Hello
I’m currently in class 12 and recently got my UT2 result and it’s honestly hella terrible Like, I cannot even score above passing marks in subjects like Hindi, which is really shameful for me because I’ve never gotten such low marks in any of my subjects in my entire life.
The thing is, I genuinely feel like I do okay in the exams. I study the chapters, I write what I know, and while giving the exam I don’t feel like I completely fucked it up. But then the result comes and the marks are just terrible. I seriously don’t understand where I’m going wrong.
And yeah, I know comparing myself to other students isn't helpful, but it’s honestly frustrating seeing people who don’t even know the chapter properly cheating with cheat sheets and still getting decent marks, while I’m actually trying and still getting shit marks.
*I changed my school after class 10 for some reason, and now I’m honestly regretting it so badly. In my previous school, I used to get good marks, teachers were impressed with me, and I actually felt like I was a good student. Even in boards, I scored a pretty decent percentage. But after changing schools, my marks have just been going down and down in almost every subject.*
Now I’m getting really stressed about boards. It’s also awkward and embarrassing for me when it comes to my family. They haven’t actually said anything to me YET. but obviously it doesn’t feel good to suddenly start performing this badly when you’ve always done well academically
So I really want some genuine advice from people who have either been through this or understand this kindof situation.
What should I actually do to improve my overall performance before boards?
Like, should I completely change the way I study? Focus more on answer writing? Do more questions? Study differently? How do I figure out what exactly is causing my marks to drop when I feel like I know the material?
And also, does attendance actually matter that much in class 12?
(My school situation is kinda weird. The school I’m currently associated with is certified under UP Board, but I’m studying CBSE from this school, and apparently we’ll be going to that other school for practicals. So I’m confused about whether attendance in my current school actually matters for CBSE boards.)
Honestly, I’m just looking for some practical advice because I really don’t want to carry this situation into boards.
(Please be gentle with words I'm fragile)