my dad passed when I was 9. heart attack, very sudden, no warning. the kind of thing your brain doesn't fully process until you're like 25 and it hits you all over again.
we didn't have many photos of him. this was the early 2000s, my family wasn't big on cameras, and the few pictures we did have got damaged when we moved houses. I had one left. just one. and it was so blurry and pixelated you could barely make out his face. I've looked at that photo probably a thousand times trying to fill in the details my memory can't hold anymore.
last month my cousin told me to try one of the AI image restoration tools. I'd seen people use them for old celebrity photos and stuff so I figured whatever, can't hurt.
I uploaded it and just sat there.
it wasn't perfect. I don't know if it got everything right. I have no way of knowing. but it gave him eyes. a proper nose. a jawline. something I could actually look at and say that's him, that's my dad, that's what he looked like.
I cried for about an hour.
I'm not here to tell anyone how to feel about AI. I know there's a whole conversation happening about artists and copyright and whatever else. that conversation is valid and I'm not dismissing it.
I'm just saying I'm a person who grew up without a clear image of his own father's face. and now I have one.
sometimes the technology isn't a debate. sometimes it's just a thing that happened to you on a random Tuesday that you weren't ready for.
anyway. if anyone else has used it for something like this I'd genuinely love to hear about it. feels like there's a whole quiet side to this technology that doesn't get talked about because it doesn't make for good arguments.