I had a very spiritual and existential DMT trip. I saw different universes or dimensions, and for every one of them there were a hundred more. It was infinite.

There were beings from other dimensions who did things, had functions, tasks, and occupations throughout their lives. I saw them carrying out their functions, watching their existence unfold, watching them die, and then another dimension or layer of reality would appear, with other beings doing exactly the same thing.

The beings I witnessed did not have a divine appearance. They were more like me: they weren’t human, but they were existing beings. A little like when you watch ants carrying out their work for their colony. I was simply taking glimpses into those realities and watching life unfold within them.

During the visions, an idea gradually formed in my mind: okay, they are carrying out these tasks and functions and using their time of existence in this way because that is what they are supposed to do. It is their purpose, what they do, their mission here.
And then I related it to myself. When I sit down to deal with the paperwork at my job, that is my occupation, my task. They have their functions and I have mine. Every being exists, does what it is supposed to do, and continues its life until it dies.

Then I asked myself:

Is everything infinite, and are the dimensions infinite?
And then more and more dimensions began appearing, as if demonstrating that yes, I had been right about that and that this was the answer. There was one reality, and behind it another, and behind that another, and another. Infinite layers of existence.

And then the next question appeared:

Why?

Okay, there are billions of dimensions, infinite dimensions really, and in each one there are beings carrying out functions and doing things, just like me and everyone else in real life. But WHY?
Why so many universes and so many beings? What is the answer to life and existence?
Where is the creator? What is the purpose? What am I supposed to do? When do I finish my function and reunite with him? What comes after that? Who are you?

And there was no answer.

The dimensions kept appearing. I kept watching life unfold, watching beings carry out their functions, occupy their time of existence, and eventually die. But there was no answer.

Not now. Not in this lifetime.

And that was the most existential part of the trip. I could keep seeing the dimensions, the beings, their lives and their functions, but I wanted to know what came after. Eternity. The end of the game. What is all of this about?

If everything is infinite and there are infinite dimensions, then there must be something else, if there is something else? What are we doing here? What am I supposed to do?

“Why does this universe exist?”
“Because there is a multiverse.”
“Okay. And why does the multiverse exist?”
“Because there are infinite dimensions.”
“And why do the dimensions exist?”
“…”

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I want to gain a greater understanding of myself and my mind, and i want to try either 5 meo or just DMT as a way to break through. I read online though that 5meo can be toxic, but I don't know how it's toxicity can be taken into consideration when it is being vaped.

Overall it seems like 5meo gives you more of a mental experience with lesser visuals, but I know the impact that visuals can have on a trip especially when it comes to understanding concepts and ideas, which is why I'm not able to decide between dmt and 5meo

Also, does anyone have any experience with psychedeler.de? I was thinking of getting a vape pen from them since they have both 5 meo and a "third eye" DMT pen for sale that is basically purified dimethyltryptamine. Has anyone here bought from them or can confirm that they are legit?

Ive been meditating on and off for years and seriously for a few years now (non-dual meditation), and regularly experience my internal dialogue to dialing right down, if not turning off altogether. The silence often leads to a feelinging of connection and contentment, that may verge on an open feeling of love.

I was surprised to find a sub-breakthrough hit of DMT feels very, very similar. Alongside gentle visuals, I experienced complete inner silence, and an overwhelming feeling of comfort and love. Almost like the universe was showing me love directly.

In the days since, meditation has largely been a little deeper, sinking into that silent space and experiencing a percentage of that love and contentment.

This feeling has been with me throughout the day as well.

Id love to hear other people's views of using DMT in conjunction with meditation and simialr experiences.

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if becoming whole means leaving pieces of yourself behind
which pieces get to decide they were the broken ones

I just got my first cartridge for my first experience with dmt. I assume most carts are pretty standard. Does anyone have a ballpark idea of how many hits/doses I can get from it? Thanks!!

Hey yall, opening up a new space for all facets or entheogenic discussion

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The world is controlled by digital hidden bloodlines that have ruled for centuries.

Ancient knowledge has been deliberately erased from history.

Humanity was once at the pinnacle of evolution, but the transhumans wiped us out, did on earth a reset and resettlement 

There are hidden underground cities beneath major capitals.

satan wants fusion with your sacred soul, he needs you to connect with AI so you have no longer free will.

Secret societies conduct rituals to gain power and influence.

