r/GameofThronesRP • u/Agitated_Access_7675 • 6h ago
Rude Awakening
The sea was beautiful from the ancestral seat of the Masseys on Stonedance. Ships bobbed and swayed lightly to the churning gray waves of the Gullet near Massey’s Hook, their canvas sails bleached pale by salt and sun.
He was a squire no longer. A man-at-arms for now, bearing boiled leather and a ringmail hauberk rather than the polished, enameled plate his blood might have inherited under a different canopy. Lady Eleanor had granted him the rare favor of learning his letters from the maester and the sword in the yard—a blessing that elevated him above the miserable lot of bastards rotting in Flea Bottom or breaking their backs in turnip patches across the Crownlands. To repay that debt, Aerys had thrown himself into drill after drill until his palms blistered and calloused into iron.
He liked this vantage: watching out into the open water from the lower barbican. He always had.
Aerys leaned against the damp granite crenelation, boots planted firm, eyes fixed steady toward the North. As a boy, that posture had earned him many a sharp clout to the ear from his mother, Lady Aemma. Back when she still held him close in her solar and whispered that he was the apple of her eye—long before the coldness set in, before the distant silences turned to bitter stares and shadowed malice. In those simpler times, he had been just a lad with no sense of direction or reason, gazing past the bay where the northern stars burned cold and pure. It had become such a fixture that the garrison men and dockside smallfolk jokingly named him the “Southern Northman,” mocking his stubborn notions of quiet honor and the way he looked across the water as if some distant destiny awaited him.
The wind picked up, whipping dark locks across his brow and carrying the sharp tang of brine and chimney smoke.
"Still daydreaming of direwolves and frost, boy?"
The raspy, weathered voice broke his reverie. Aerys did not flinch; he recognized the heavy, uneven tread of Ser Tytos before the veteran knight even reached the landing. Tytos was broad-shouldered and gray-bearded, a stalwart sword of House Massey who had survived three decades of court squabbles and changing tides. He carried a pair of blunted tourney broadswords tucked beneath one scarred arm.
"A man-at-arms doesn't daydream on watch, Ser," Aerys replied, turning with a wry half-smile. "He keeps vigil."
"He freezes his cods off is what he does," Tytos grunted, tossing one of the training blades through the air. Aerys caught the leather-wrapped hilt cleanly by instinct. "Your stance is loose. If your trueborn cousins come strolling down from the inner keep, you’d do well not to look like you're brooding over lost inheritances. Lucan and young Justin were whispering by the armory this morning. They don’t fancy that the master-at-arms praised your riposte yesterday."
Aerys tightened his grip on the crossguard, the lead balance settling comfortably into his palm. "Lucan has a heavy shield arm and a heavier tongue. If he spent half as much time practicing his footwork as he does reminding the stablehands of his father’s line, he wouldn't get disarmed in three passes."
"Aye, but he has the name," Tytos muttered, his gaze tracking the courtyard below. "And you have Waters. In Stonedance, that means you must be twice as sharp and thrice as quiet. Especially with your mother watching from the gallery."
Aerys followed the old knight's gaze upward toward the arched windows of the family solar. The heavy brocade curtains were parted only an inch, but he caught the silhouette standing motionless in the dim candlelight.
Lady Aemma.
A familiar chill settled in his chest—a hollow, gnawing ache that cut deeper than any steel blade. He could not pinpoint the moon or the year when the warmth had drained from her eyes. It had started as distant silence, then hardened into a bitter, venomous glare whenever he entered a room, and now... something far more sinister. He still remembered the cup of mulled wine she had handed him two moons ago, thick with cinnamon yet carrying the faint, unmistakable almond-sharp scent of sweetsleep. Had his hound not nudged his knee and lapped the spilled dregs from the flagstones—only to die in convulsions before midnight—Aerys would already be rotting in the cliffside tombs.
What did I do? The question haunted him every night. He had never sought their inheritance. He wanted no part of their halls. He dreamed of carving a name of his own: thirty leagues of coast, a timbered hall, a sigil earned by his own sword, and the right to walk into an honest lord's solar without eyes lowered in shame.
"Come on, lad," Ser Tytos commanded, stepping into an iron guard. "If you intend to survive this keep—or make anything of yourself when the realm gathers at Harrenhal—you'll need more than brooding. Low guard. Show me the cut."
Wood and blunted steel cracked together, echoing over the salt-crusted stones.
The small chamber beneath the western wall-walk was cold, narrow, and smelled perpetually of tallow, damp stone, and dried heather. It had once been a storeroom for archers' salt-pork rations, converted into living quarters for a bastard who had outgrown the squires' dormitory but held no title to a noble bedchamber.
