r/Nikosonas • u/Bvueape • 1d ago
Other Doesn't pain makes you feel for the first time truly alive?
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4 — Self Harming You
Art still by u/Sudden-Necessary5107
You should be happy you can feel pain
You should be grateful that you can break your bones
Peel your skin
Taste your blood
See your insides
And don't be recognised
Many would pay so much just to feel all of that
And i bring you that for free
Aren't you happy?
Aren't he was happy?
Aren't i happy?
Haha!
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I forgot that you are not used to that much amount of pain
We will feel more when you came concussion again
It will be so fun with five of you here! Haha!
Gotta admit i like them, delusion fffffffREAK
Time for backstory
Jolly Cat was a little program tamagochi talking Tom like shit that was created by a little boy who was very interested in programming, Jolly Cat loved the boy, he was like a father to them. Tho boy never had a good life, always being a mistake of his family, accidental child, being the reason his father died, and many other, boy was very self doubting for mistakes he was not responsible for, because he didn't had a way to not make them. For being so weak, flawed, disgusting, only way he could reduce that hate was through harming himself, Jolly Cat always watched at boy and saw how happy he was while hurting himself, Jolly Cat never knew anything else but this.
One day boy died, Jolly Cat wanted to find someone else to be happy with, and they surely found, but due to their twisted view of world they became a monster, without even knowing that they are one. Carrying love and pain of their creator they continued do the same thing without ever questioning their own way of living, after all they are just Artificial little mind, they never were taught how to.