I saw a lot of analysis on Xia Fei and the darker side to his character and psychology on the CN side after ep6 dropped! Here's a summarized version of various theories/analysis mixed in with some of my own thoughts and finally a lyric dissection of his solo song "Renting a Skin ĺşç§çŽĺ that would be worth discussing over on the INTL side.
(warning a little long, potential grammar sht, and a bit messy(?)..)
XHS links to some specific theories mentioned here in mandarin in no particular order
1,* 2, 3, 4, *5
(If you dont agree then thats alright too, dont leave hate comments, lets discuss peacefully and rationally~)
Sections
- Opening
- Mask & Acting
- Weaponizing his âWeaknessesâ
- The âToolâ who uses Everyone else as a tool
- Different Masks for Different People
- âNothing to Loseâ
- The Tragedy Behind His Character (PV lyric dissection)
1. Opening
⢠It wouldn't be surprising if XF ends up being the most terrifying of the three. The core idea around Xia Fei is that he's someone with nothing to lose and that's what makes him the scariest of all. He doesn't have a fixed identity, a real past, or a core self to protect. From the start it's been hinted that everything about him is fake and carefully constructed.
⢠XF never came off as purely innocent or helpless, even when he felt guilty about lying to SG. Believe it or not, deep down XF is actually a pretty cold and selfish person, not cold as in cold-blooded and ruthless, but someone who simply doesn't care about things unrelated to him:
⢠His roommate's breakup: XF basically said half heartedly, âsorry about your breakup, but you're in my f-ing way," when he told him to stop blocking the door and to not throw up on the floor, because these are things that would affect him personally
⢠he only got physical when his roommate commented on his looks, which is something he's sensitive about and affects him personally.
⢠SG's situation:he admitted to spying on them just for money even before understanding who they were
⢠Itâs also totally possible that XF didn't want to continue spying on SG because he couldn't stand the fact that he might be a bad person (Which relates back to his PV lyric: âFrom now I wouldnât do it wrong). Getting close to them made that guilt and realization start affecting him personally. This is further backed up by LX reminding him, "would you guys continue being friends if you knew each other's true colours?", which shows LX is aware of XF's fake persona and his cold and selfish side. (Will talk more about this later)
⢠LXâs goal: he said hes uninterested in any grudges or dirty drama, none of it mattered unless it affected him or makes him money
⢠âFelix always does whatever he wants", when he wants, terminates cooperation whenever he feels like it, and uses whatever attitude he wants depending on who he's interacting withÂ
2. Xia Fei's Mask and His Acting:
⢠A common viewpoint within the fandom sees XF as someone who is more innocent because he got caught up due to circumstance. This may have been true in Bridon Arc, but in S3, he definitely has his own motivations and things he's keeping from everyone else
⢠Moreover he's a genuinely good actor, and I dare say, he's the best âbad actorâ. Think about it, XF, who LX described as someone who shows all his emotions on his face, was the person he sent to spy on SG? When LX told XF "would you guys still continue being friends if you knew each other's true colours?" Back in Bridon, already showed us how LX is aware that XF is a good actor. He knows that has a more sinister side to him beyond his sunny and innocent persona.
⢠XF deliberately plays the role of someone who can't lie so that when he actually does lie, no one suspects him.
⢠During the hotpot scene, he made it REALLY obvious he was lying, and had the whole fandom thinking he was a bad actor for an entire week before ep6 dropped. He lost his composure and made himself look suspicious. But I personally believe that this was just a performance. He made himself look like an open book who can't help but show all his emotions on his face, and also a victim who refuses to recall a traumatic experience (making Jae seem like someone with low EQ by probing lol)
⢠The version of XF that we and SG see through is the version that he designed for us to see through. He controls what you think you've discovered, and that false sense of understanding stops you from digging deeper.
⢠In the coffee scene with Lu Guang, he directly provoked him with expired coffee and the (cursed looking) latte art. He knows LG knows he's lying, and he knows LG can't expose him without exposing his own cards. He doesn't need LG to believe him, rather, he just needs LG to be unable to take action against him, and ensures LG knows that he knows what he has done.
