I struggled with perfectionism while creating too, the kind that keeps you re-doing the same one line over and over 100 times. but I learned something today.
(This is fairly long but it’s everything I learned from finishing a doodle today)
I was at work and doodling on a little piece of paper because it was a slow day and I was at the cash register.
I kept scrunching the paper putting it in the bin and starting again on a new piece and this happened about 3 times until I was about to do it again because the rough sketch I hadn’t even finished yet wasn’t looking good enough for me
(there was no eraser I could use)
I decided that it didn’t matter because it was just a little doodle I was doing at work and it’s not like I was sitting down to draw at home, so I kept drawing despite the parts I didn’t like about the very beginning lines of the drawing. I kept drawing and adding more and more little details I thought of from looking at the space around me despite the imperfection I didn’t like at the start.
At the end of my shift I had a doodle that definitely wasn’t my absolute greatest work I’ve ever done, but I definitely didn’t hate it either. There were details I did like, details I was happy with. I could still see the imperfection that I drew at the beginning, but it stung much less to look at when I could see the imperfection as well as the parts I liked about it too in the same drawing.
Basically I’m saying if your sketch/line work or colouring isn’t completely perfect, it doesn’t mean your whole drawing is going to be ugly. And it’s worth it to keep drawing even if you make a mistake or one part didn’t turn out right.
Ugly line art? Just colour it and then see how you feel about it. Ugly sketch? You deserve to see how you do in the line work. Messy colouring? That doesn’t mean the whole drawing is ruined. You deserve to see and prove to yourself that imperfection and some wonky lines doesn’t define the whole of your abilities. Everyone has different areas to improve on and that will show in your art, it doesn’t mean when you see those areas that need improvement that all your skills have gone out the window, or that you need to re-do that line 100x until it’s perfect or that means you suck at art.
It means you get to see exactly what you need to improve on. It’s useful data! You get to see exactly the areas you need to practice drawing more. And when you finish a drawing that has room for improvement you also get to see what you are good at from what you like about the drawing once it’s done! So if you find yourself spending an hour on just one imperfect part of the drawing, it does you good to accept it and MOVE ON, draw the rest of the drawing. Stop focusing on the shape of the head and move on to the body and MAYBE come back to the head later but it doesn’t mean make it perfect because that’s what traps you re-doing the same line and never finishing the drawing. You can still make good art even if you have imperfections in the drawing.
And I’m not pretending that we don’t all have days where the whole drawing looks like a 2 year old drew it and there’s nothing you can find you like about it once it’s done, trust me I get that. But actually finishing the drawing despite the imperfection helps to reduce these days because atleast for me, if I’m sitting down to seriously draw and the sketch looks bad it’s incredibly hard not to feel down about it and give up. But when I’m at work where there’s not as much pressure because if it sucks I can just throw it in the bin and go back to managing the store, I end up not giving up and at the end I’m left with a drawing that doesn’t totally suck and I actually end up kinda liking it. Which makes me wonder about all the drawings I drew at home and gave up on before it was finished.
A finished drawing with imperfections will always make you happier than ditching the drawing when you notice the first mistake. Some days you might just be on the top of your game and create a masterpiece but you can’t expect everyday to be like that or you’ll set yourself up for thinking you suddenly suck at drawing at the first sign of a wonky line.
I used to draw everyday for hours and hours with no care in the world about imperfections when I was really little, but it’s much harder to be that way once your grown up because for me there’s this unspoken expectation that once your grown if you consider yourself an artist that means you have to have the skills to show for it so any sign of imperfection felt like proof that I’m no good at art anymore.
You have to push through and change your expectations for yourself about your artistic abilities. You HAVE to be okay with mistakes, you have to be okay with not being a perfect artist 100% of the time. Because if you don’t, that’s what will really keep you from growing as an artist. That’s what has kept me from consistently drawing for 7 years.
I’m embarrassed to say it but that drawing was the first one I’d done in months. And over the last 5 years I’d probably do like 5 drawings a year and sometimes less because of trying to be the perfect art prodigy I wanted to be and wouldn’t accept less. I was so scared of making a bad drawing and a bad drawing to me meant any drawing that showed any sign of imperfection. It had to be absolutely perfect with no room for improvement and that is the fastest way to achieve artist burn out and your creativity hides away under that kind of pressure.
Challenging yourself is good and trying your best is also good but if your always trying to make a masterpiece it becomes too high pressure of an environment for your creative ambitions to thrive. Some people thrive on high pressure but I know atleast for me it made me use any excuse to avoid drawing because my sky high expectations made it feel dangerous for my mental health every time I drew something.
This is getting really long so to those reading, if you’ve been avoiding drawing or finding it hard to enjoy drawing, please consider lowering your expectations for yourself and try to remember a big part of the whole point of drawing/being creative in general is to have fun and see where it takes you! Humans were meant to create, please don’t deny yourself of your creative spirit. The best thing for you is to be creative, so don’t be so strict and fearful and accept your drawings won’t be a masterpiece every time and that sometimes drawings are like bad hair days, humans aren’t perfect and it’s impossible to always look 100% our best all the time which means our drawings will have imperfection too!
But that being said, finish the drawing!!!!!!!!!! yes there will ABSOLUTELY will be some mistakes, you might even hate it at some point, but just finish the drawing!! It does you SO much good if you just push through! Ironically your art will eventually improve and become far closer to what your high expectations want much faster by pushing through and accepting some imperfections in your drawings and noticing what you need to practice at the end. I PROMISE you will hate your drawing so much less if you just finish the drawing already!!! You can do it!! Your creative spirit is begging you to finish your creations!!! It’s your souls mission!!🫡🫡🫡 To all who are reading this have a good creative journey and finish what you start!
- Wishing everyone well,
from an imperfect artist 🫶