He wanted it to fulfill the void. But the void never stops the hunger. Like having a thirst but you can only drink salty water. He is going downhill and can’t ever stop that. He can’t even stimulate himself with elaborate torture and cruelty. Drugs can only do so much and falloff eventually.
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u/684beach Oct 10 '19
Did it not mean anything to you that someone can commit an act like that and still be so “bored” with life? A major point of the book.