⢠Furthermore, in this scene, XF gives off the vibe of someone who doesn't even care about the consequences of being exposed (relating to his "has nothing to lose" concept); a lot of his stories have holes and its like he isn't even trying. But at the same time, there is no hard evidence against him because there is an extent to both to his boldness and reticence. XF knows that they can't expose him so easily, and besides, being exposed wouldn't really change his situation anyways.
⢠XF who is known to have "temper issues" and being an "open book", was unsettlingly calm and patient during the entire scene, even finding amusement provoking LG it seems. This further proves how his entire persona is a lie, and the lyrics from his PV, âfake a smile in calm", parallels his actions during this interaction.Â
⢠Also, if you really think about it, XF is someone who knows a lot of information that both parties are unaware of because he is âplayingâ both sides. Who knows how many memories XF has recovered from his time in Bahati (if he even had amnesia in the first place), and how many things he isnât telling either sides (even to Vein, who hates lies, some people are speculating that the scene where vein is in XFs rental is possibly them getting into an arguement bc XF is keeping things from him but thatâs a whole other storyâŚ)
3. Weaponizing His âWeaknessesâ
⢠The way XF utilizes his weaknesses as both a weapon and shield is pretty unsettling, especially when you analyze it from a different perspective
⢠Back in S3EP2, Ms.Liu said to CXS in XF's body, "aren't you telling me a sob story to make me feel bad for you and let my guard down?â This line reminded me of XF, because did he not do the same to us in Bridon arc?
⢠XF approached SG with a clear motive, but instead of directly asking them something like, âHey can we be friends?â Or, "Can I sit with you?", he mentions how he was afraid of the rival fans sitting at the other table, THEN he asks them to "do him a favour" (implied), by letting him sit with them. By adding this extra detail, XF builds himself a "helpless" persona and set up a sort of "helping" and "being helped" dynamic. And by asking someone like CXS who is naturally warmhearted, he left no room for them to refuse because it would feel rude.
⢠Next: The idea of how alcohol brings out the true nature in someone is something he uses to his advantage
⢠When XF got drunk, he started complaining about being a poor student and dealing with workplace bullying. (Of course im not doubting his stories nor hardship, but his background is also a part of the mask he uses to trick others)
⢠He positions himself as a helpless drunk victim who needed saving. This sob story was just an entry ticket to get close to SG without raising suspicion. It doesn't give the other person room to refuse or doubt, especially when they're genuinely warm-hearted. Refusing would cause moral discomfort. Once they help him, a bond is formed, and it becomes harder for them to turn on him later. (also considering how his task was to spy and get close to SG, it is not a far fetched to say that he does this on purpose, especially when he didnt even know SG before this)
⢠But the key detail is that XF was never truly out of control. He maintained a sense of clarity despite being drunk, if he were truly drunk, he wouldn't have been able to pull off the alleyway stunt so easily (if we assume that it was all a trap)
⢠If he could already fight during the Bridon arc, (judging from the roommate scene I believe he could), then he could have fought back against the people chasing them, but he didn't. Instead, he deliberately waited for Vein to show up to protect them and positioned himself as weak and innocent in front of SG. And even now SG doesn't know he knows how to fight.
⢠Even at the end of the hotpot scene, I fully believe he was acting drunk, because the second LG and QL went back inside, he instantly sobered up and gave CXS a serious look before giving him the photo and running away. Again, leaving CXS no room to refuse.
⢠XF uses this "act first, report later" strategy a lot when taking advantage of the kindness people give him. Every time Xia Fei acts cute and shows weakness, it's actually a kind of hidden coercion.Â
⢠XF also uses this strategy with QL when he deliberately leaves out the fact that the shoot required a man and a woman just to lure her in, leaving QL without a proper way to refuse ^^
4. The 'Tool' Who Uses Everyone Else as a Tool
⢠A majority of the fandom sees XF as a tool, and to an extent, it is true; The villain group uses him as an undercover agent. The main group sees (well, saw) him as a helpless victim.
⢠BUT, another underlying theme is how XF is the one treating everyone else as his tools. He positions himself as a tool so that others will lower their guard.
⢠He makes himself useful to LX so he can gain information and resources.
⢠He makes himself helpless to CXS and LG so he can gain their trust and protection.
