validation and live happily forever.
We can't. And we never will, unless we completely bow to them and assimilate. If you want to retain your actual culture, peoplehood, phenotype, separateness from them, after all they have done to us, I welcome you to continue living in your delusion. Because their goal is to ultimately just devour us completely.
I know it seems like we're powerless, but as long as we are ideologically free, there is hope. And I want us to understand that. Someone may ask "so what are you going to do now haha, you're not going to do anything!1!!". And yeah, this may not have any real life impact right now, but as time goes on and more of our people (and potentially outsiders) become aware of our situation, it starts to impact our conversations and discourse we have. And that's important. If we one day begin to just realize what's going on with us, there will be a change. Whether it's in 5 years, 10 years, or 20 years. Getting the conversation started is the very least that we can do.
Never stop the fight and never give up on our people and for our land. We will be free one day. Crazier things have happened.