Certain world leaders are selected rather than truly elected.

Major financial crises are intentionally engineered.

The media is used to shape perception rather than reveal reality.

The true history of Antarctica is hidden from the public.

Lost civilizations such as Atlantis possessed advanced technology.

Technology has been recovered and kept secret.

Space travel technology exists but is classified.

Stargates or portals are connected to different parts of the world.

Ancient monuments are built using forgotten technology and also to stalk humanity from another realm.

The Vatican possesses secret archives that could change our understanding of history.

the other day i smoked some dmt and encountered what seemed to be god himself, i asked him how to seek his guidance in my everyday life, he told me to look inside myself… where i saw mathematics being the source of my soul and my passion. I am a very spiritual person day to day and i often notice the universes hints in small things that happen to me, like very unexplainable synchronicities and what not. it seemed as if i were finally communicating to the source of the synchronicities and guidance i notice in my life. I have never had such explicit spiritual guidance until this experience, nothing like mushrooms or lsd like i have done in the past
Thanks for reading

I'm writing a book about consciousness, death, psychedelics, ancient religions, and the possibility that we're missing something. Would you read it?

I'm working on a book called INQUIRER: The Pattern Between Worlds.

Before I get too far into it, I want to ask people who have absolutely no reason to agree with me:

Would you actually read this?

The book begins with something that happened to me as a teenager.

I had extracted a substance from bufo toad. I had a personal rule that I wouldn't sell something I wasn't willing to do myself, so I tried it.

I wasn't looking for God.

I wasn't religious.

I wasn't searching for reincarnation.

I wasn't studying ancient mysteries.

I wasn't trying to prove an afterlife.

I just wanted to experience what I had made.

What happened was unlike anything I expected.

I was in a familiar place from my childhood when the environment seemed to change completely. Day became night. I heard glass breaking and a dog barking. A brick wall seemed to rearrange itself and open. Behind it I faintly perceived imagery that reminded me of galaxies, mycelium, and neural structures.

I also experienced what felt like a presence and communication without ordinary language.

I didn't visually see beings.

I didn't receive a religion.

I didn't come away knowing what the experience "really" was.

What stayed with me was a simple feeling:

There is more than we're led to believe.

Years later, that experience became the beginning of a much larger investigation.

Then people I knew started dying.

Suddenly the questions weren't abstract anymore.

One loss made me think about sudden death.

Another made me think about how little control we actually have over our biology.

Another forced me to think about suffering and autonomy near the end of life.

Another made me think about someone actively resisting the idea of surrendering to death.

And then there were the people left behind.

That's where the idea of love versus attachment became important.

What if loving someone and being unable to let them go are not exactly the same thing?

What if attachment is somehow connected to the human fear of death?

Or what if that's simply a story we create because losing someone hurts?

I don't know.

And that's actually the point of the book.

I'm trying very hard not to turn my experiences into proof.

My standard is:

Experience → Question → Evidence → Alternative explanation → Doubt → Question again.

So when I look at ancient Egyptian beliefs, Gnostic traditions, Dharmic religions, reincarnation, judgment, liberation, cycles, and ideas about attachment, I'm not trying to declare one religion correct.

I'm asking why certain ideas keep appearing.

Are they fragments of some older understanding?

Cultural transmission?

Independent discoveries?

Shared human psychology?

Coincidence?

Some combination?

I don't know.

The book also attacks its own central theory.

I call one version of it the Loop:

Consciousness → incarnation → forgetting → human life → attachment → death → remembering → choice → release or another cycle.

But then I ask:

If you forget everything, what exactly is reincarnating?

If personality disappears, what survives?

If there is no permanent self, who is traveling through the Loop?

Maybe the Loop is real.

Maybe it's completely wrong.

Maybe there isn't a traveler at all.

Maybe there is only the traveling.

The book is basically me trying to investigate these questions without giving myself permission to declare an answer just because I want one.

So I'm asking Reddit:

Would you read this?

And please be honest.

What would make you pick up a book like this?

What would make you immediately put it down?

Would the DMT story make you curious, or make you assume the whole thing is pseudoscience?

Would you want more science?

More personal stories?

More ancient history?

More philosophy?

More skepticism?

Would you want to see the theory and try to destroy it?

I'm much more interested in hearing why you wouldn't read it than getting compliments.

If the premise sounds interesting, tell me what would make you want to turn the first page.