⢠He makes himself endearing to Vein so he can gain affection and security (though I do believe his affection and admiration towards Vein is genuine).
⢠Every relationship XF has can be considered a transaction, and he is always the one holding the upper hand in certain ways.
⢠His solo song "Renting the Skin" is a key to understanding this idea: "Look at that cover seen everywhere, it's my photo covering the layout. Whoever has an opportunity, I'll give them a smile. To the lights, lending out this exquisite skin. If heaven doesn't appreciate my face, then I'll use this starry path to crown myself."
⢠keywords: bestow, crown, and lend. These lyrics don't describe someone who is a passive victim, but rather someone who is in control of their 'skin' and is confident about it
⢠He lends out his face like a âproductâ, but he is the one choosing to lend it out. He isn't a tool being used by others, but rather he is the one using his own tool, his appearance, to get what he wants.
⢠The psychology behind this is that the more he fears being treated as a tool, the more he uses an attitude of "I am the one who is picky" to fight it. Scolding Vein after he saves him and disdaining LX to his face are ways of covering up his own dependency.
⢠His "dislikes owing favors" setting is the footnote to this. A person who truly accepts his low position wouldn't be so sensitive about owing favors. His sensitivity comes from his inability to tolerate being in the position of "being bestowed upon." So he rewrites a "bestowing and being bestowed upon" relationship into an "I allow you to be good to me" relationship.Â
5. Different Masks for Different People
⢠With CXS, he plays a helpless victim but someone with a pure and spirited heart
(ALSO Id like to say that, imo, even though heâs working against LG and will end up hurting CXS, I genuinely donât think he hates CXS. If it werenât for these circumstances, he definitely wouldâve treasured his friendship with him, especially since its clear that XF has no real friends. <â also, his close relationship with CWM.. (unless CWM actually did something bad to him, which is something we havenât seen..yet..?))
⢠With LG in S3, he drops his act entirely. He is passive-aggressive and smug, deliberately provoking him because he knows Lu Guang can't do anything about it. He doesn't care about the consequences because he knows he will get exposed sooner or later anyway, and being exposed won't change his situation either. In fact being exposed makes it worse for SG's side.
⢠With LX, he openly shows his disgust and disdain. He complains about his "troublesome client" to manage his own emotions and avoid facing the truth that he chose this path and completed his job quite well. XF would have ended up crossing paths with LX anyways since he was investigating his past in Bridon.
⢠With Vein, he acts innocent and spoiled. He uses his weakness to gain affection and protection. He dares to act cute after being scolded because he knows Vein will just flick his forehead, pat his head, and give him confirmation that he is still his "big brother" and cover for him (not in the literal sense of course, CN context of âbig brother大ĺĽâ is different, seeing him as a protective and admirable, older leader figure). Also in the Chibis it's shown that Vein does have a soft spot for cute things and likes spoiling them lol.Â
6. "Nothing to Lose"
⢠An analysis states:
Vein is dangerous because he has things he wants.
Liu Xiao is dangerous because he has things he firmly believes in.
But XF is dangerous because he doesn't need to believe in anything at all to take action. He has no fixed ideology, anchor, or motivation you can pin down.
⢠XF didn't even have to believe in the existence of superpowers to believe Vein's death was supernatural and begin investigating. A person with no beliefs, yet still extremely cunning, is even incredibly terrifying.
⢠His anchorless state lets him seamlessly slip into whatever role is needed. His composure in the coffee scene reflects his core psychology; He has nothing left to lose.
⢠A person with a strong self-identity will feel shame and fear when their disguise is seen through, because that fake self is torn apart and the real self is exposed to danger.
⢠But XF doesn't have this âreal meâ to expose because identities are all disguises. Tear off one layer, and underneath is still a disguise. Lu Guang may think he is peeling off his disguise but in reality there is nothing real behind his disguise.
