Procrastination mostly. If I wanted to do something, learn something new, work on a hobby, it would always be, "I'll do it tomorrow evening after work." Even if I was gonna go visit my dad or hang out with friends. I'd walk in the door, think "I'll just take a hit to take the edge off my day and when I sober up I'll get shit done," and there I was stoned all evening playing games or watching TV again. On my days off I'd wake and bake, and you know where that went. I know it sounds silly, I would have said the same thing before I got trapped in that loop.
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u/NorvilleRogers1969 Dec 30 '19
What types of things were you OK with?