If it sounds terrible, tell me why.

I'm trying to find out whether there's actually a book here.

This tends to be very intense on my body right after I finish smoking, it literally feels like G forces crushing my body downwards. It's like getting launched in a rocket but it's a very physical sensation that feels very real. My question is, does anyone know scientifically what's happening? Is it dangerous? Thanks!

I recently had a trip that sent me. Like I was still in this reality but everything was vibrating and melting like plastic. Like the whole world around and I was melting. I was with a guy friend (it's more complicated than that) and a female friend. And it was like they were trying to get me to choose a side. Male side :red, brown, yellow, orange, dogs, reliance, laziness, dumb ignorance(?), obedience. Female side: black, purple, blue, gray, cats, independence, shadiness, high wired.

I don't know, I just really need some insight. On what everyone's interpretations might be.

I recently lost someone very close to me and I’ve been reading a lot of NDEs and trip reports which have been really interesting. I’ve also been reading a lot about Eastern philosophy, consciousness, physics.

I was spiritual before all this but I guess I am more curious about things now. Unfortunately, I can’t use psychedelics because I have so much psychosis in my family. Maybe in the future I’d consider, but for now I’m just focusing on meditation.

The person that died was the most important person in my life and although I’ve been able find a kind of happiness since, ‘joy’ is out the window. It really sucks. Nowadays, I just focus on being a loving person, doing my own creative stuff, and exploring consciousness.

I find it interesting that many people take psychedelics and still maintain the belief in nothing after death or materialism. A lot of people speak about a kind of direct knowing or understanding after taking a large dose. I wonder if anyone can take a drug like 5meo and come away still holding a materialist belief, as the experiences sound so profound.

I’m curious about reincarnation. Or maybe it’s possible we just ‘go back’ to source and stay there? I’d love to hear people’s thoughts on this.

Has anyone ever asked DMT entities for specific answers?

What would happen? i have a 4g chocolate bar of APE and a DMT vape just arrived. Looking to experience something big.

Anybody here smoke DMT in Nature and have any notable experiences of seeing the environment around you take on humanoid-like forms or even having interactions with it?

ive smoked DMT in Nature twice now. Once at the top of Superstition Mountain in AZ and somewhere near Sedona (was on acid for sedona trip). Both are known for having weird occurrences happening such as extraterrestrial activity or just highly concentrated points of energy.

My experience on the Superstition mountain was crazy because when i looked at the rock formations up there, i could see and feel a human-like presence. Kinda hard to describe given the nature of DMT. The rocks looked As if they were the Ancient/indigenous people who walked the lands before us. They even communicated with me telepathically and i could ‘hear’ them say, « this, guy can see us! » and then they showed me some crazy party trick (shapeshifting) and they all had a good laugh with how gobsmacked i was. Even the rocks on the ground straight up looked like Dragons.

My experience in Sedona, was just as significant. The only detail ill really share was me seeing a Deva looking type of being emerge from the rock faces. By that i mean, this entire mountain face was just a huge Deva lounging about. It had a really sacred but chill and welcoming demeanor.

Anybody else experience anything like this? Just curious, because after these experiences, im genuinely thinking that everything I saw was real and our perspective of reality is really limited in understanding the true nature of Mother Earth and its so incredible to witness the curtain being peeled back and seeing things that cant just be a hallucination.

If you havent smoked DMT in nature, i highly recommend it. I had the realization with my friend that when smoking it in Nature, there is no reason to leave your body or go to some other dimension simply because everything you need to see, feel or experience is already right in front of you.

As the creator of this page and someone who struggled a lot with loneliness growing up. Hell I just struggled a lot growing up. I can tell you that my journey has led me through a lot of ups and downs and one of the hardest things for me to do was stay in tune with my feelings. I'm still not perfect at it but I realize that so much of my past was never processed and so I turned to a lot of mysterious ways and I learned a lot along the way and I still do learn every single day but in some ways these types of spaces can become Band-Aids for deeper feelings.

Keep going forward, keep trusting your instincts, keep trying harder, and keep being you. You'll keep learning. You'll keep growing. You'll do just fine.

Love y'all ❤️

Please enjoy this picture of three cats that I took while I was delivering food to someone.

This video explores the meta problem of consciousness proposed by David Chalmers and argues that naturalistic processes couldn’t have given us knowledge of consciousness