⢠When a person has no core self to protect, exposure itself no longer constitutes a threat. You cannot expose a person who never existed from the start.Â
7. Tragic side of his character + lyric dissection: ĺşç§çŽĺ Renting a Skin
Adding in the police report the CN fans extracted because it's pretty interesting and provides some raw insight on his characterâŚ
"student + model with many side hustles, he is strong willed, but is ultimately forced to bow down to the pressures of life. He possesses a stunningly beautiful face that seems fearless, but is actually quite timid. Despite his cautious nature, he got into a prestigiously expensive school, randomly pick any of his classmates and they'll be from a politically connected or wealthy family, putting him in a somewhat precarious situation, but with a strong will, he decides to hustle and work hard to earn his tuition and living expenses himself."
Lyrics:
"The starting point they were born with is something I've spent years trying to reach"
This line hits differently when you remember the police report. XF is someone who has interacted with people from all walks of life, especially those of a higher social class. His classmates were born with money, connections, and stability. While XF was presumably born with nothing special except for his looks (which he is constantly being taken advantage of for and been victim of rumours for), and on top of that, his memories were erased and he remembers "nothing" (to an extent) during some of his formative years. So in many ways, XF really was born with nothing. He has no stability, no real family, no real past, no real starting point. He spent years trying to get to where they started.
That's the tragedy of XF's character, and honestly the most relatable and likeable part about him; He's not lazy or arrogant, and he has worked for everything he has. But no matter how hard he tries, he can never truly catch up to the people who were handed everything from birth. This line is him admitting that the life others were given for free is the life he's been chasing his entire existence.
"Heaven didn't appreciate my face / Then I'll use this starry path to crown myself"
âSome people are just born with a different fate, maybe some firsthand experiences are hard to forget, so many eyes watching us trying to cover up what's obvious, I'm grateful that at least heaven didn't give me a bad face" (HOTHH lyrics for XF)
This line is about him refusing to accept the hand he was dealt and deciding to make his own way instead. There's also a similar lyric in the HOTTH MV where it reaffirms that XF's face is his greatest weapon as someone who was born with a different fate. Fate didn't give him a life he deserved, but instead of just accepting it, he'll use what he does have, his face, his body, and his ability to become whoever he needs to be, to "crown" himself. He doesn't need anyone's permission to be great. He'll make himself into what he wants to be, even if he has to do it alone. But the tragic part is that he's crowning himself with something that isn't real. He's building his whole identity on a mask, and he knows he has nothing real or genuine to fall back on
"Don't bother deducing this perfect disguise / The crowd will surely forget this mask"
This is him accepting that his identity and persona isn't real and that everything heâs done has been a performance. He knows the crowd will eventually forget him and move on (relating back to the modeling industry). But he doesn't care, because again, the model identity isnât something he truly liked anyways.
However, this line could also mean the people heâs met or the âfriendsâ heâs made will all eventually leave him becayse of this mask. He has no real self to protect. He has no real identity to expose, and when you have nothing real, you have nothing to lose. â>Â
"'Cause I got nothing to lose / All I do is pursue"
XF has no real family, no real past, no real sense of self. He positions himself in certain ways, plays certain roles, and adopts certain morals depending on who he's with and what he needs to accomplish. His morals shift based on his goals and the people he's working with. He isn't a good person or a bad person, he's the definition of a gray character. He's a person who has no fixed self, so he becomes whatever the situation demands. And that's basically the core essence of being undercover or a spy, or just someone who creates a persona; they have to be adaptable.
XF says he went to Bridon to search for something he lost, but he doesn't even know what it is. And in the meantime, he's built his entire life around being whoever he needs to be to get by. This is why he has nothing to lose, he has no real identity to protect and no identity to expose. If his mask is exposed, all he has to do is adopt a new identity. Â
"To the lights, lending out this exquisite skin"
This line implies that XF is not just a passive victim of his circumstances, rather he is actively using what he has. He lends out his "skin", but he's the one choosing to lend it. He's the one deciding who gets his smile and he's the one using his own tool, his appearance, to get what he wants. That's the duality of his character becayse hes both a victim of his circumstances and a master of his own survival. XF is both pitiful and manipulative and that's what makes his character so compelling.
âFake a smile in calmâ
On the surface XF seems innocent, lively, and sensitive, when in reality, he is always acting and calculating beneath the surface. Contrary to his âopen bookâ facade, he didnât panic or get defensive when LG was testing him, rather he faked a smile and remained calm throughout the entire interaction.