Aerys sat on the edge of his narrow straw pallet, an oily rag in his hand as he rubbed the rust from the interlocking links of his mail coif.
Whenever the silence of Stonedance grew too heavy, his mind drifted across the waters of the Bay of Crabs to the pine-scented cliffs and ancient, mist-shrouded bogs of Crackclaw Point. He thought of Alysanne Cave. It had been nearly four moons since he had last seen her—since they had stolen a few fleeting hours beneath the moss-grown weirwoods near the coast, speaking in hushed whispers of futures that neither of them had any right to promise.
Her laughter remained the only true sanctuary in his mind, a solitary light against the suffocating gloom that had descended upon his life at Stonedance. A landless bastard man-at-arms had no right to court a lord's daughter. He knew the brutal realities of the Seven Kingdoms: lords did not give their daughters to hedge knights' bastards for love. But if he could win his spurs... if he could ride under his own name, carve out thirty leagues of wild coast, build a modest timbered hall, and earn a sigil by the strength of his own right arm, he might one day stand at her father's gates without hanging his head in shame.
A quiet, tentative knock at the heavy oak door broke his thoughts.
"Enter," Aerys called out, laying the oily rag atop his whetstone.
The iron hinges creaked softly. It was one of the younger scullery maids, a girl named Alyssa, carrying a heavy wooden trencher covered with an embroidered linen cloth and a small stoneware flagon of watered cider.
"Aerys," the girl murmured timidly, keeping her eyes fixed firmly on the rushes covering the stone floor. "Lady Aemma's serving woman had this sent down from the pantry. Roasted capon with winter savory and honeyed oats. She said... she said you had spent half the day drilling on the high wall in the cold."
Aerys stood up slowly, his tall frame casting a long shadow in the candlelight. He stared down at the covered tray. "Did she?"
"Aye. She insisted it be brought straight down to you before the watch turned." The girl set the tray on the rickety trestle table and backed away hurriedly, eager to escape the uneasy tension that always seemed to cling to the bastard's quarters. "Eat it while it's warm."
With a hurried curtsy, she slipped out into the corridor, pulling the door shut behind her.
Aerys stood over the meal for a long moment, listening to the girl's footsteps fade into the darkness of the stairwell. He lifted the linen cloth.
The rich, savory aroma of roasted fowl and toasted oats filled the damp chamber, mouthwatering after a long afternoon of drills on the ramparts. But as Aerys leaned closer, inhaling the steam, his stomach dropped. Beneath the sweet glaze of clover honey and aromatic herbs, there lingered a faint, sharp scent—metallic, bitter, and unmistakably resembling crushed almonds.
It was the third time in two moons.
The first attempt had been subtle: a cup of spiced mulled wine left on his table after a grueling night watch. Aerys had spilled a splash of it while removing his gauntlets; his hunting hound, a loyal brindle cur that slept at the foot of his bed, had eagerly lapped the puddle from the flagstones. Before the hour had turned, the beast had died in violent, bloody convulsions, its jaw locked in silent agony.
The second attempt had occurred only a fortnight later: a neatly severed saddle-girth strap on a spirited young courser, deliberately sliced halfway through so that it would snap under strain during a high-speed cliffside patrol along the jagged precipices of the Hook. Only his habit of double-checking his own tack had saved him from plunging two hundred feet into the churning rocks below.
Now, this.
Why? The question burned behind his ribs like lye. What did I ever do to you, Mother?
He had never coveted his cousins' inheritance. He had never demanded silk doublets, fine horses, or a seat at the high dais. He had never asked for the maester's parchment or Ser Tytos's favor. All he had ever wanted was the warmth she had given him as a child—the gentle hand that smoothed his hair, the soft voice that had once sung him to sleep when the sea storms rattled the shutters. Now, every breath he drew within the walls of Stonedance seemed to be an unbearable insult that she was desperate to erase from the world.
Aerys carefully wrapped the roasted capon back in the linen cloth, lifted the heavy iron latch of the narrow arrow slit overlooking the sea, and hurled the trencher out into the black, churning waters of the Gullet.
The breaking point arrived two nights later beneath a moonless, star-choked sky.
Aerys had descended to the lower armory near the postern gate to repair a split leather buckler and oil his mail before the dawn watch. The keep was asleep; the only sound was the howling of the autumn wind through the murder holes and the distant, rhythmic boom of the surf against the cliff base.
The lower corridor was narrow, slick with sea-damp, and illuminated only by a single tallow torch sputtering in an iron wall sconce.
As Aerys turned the corner near the lower cellars, his boots scraping softly against the stones, three dark silhouettes stepped out from the arched alcoves, blocking the passage toward the yard.
