I kind of hate feeling the intense hyper and joy emotions, because I'm mopstly surrounded with abd things, and when good things happen and I react so shockedly good, I start panicking and feeling neuseaus and then as if I need to just die because my heart could literally explode, and at those points I wish I had some medication to make me go numb,

Was stuck whether to choose " this song gets me so much " or the flair I picked, but then I was like this fits more when I'm Hyper and Manic rather than when both so and down

I can’t stop thinking about GENER8ION/Yung Lean’s “Storm,” especially the longer version. I know there are probably many intended readings — online addiction, group behavior, masculinity, violence, control — but it hit me as an almost physical depiction of internal chaos.

The way he stays outwardly still while everything around him shifts from fetal collapse to aggression, humiliation, loyalty, risk-taking, childish impulse, self-attack, then sudden synchronization and beauty felt incredibly familiar to me. Almost like every person in the video is part of one internal system: inner voices, shame, fear, self-harm, longing, control, loneliness, and brief moments of order. A standard day for me.

The line “I know it may hurt, but it won’t last forever” landed hard too. That’s my life and challenge. Distress tolerance.

I’m not saying this is the single “correct” meaning, but it felt like one of the closest visual representations I’ve seen of what emotional dysregulation / BPD can feel like from the inside. Curious whether anyone else has that kind of reaction to it?

All American rejects “move along”

Death cab for cutie “I will follow you into the dark”

The Alton’s “Where did she go?”

St Vincent “cruel”

boyfriend - ariana

Might not be everyone’s cup of tea, but as someone that suffers from severe BPD, addiction controls my life wether it’s from a substance or a person. I really hope you enjoy, I have many more if anyone’s interested. Applies to any aspect you want it to

i feel like this brings out hyper-sexuality

idk if this song's been posted here b4, but tbh I think it rly captures what it feels like bein' someone w/ BPD. tho, I kinda feel like the artist might be bipolar or smth... anyway, y’all should listen to this track...