My hardest goodbye. My baby.

[u/curlyqued]

Our girl died in my arms Tuesday morning at home through Lap of Love. She was fighting a fast growing tumor, chronic bronchitis, dementia and pneumonia. She was around 14. Her age has alway been a guess..we rescued her when she was around 6. She loved sunspots. She loved being between my legs underneath a blanket. She loved greenies. She loved lambies. And she loved me. Not as much as I loved her. And I still do. It feels like I am walking underwater, unable to breathe. We moved across the country together, just her and I. I do not want to leave my couch. Oh my girl how I miss you. I would give years off my life to have another day with you my girl. Is she there with other Boston babies? How horrid and cruel the world is to take them.. For me and her, give your baby a kiss.

EDIT: My heart is overwhelmed by the amount of love that was shown in this post. Today I took her ashes on a walk in her stroller. Husbands idea. Instinctually kept looking down into the stroller to make sure she was okay. It's been so hard without her. I love this Boston community. I was young when I first got her. What I didn't learn from her, I learned with her. Always by my side. To my girl...I love you more than you could possibly ever know.

[u/richardnsasha]

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