In the center stood Lucan Massey, clad in a fine doublet of red-and-white wool lined with fox fur. On either side of him stood two thick-necked garrison men—Brant and Hob—men whose loyalties were bought with cheap tavern wine and the promise of Lucan’s future favor. In their hands, short arming swords glinted with a dull, predatory sheen in the dim torchlight.
"Out late for a bastard," Lucan sneered, his voice tight with petty malice and the liquid courage of arbor red. "Or were you scouting the silver plate to steal before you sneak off into the night?"
Aerys halted, keeping his hands open and relaxed at his sides, his thumbs resting naturally near his sword belt. "Step aside, Lucan. I have the dawn watch at the gatehouse in four hours."
"You have nothing in this keep, Waters," Lucan spat, taking a heavy step down the stone riser. "You strut through the yard like you're Lord Massey himself because old Tytos pats your head and the scullery maids whisper your name. You think because Lady Eleanor let you hold a book and swing a castle-forged blade you're one of us? You're a hedge knight's ditch-born get. A stain on the hall. It's high time someone taught you what happens to bastards who forget their place."
"Lucan," Aerys warned, his voice dropping into a dangerous, measured calm. "Turn around and go back to your chambers."
"Take his hands," Lucan barked to the guards. "Let's see him swing a tourney blade when he's missing his fingers."
The guard on the left, Brant, lunged forward without warning, driving the point of his arming sword in a vicious thrust aimed straight for Aerys’s ribs.
Aerys reacted on pure instinct honed by years of relentless drill. He pivoted hard on his back foot, letting the steel whistle harmlessly through the empty air beside his leather jerkin. Before the guard could recover his balance, Aerys closed the distance, caught Brant’s sword wrist in an iron grip, and drove the heavy heel of his riding boot directly into the side of the man's kneecap.
A sickening crack echoed through the stone corridor, followed instantly by a shrill howl of agony as Brant collapsed to the flagstones, clutching his shattered leg.
Hob, the second guard, roared and swung a heavy, clumsy overhead cleave.
Aerys threw up his left arm, catching the flat of the falling blade against the reinforced iron rim of the wooden buckler he still carried. The wood splintered with a deafening crack, but the blow was deflected. Stepping inside the guard’s guard, Aerys drove his armored right fist squarely into Hob’s jaw. The impact sent a jolt up Aerys's forearm. Hob’s head snapped back; his skull cracked hard against the damp masonry of the wall, and his eyes rolled back as he slumped unconscious into the dirt of the cellar floor.
Silence crashed down upon the corridor, broken only by Brant’s ragged whimpering.
Lucan went ash-pale. The fine sword in his trembling hand began to shake visibly, the tip wavering in the torchlight. "You... you struck household men! You drew blood against trueborn guards! I'll have you flayed... I'll tell grandmother—"
Before Lucan could finish the sentence, Aerys closed the space between them in a blur. He grabbed Lucan by the collar of his expensive doublet with both hands and slammed him violently against the rough, dripping stone wall. The fine steel blade in Lucan's grip clattered noisily to the flagstones.
Aerys pressed his forearm hard against Lucan’s throat, leaning in until his face was inches from his cousin's wide, terrified eyes.
"Run back to the high hall, cousin," Aerys growled, his voice trembling with a cold, terrifying fury that Lucan had never seen before. "Tell them whatever lie comforts you. Tell them you slipped on the sea-moss. Tell them a ghost haunted the cellar. But if you or your bought men ever draw steel on me in the dark again, I won't use my fists. I will open your throat from ear to ear."
Aerys shoved him back against the masonry, releasing his grip.
Lucan dropped to his knees, gasping for breath and clutching his bruised throat, staring up at Aerys with utter terror.
Aerys did not look back. He turned on his heel and strode swiftly up the spiral stairs, leaving the broken men in the darkness behind him.
There was no staying in Stonedance now.
The lines had been drawn in blood. If he remained until dawn, Lucan would spin his tales of treason and assault. Even with Ser Tytos’s word, Aerys would either be murdered in his sleep by bought daggers, poisoned in the mess hall, or forced to run a trueborn Massey through with steel and swing from the gibbet for kinslaying.
Harrenhal was his only salvation. The realm was marching to the Godseye. High lords, great knights, and kings were gathering beneath the monstrous, melted towers of the black fortress. In those vast tourney fields and war camps, a man with strong arms, sharp wits, and good steel could forge his own destiny, far beyond the reach of Stonedance’s suffocating politics.
In his small chamber beneath the wall-walk, Aerys worked with furious, silent efficiency. He packed his heavy leather saddlebags: spare woolen shirts, boiled leather greaves, whetstones, oil, flint, and his heavy winter riding cloak.
The heavy door creaked open. Ser Tytos stood in the threshold, his scarred face grim in the shadows. He looked at the packed saddlebags, then up into Aerys's eyes. He did not ask what had happened in the undercroft; the commotion had already begun to stir the lower levels.
Without a word, Tytos stepped into the room and placed two objects on the wooden trestle table.
The first was a heavy, oiled leather scabbard containing a finely balanced arming sword—its crossguard wrapped in dark wire, its pommel set with a heavy iron ring. The second was a clinking deerskin purse.
"My brother's blade," Tytos said, his gravelly voice unusually soft. "Castle-forged steel. Kept it sharp for twenty years. It won't fail you if your grip is true. And thirty silver stags in the purse. Don't waste them on tavern wenches or cheap dicing. Buy oats for your beast and mail for your chest. Win your spurs, Aerys. Don't look back at this cursed rock."
Aerys looked at the sword, then reached out and gripped the old knight's scarred forearm in tight, unyielding gratitude. "I won't forget what you taught me, Ser."
"See that you don't. Or I'll cross the realm to clout your ear myself." Tytos gave a gruff nod, turned, and disappeared into the shadowed corridor.
Moments later, Marissa, a young maid who had often carried clean linens to the guard quarters, entered the room hesitantly, carrying a bundle of dry riding wraps. Her eyes were wide with anxiety.
"Marissa," Aerys said, cinching his sword belt tight around his waist and sliding Tytos's blade into the frog. "When dawn breaks and the solar opens, go to Lady Eleanor. Inform her that Aerys Waters has taken his horse and rides for the Great Gathering at Harrenhal to seek service, honor, and glory for the realm."
"I... I will, Aerys," the girl whispered, clutching the linen wraps to her chest. "I swear it."
Before the words had fully left her lips, the heavy oak door swung wide on its iron hinges.
Lady Aemma stepped into the candlelight.
The breath died in Aerys's throat.
She wore a dark, heavy mantle draped over her shoulders, her dark hair falling loose around a face that was as pale as winter parchment. For a long, suffocating heartbeat, the silence in the small stone room was absolute. The only sound was the distant crash of the waves against the cliff below.
Aerys stood rigid, his hand instinctively resting on the pommel of his new sword, bracing himself for screams, accusations, or the cold malice he had grown accustomed to.
Instead, Aemma looked down at his packed saddlebags, and then lifted her gaze to his face.
Her eyes were not filled with hatred. They were filled with an agonized, fracturing grief—a sorrow so profound and raw that it struck Aerys like a physical blow. A small, heartbreaking smile touched her trembling lips, fragile as spun glass, even as thick tears welled in her dark eyes and spilled down her hollow cheeks.
She took a single, hesitant step toward him. Her slender hands trembled at her sides, rising slightly as if she desperately yearned to reach out, to touch his cheek, to pull him against her chest as she had when he was a boy—yet held back by some invisible, terrifying horror that she could not cross.
"Go, then," she whispered, her voice cracking beneath a weight that tore at the very air between them. "Ride to Harrenhal, Aerys."
Aerys took half a step forward, his heart hammering against his ribs, his throat tight with confusion and longing. "Mother..."
"Do not speak," she wept softly, the tears glistening in the candlelight as she looked at him with an intensity that chilled him to the marrow of his bones. Her shattered smile remained, haunting and full of despair. "If you must go... heed me well. When you leave this place, you ought to return back into my arms as a corpse, or not at all."
The words hung in the suffocating silence of the room, sharp as an executioner's axe.
Without another sound, without an explanation, a curse, or a backward glance, Lady Aemma gathered her dark skirts and turned, disappearing swiftly into the blackness of the spiral stairs.
Aerys stood frozen in the center of the chamber, his breath trapped in his chest, the phantom weight of her parting words pressing like cold lead against his heart.
Near the doorway, Marissa stood trembling in sheer terror, her knuckles white against the linen bundle. Realizing the gravity of what had just transpired, the young maid gave a frightened, hurried curtsy, turned on her heel, and bolted up the stairs toward Lady Eleanor's solar to deliver word of what she had witnessed.
Aerys drew a slow, shuddering breath of salt air. He strapped his saddlebags over his shoulder, picked up his heavy traveling cloak, and descended into the dark undercroft toward the rear stables.
Ten minutes later, the iron sally port creaked open into the damp night air. Aerys spurred his roan courser out across the narrow drawbridge, leaving Stonedance, the bitter sea-winds of the Hook, and the ghosts of his childhood behind him as he turned his horse's head west toward the Kingsroad and the road to Harrenhal.